I Found Love At the End of the Dusk
Lean On Sam's Shoulder
"Slow down, Tania!" I tried to remind Tania who was running a little faster than usual.
"I want to get to school quickly, Ma'am," replied Tania who was seen running small into the car.
I could only shake my head to see Tania's excited attitude going to her school.
"What's going on at school? until you get excited like that?" ask me shortly after I got in the car.
"I want Mbak Dusk to know that I am among the favorite students in the school, and Mbak Dusk must also see, I include smart students there," tania said with excitement and a twinkle of happiness that was clearly visible on her face.
"Wahh, really? Mbak Dusk just found out that Tania is a student who has a myriad of achievements and advantages," said I.
"I was indeed the best in school" cried Tania again, she praised herself and I was happy to hear her.
"Mbak Dusk is happy and proud to be able to know with outstanding students like Tania," I praised while gently rubbing Tania's head that was neat and beautiful. While Tania was widening her smile to get compliments from me, I really feel that Tania now really needs affection, not more treasures or luxurious facilities.
"Let's get off!" take Tania with the same spirit as when she and I just came out of the house.
"Yes, just a minute" said I who now down following Tania's steps.
Sure enough, what Tania told me, she's a little girl of a million charms, I'm sure all of Tania's friends like her not just because Tania is smart, but because she's a little girl, but the friendliness and humility in hers made anyone feel calm and at ease beside her.
"Tania!" call me in a soft voice I'm trying to distract Tania.
"Yes, what's wrong with you?" sahut Tania turned to me with a chocolate ice cream in her hand that kept licking.
"Tania looks so perfect, a lot of friends, smart, nice car, nice house, Papa and Mama are complete, also Grandma who is always there for Tania," I said.
I've been thinking about how to figure out what Tania likes and wants the most, until I find a question that I don't think will make Tania suspicious.
"Mbak Dusk is right, I do have everything, but I don't have the love of a Mama, I miss Mama's affection" Tania lamented.
"Mama Tania is fighting for Tania's future, so don't be sad! now Mbak Dusk has three special requests for Tania, and Tania is free to say which request Mbak wants to grant!" I who did not want Tania to continue to grieve chose to directly express the idea that had crossed my mind.
"Request?" not happy Tania even looks confused by the request I gave.
"Yes, Tania is free to ask for anything as Madam Dusk, and Mbak Dusk will grant that request as long as Mbak is able to grant it" I explained.
Tania looked silently at my explanation, she was surprised by what I explained, but a minute later, Tania immediately smiled and started saying everything she wanted.
"Mbak, I want a big and chocolate cake, there is Papa, Ma'am, if you can Mama also present and Oma. And then I want to go on a beach vacation with all my family, and lastly, I want to give out food and drinks to the less fortunate kids out there," Tania started to explain what she wanted, it sounded simple indeed, but it was very meaningful and I was amazed by the desire she said.
"Mom!" Tania shook her hand trying to wake me up who was daydreaming in my place.
"Eh, yes," I said.
"Why even the dreamy Old Man?" asked Tania who was now looking curiously at me.
"Mbak is not daydreaming, Mbak just salute with a simple request that Tania said just now, although simple but quite has a deep meaning," I replied.
"What does that mean, Mom?" ask Tania.
Holy hooch! speaking and hearing every word Tania makes anyone forget who she is talking to at this time, even though it sounds wise and full of maturity, still Tania is a little girl who is growing and has not understood the meaning of the word.
"Mbak could not explain in detail, one day, Tania would definitely understand the meaning of the word meaning, better now Tania entered the class, because the hour-break bell has rung," she said with a sweet smile that I showed towards Tania.
"Ishhh, Sister Dusk makes Tania curious," complained Tania.
"Hurry, get to class!" sahutku.
"Eh, Tania wait!" after remembering that I had to go to prepare everything, Tania's birthday was only two days away, really Mr. Arka had no feelings or thoughts, he told me to prepare a birthday in this short time.
"What's wrong, Mommy?" sahut Tania while stopping her steps and turning her head towards me.
"Mbak wants to go straight away. Tania came home with the driver, yes" I explained.
"Well, is it the same driver? where's Mama Dusk going?" Tania seemed unwilling and wanted to come home with me.
"Alright, Ma'am be careful on the road!" tania's message before I actually left her at school.
I stepped lightly on the road grappling with your own thoughts, plan after plan arranged beautifully in my head, waiting for instructions and funds from Mr. Arka.
TINNN ....
The sound of the car horn shocked me who was focused on staring at the road while thinking about all of Tania's birthday plans. A car ki**g in****a black that I know the latest release stopped right beside me who is now stopping the step in surprise with the horn.
'Who the hell? disturb people again focus, my mind is protesting the actions of the driver who I think is not polite and arbitrary.
Slowly the rear windshield opened and Sam sat back and smiled at me.
"Come, Honey!" tell Sam.
I was still silent looking at Sam, not unwilling or refusing, I was just astonished by what Sam did, The car he was riding in was also just seen, I just saw, did Sam buy a new car? or he did have that car for a long time but only I know that he has such an expensive car.
"Darling!!!" sam called me again.
"Let's go in!" continued.
I who had been busy with my own thoughts was slowly walking into the car whose door was opened by Sam.
"Where are you from?" ask Sam.
"I just finished dropping Tania off at school" I replied honestly.
"introducing school? why should you take the school? where's Tania's baby sister going?" asked Sam who immediately changed his sitting position towards me. I who did not feel wrong chose to tell the truth that I realized if honesty would ignite the fire of jealousy in Sam.
"I got a new assignment to prepare for Tania's birthday and I need to know what Tania wants most so that I don't make mistakes when setting it up." I say everything honestly without anything being exaggerated or reduced.
'wet bitch is better to soak all of you, ' my mind says.
"What are the tasks of planning. birthdays also include tasks that must be done by office girls?" look at Sam with eyes that start eating into the heart.
"I don't understand Sam, all I know right now is that I'm only working according to Mr. Arka's orders, and I'm going to do an order that I think is reasonable and not over the line, anyway I couldn't reject Sam right away, Tania was close to me too," I tried to explain what really happened hoping Sam would understand what happened.
"Near Tania or her Papa?" cynical Sam, I understand very well what Sam means, and I also know that at this time he never likes it if I am close to Mr. Arka and everything related to him.
"Sam, I'm not the one who can take someone else's husband, after all I have my own choice, for what I choose someone who even belongs to someone else," I who feel tired of hearing the jealousy of Sam who has no breakup choose to say if he is my choice and I will not double or turn to others.
Sam smiled even faintly after hearing my words and I felt relieved to be sure after this Sam would not discuss Tania's birthday.
"Where are you going?" ask Sam.
"I'm going to the office." Answer's short.
"Sir, we go to the office of Twilight first!" tell Sam.
"Okay, sir" replied the driver.
I who felt familiar with the voice of someone who was a driver chose to peek at him.
"Oh" I muttered as I found out that the driver in the front seat was the driver who used to drive me and Sam.
"Sam," call me.
"Hm" said Sam.
"I'm tired, can I sleep here? when you get there, please wake up!" my door.
I know the distance between the Office and where I am currently has a considerable distance, which is why I chose to rest first during the trip, saving quite a bit of effort.
Sam didn't say anything, he pulled my shoulder and put my head on his shoulder, really right now I feel Sam is the best choice for my life if I don't remember how his family behaved.
Leaning on Sam's shoulder was indeed very comfortable and I immediately fell asleep shortly after Sam gently rubbed my shoulder, the masculine aroma from within Sam gave me a sense of comfort and safety, Sam is the best man I've ever known.
