I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Dusk wants to go home

My job today is much different than before, I who usually work in the kitchen now work as a babby sister, but my job is not like a bamboo sister more like Brother who is looking after his sister.

"Bak go home first Miss Tania." Pamitku after finishing teaching Tania some things about what to do before praying.

"Be careful on the road! tomorrow is not too late!" order Tania before I really leave the house.

I just hold my hand while forming the thumb and index finger until it is round.

I walked out of the luxurious house like a palace out of the gate after greeting the always faithful Mr. Saint in the post, when did Mr. Santo leave? I always saw him in the post and I never saw him go from there.

"Sam," I said when I saw Sam standing by in front of the gate, he was sitting on the bike while playing his favorite lollipop, despite graduating from school, Sam seemed to enjoy lollipops without feeling awkward, and every time I asked him why he liked lollipops the answer was always the same, rather than me smoking this lollipop is much better, I've heard that kind of speech so many times since we were in school.

"Aren't you supposed to eat that lollipop anyway?" ask me when I get near Sam.

"No," Sam replied as he shook his head if he would never get tired of the lollipop currently in his mouth.

I just breathed a rough breath of Sam's answer that never changed in the past until now.

"Let's Ride!" take me while riding on the bike and then pat her on the shoulder.

"I'm not a motorcycle taxi driver who can be patted on his shoulder directly at Dusk," said Sam after getting a shoulder pat from me.

"Who said you were a motorcycle taxi? I'm just walking, if you don't want me to go home alone," said I who somehow now feel irritable when hearing Sam's words that I think are less pleasant.

"Tumben sewot, another pms huh?" sam asked while turning on the motorbike he was carrying while I began looking for a handle so as not to fall when Sam put forward his motorbike.

"Au ah, dark," I answered lazily in response to what I thought was unimportant to answer.

This trip felt so different than usual, if I usually feel tired mixed with hunger that continues to push me to get home soon, now very different from usual, he said, my stomach that still feels full because it does not do any activities gives a different sensation when sitting behind Sam with the breezy air that feels cold to hit my body that is not too fat.

Slowly but surely I began to fall asleep without me noticing, either since when these eyes closed and this head leaned comfortably on the sturdy shoulders of Sam who was now in front of me.

"Eummm," I cried after feeling quite satisfied to sleep and how surprised I was when I realized that I was sleeping comfortably on Sam's shoulder which was still without moving in its place.

"When did we get here?" I asked with a typical hoarse voice waking up that sounded melodious.

"Since an hour ago," Sam replied casually, while I who heard Sam's answer could only be dumbfounded with a gaping mouth, how could Sam stay here with me leaning on his shoulder for so long, I can confirm if his shoulder must now feel numb and tingling, just imagine being on a motorcycle for an hour with my head resting on his shoulders.

"Are you serious?" I asked as if I couldn't believe what Sam had just said.

"Of course, I'm not a Dusk liar, so don't ask as if I lied to you!" sam said with a face full of confidence he said.

"If so, what did you just say?" Sam tried to ascertain what he heard.

"I just feel like if you're so kind to me, you're willing to endure this pain for my own comfort" I explained what's really on my mind and what I really wanted to say.

"I'd be much better off if you would accept my declaration of love yesterday at dusk" Sam again said as if he was still waiting for my answer.

"I'll answer everything when the time comes Sam, I hope you can wait for me" I replied, still confused by what I wanted.

"Of course, I am ready to wait for you even to the end of my age" said Sam who again tried to conquer me who could not open my heart very easily.

I'm no longer answering Sam's words, because I still don't have the right answer for him.

Never promise anything I can't say." Mother's Answer

"Sorry" my tongue tries to say what is currently inside me.

"Sorry why?" asked Sam who was just now staring strangely at my face.

"You have nothing wrong, why apologize" continued Sam who only saw me standing in front of him.

"I'm sorry that I've been troubling you, and I'm sorry that I still can't answer what you want to hear Sam, too," I said in a voice that was quite soft considering that I was indeed doing something that might be enough to make Sam feel at play.

"Tell" replied Sam who again thought my words were just a figment.

"Kok late?" my spontaneous asking made me ask.

"You should have said it long ago, it has been more than two years that I always drive and pick you up every morning and evening? and I feel like you're better than you were yesterday!" sam replied that was quite aware of me if Sam was waiting for me for long.

I kept quiet again, always like that, I couldn't answer every question or word I was here.

"Here you go, don't talk about it anymore! better now we discuss what we're going to do after this," Sam began to shift his conversation and I who understood immediately smiled wryly at Sam.

"Where are we going?" ask me who feels never have a plan or desire to go for a walk.

"Whatever, this time you decide the place" Sam replied with a smile that I saw never fade.

"I want to go home, Sam, my body feels so tired and I want to immediately fall in the room while enjoying the music I like.