I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Sah

I was unable to refuse Mr. Arka's order, instead of resigning the wedding plan, Mr. Arka even made a decision that even more confused to explain it to mother.

"You or not this in front of us will get married," said the Lord Arka who is enough to make me more confused.

"Tap~but how do I explain to mom? the wedding is too soon, sir," if you feel that Mr. Arka's decision this time is very difficult for me.

But Mr. Arka is still Mr. Arka who cannot change his decision, nor follow what I just said.

"No need to think too hard, about Mother let me finish it," said Mr. Arka with a smile towards me, a sincere smile with a bright twinkle of happiness on his face, this is the first time I've seen Mr. Arka's smile so sincere and loose as it is today.

"Alright, then I'll excuse you." My pamit.

Mr. Arka is not a man who is understanding or loving, he is also not a man who is easily persuaded, what he wants, then that will happen, he said, but for some reason I was still silent and accepted Mr. Arka's invitation to marry, maybe the attraction and charisma of Mr. Arka was much greater than others, which is why I could not refuse it.

Day after day passed, at this time I just understood if it is true that money speech is powerful, all things that seem very difficult to do become easy because of money, money, the wedding dress tailor comes to the house and all the wedding needs are done, just waiting for the hour to get the wedding done, and Mr. Arka really takes a week to get it ready.

"Son, you look so beautiful today, I'm so grateful to have you in this imperfect mother's life," said Mother Seraya hugged and tried to express all the affection that I believe in her heart.

"I'm also grateful to have a mother like you, may you also have another soul mate who will continue to accompany you in your joys and sorrows until old age," this sentence that should not have come out of my lips is truly irresponsible.

"Senja, I don't want to get married, and don't discuss things you can't possibly do" she said in a soft but firm tone, while I can only smile, I feel that I have enough entertainment to divert the nervousness that now controls me.

The day that I had never imagined before, a person far different from what I expected was now a soul mate that had become my destiny, only one hope I hope after this I can get happiness in all the sadness and difficulties that I have previously experienced disappear.

"Mdusk!" Tania's voice came back to wake me up as my time drew near, soon everything would change, not just my status would change, but my whole life is bound to change because I'm going to be by a wife and a new mother to Tania, a little girl who has a luxurious life but a pretty hard fate.

"Thank you, Sister Dusk, but today Madam Dusk is much prettier than me" Tania said with a smile on her lips, tania's face looked so happy with her sparkling eyes she just kept looking at me while standing right beside me.

"Sir," continued Tania who had changed her facial expression to seriously look at me expectantly.

"Yes, why, honey?" My now-changing voice raised Tania's tiny body to sit right on my lap.

"Will this day be my mama?" The question that never crossed my mind actually came from Tania's lips, at first I thought that she would oppose or ask a lot of questions about what was going on and maybe Tania would hate me if she knew that right now I would be her real mama's replacement.

"Yes, is Tania happy?" I answered while throwing a question that actually made my heart beat so fast because it was worried about the answer that Tania would give.

"Of course, who isn't happy to have a mom like the dusk Ma'am, unlike Angel's mom who always leaves me and even she often ignores me, Mama Angel also once said that my presence was only a stumbling block to a career that should be brilliant today," said Tania who now directly lowered her head shed tears of sadness that she might have been quiet for a long time.

"From now on, Tania can spend as much time as possible with Mama, and remember! The dusk will try to be the best mama for you" I said trying to calm Tania's soft little heart that I now know is hurting, I tried to comfort her while gently kissing the tip of her head trying to channel all the affection that was in my heart, a sincere feeling without me being able to stop or make up for it, a feeling that might arise because I am used to being with a little girl who will soon be my best daughter.

Tania and I were so dissolved in the affection that came from getting used to being together, until we were made aware of the voice of the ruler who was guiding Mr. Arka to say the pledge of sacred promise to live as long as possible will be realized after this wedding, the atmosphere that had been boisterous now turned to calm and quiet, which was heard only the voice of God Arka uttering the Kabul hijab, with one breath changed my status and life.

"Congratulations, dear, may you be happy, and your family be a sadinah mawadah warohmah family," a thread of prayer rang out from the lips of the mother who had been behind me followed by the voice of Oma who had just entered the room where I had once sat with Tania who was on my lap and mom's behind me.

"Congratulations, son, Oma, be happy with your marriage, may this be Arka's last marriage and may your family be a happy family until death separates" Oma said.

"Amin" I said, mother and Tania almost simultaneously.

"Now is the time for you and Tania to meet Arka, she's waiting for you there," said Oma who now leads me with mother and Tania in front of me walking to meet Mr. Arka who looks so handsome is sitting waiting in front of the ruler.