I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Order of Lord Arka

It was a really exhausting night, I felt like I was in the soap opera and was in the lead role, only this time I saw the other side of Mama Sam that I never knew before, I feel a dilemma with everything that happened, can I continue to live this relationship with Sam? or I should give up and leave Sam as I know for sure if Sam has any genuine feelings for me.

Looking up at the ceiling of the room while trying to find the answer to the question that now pops into my mind is the best thing I can do right now until I don't know when my eyes are closed indicating that I have soundly in sleep.

The long night had ended with a morning that looked so bright, I deliberately woke up much earlier so as not to meet with Sam, Sam, after all night I thought and took all the risks that would happen to the decision I would take, I chose to move away slowly and tried to forget Sam, Sam, a choice that I think would be better than having to stay with Sam with a family that pretends to be okay.

"Mom, I'm leaving first." Pamitku after I finish preparing.

"Kok tumben set off early in the morning, is not picked up by Sam?" ask Mother who I believe if she is currently feeling strange with your attitude that is not as usual.

"No ma'am, later if Sam comes say there's an urgent job until I have to leave much more pad.

"Yes already, be careful to leave," Mother's message before I leave.

"Ready, Mother," I said, then walked away from Mom with my quick steps.

The smoke of motorbikes and other vehicles began to hit the face, maybe it would be a little stifling for rich people who are not used to traveling on public transport like myself, crammed into a city bus I haven't felt since Sam came back to my life, it feels like I've been getting a shuttle facility for a long time that makes me forget a little bit about the wonderful struggle of getting to work.

"Alley!" reyhan's voice greeted me who had just arrived at the office lobby.

"Yes, Rey," I said kindly, though your heart and mind are in turmoil, I do not want my work to be too messed up by it, let my heart be broken and upset, but do not interfere with my work.

"Tumben came alone, where's your loyal girlfriend?" reyhan asked while looking for the whereabouts of Sam who usually always takes me.

"Come on, out to sea maybe," I replied indifferently, I really don't want to talk about Sam and his family right now, because if I talk about them, I'm not really talking about them, then the mood that I have built since then will be destroyed without a trace.

"What's? to sea?" spontaneously Reyhan with a surprised face he continued to walk beside me trying to equalize my footsteps which I deliberately spread.

"Hm," I just cleared my throat answering Reyhan's current shock.

"Does that mean you've broken up?" reyhan asked with a face full of curiosity and eyes sparkling with hope.

Hearing Reyhan's real question I don't know the answer to that made my footsteps stop.

"Can we not talk about it? I want to focus on working now," I replied with a hopeful face so Reyhan could understand that right now I really don't want to discuss it.

"Well, as you wish, I won't talk about it anymore" Reyhan said.

I stepped back to leave Reyhan looking confused but happy to hear my answer.

As usual, I started my job by making drinks for the staff at the financial division. After that, we took him to the finance department.

"Thank you for my weapon, dear" said Mr. Zul, who always called me soft in the morning.

"Sir, I don't like being second, so don't call me darling if you have her in your heart," my mouth while drying one eye towards Mr. Zul who was greeted by the cheers of other scholars in the division, we are used to kidding like that, they in the financial division are very welcome with my presence which incidentally this new career.

"In rem after all, Mbak Riza, if you continue to insist on crashing my ribet, Ma'am," said my successful laughter throughout the room.

After delivering drinks to the finance division. I immediately rushed to continue the work of making a drink for the esteemed Director sir.

Tok ... tok ....

With great care I knocked on the door of the most sinister room for all the employees in this office.

"Lake in!" mr. Director said with a firm tone that was able to make anyone afraid after hearing it, with confident footsteps I stepped into the director's room with a cup of coffee on the tray I carried.

"Excuse me, sir, I want to drop off a drink," I heard my voice knowing and thoughtful and anxious, I was again worried about something that had not happened.

"Wait!" the voice of Mr. Arka again sounded to divert my concentration who was trying to control themselves so as not to fall or misstep because I felt too worried.

"Yes, sir, what's wrong?" I replied with my heart racing again, the beating in my heart was not because of the love that began to grow, but because of the fear that became more and more so and almost controlled me.

"Buy me soto who's in the office!" tuan Arka's Perintab.

He thrust one hundred thousand pieces towards me.

"Well, sir," I answered walking closer to Mr. Arka and then grabbed the money he had made.

"Buy two packs!" Mr. Arka returned the order.

"Well, sir," I returned to answer Mr. Arka's orders so firmly.

After getting an order from Mr. Arka I immediately walked out of the office to the soto stall in front of the office.

'Tumben really Mr. Arka buy sarapn here, is not he usually eat at home?' my mind began to wonder, as long as I worked at the house of Oma, Mr. Arka preferred to eat at home with his family, not a day he missed without breakfast there.

"Mom! here's the soto," the seller's voice surprised me who was engrossed in daydreaming and surfing in my own mind.

"Thank you, sir," I said, taking over the soto yqng in his hand and then re-entering the office after receiving his change.

"Boiled, tumben very breakfast in the office, usually breakfast at home," said Reyhan who now walks beside me.

"It's Mr. Arka's," I answered honestly, either Reyhan's always been near me, it's like a crotch that came uninvited, home not in between.

"What's? Mr. Arka buy breakfast so early, the tumben is very old people buy, usually always sarapaj at home, what his assistant again holiday time yes," always Reyhan.

"Come, but if you're curious you can come with me to the room, let me be clear to ask the person, how?" I purposely teased Reyhan with the words smbil raise his eyebrows so that he immediately left and went back to doing his job.

"You're so good at joking around, than me getting into a lion's den, I'd rather just eat in the pantry." Said Reyhan who was now walking away from me.