I Found Love At the End of the Dusk

Trying to Make Sam Ilfil

I did not immediately answer the question asked by Mr. Arka, I chose to look questioningly at Sam who was now looking at me, all that I did to maintain his feelings, he said, although at this time I am still her lover, the love that is in my heart is still there for her, even though it is not as big as it used to be, I still have love in the corner of my heart.

"Go!" one word was enough to make me relieved, at least he understood my current position and he knew what I was doing was not a bad thing, either, my intention was to just work and make this poor girl lacking in affection in front of me feel happy.

"Thank you Sam, I know you'll understand the circumstances and what I'm really doing, you know me better than anyone," a little compliment I was pointing at Sam to make him feel good.

"For now I will understand everything, but not for another day" said Sam who immediately stood up to leave me without looking back at me.

Like the days before, Tania seemed so happy to be playing with her Papa and myself, I felt like I was starting to love the cute little girl with a pretty face who was now making a kingdom out of sand.

"Thank you" said Mr. Arka.

Right now I'm sitting on a long bench not far from where Tania is swinging.

"Thank you for what, sir?" ask me while frowning confused to hear the words Thank you just said by a Mr. Arka to me.

"Thank you for accompanying Tania, and I'm sorry, because you and I got into a fight with your boyfriend," Mr. Arka again said something that at first I thought impossible to say from the lips of an Ark, The lord who has power is also of high standing thanking and apologizing to me who is only a housekeeper and office girl at his place, I don't know what dream I had last night to be with Mr. Arka in this place.

"Alley!" call Mr. Arka.

"Yes, sir," said I who began to realize from my own daydreams.

"Did you hear what I just said?" ask Mr. Arka.

"Yes, sir" I replied.

I had heard what Mr. Arka had said, and therefore I was silent about what I had heard.

"Why are you silent and not answering?" Mr. Arka asked again.

"Sorry sir, I was daydreaming, to be honest I did not expect Mister to be able to say the first thing I thought was impossible to hear from Mister," I'm trying to tell you the truth and I don't want to lie to Mr. Arka.

"What do you mean?" asked Mr. Arka, he looked confused by what I just said.

"I don't think that you can apologize and thank me for not having any of this power" my class made Mr. Arka understand the meaning of my words.

"I'm also an ordinary man of Dusk, having the same heart and mind as you," said Mr. Arka.

"I know that Lord Arka is an ordinary human being, but what you have and you get right now makes you look amazing, and I'm nothing compared to what you have right now," I tried to explain my reasons for assuming that I and Mr. Arka were different in terms of fate.

"Basically all humans are the same, which distinguishes only their obedience to God," said Mr. Arka.

"That's according to Master, but the reality is different, sir, the reality is that most people are distinguished by the treasures they have," I began to dare to say what I thought was right.

"That's just your mind, you think that way because you are affected by the environment, but to me it is the same," elak Mr. Arka.

"There's a difference, sir," I'm still whistling with opinions that I think are correct.

"Nothing," the short answer that actually triggered me to argue back.

"Sir is acting differently if in the office and here, does not it all indicate if everything is differentiated by the property you have?" I'm still trying to win a debate that's either beneficial or not.

"What I do is not because of the treasure I have Dusk, I do things that you think are different just because I position myself, where I am, if I act like I am now to my students who I fear they will work recklessly and will not obey the actual rules I myself must also obey," Mr. Arka again explained what the reason for him to behave differently.

I silently thought about every word that was spoken from Mr. Arka's lips, and what he said was indeed his truth as well, as long as I knew Mr. Arka, he is always on time and complies with every regulation that is applied in the company.

"I also received a salary just like you, although it was worth a lot more, but I couldn't use the company's money as I wished, I said, that's why we actually work together just what we do and we produce differently," Mr. Arka again makes me realize and understand what he means.

"really? does that mean Mr Arka also received a salary on the same date as me?" askaku who was curious about the words of Mr. Arka.

"Of course, I also received a salary on the same date as my kariyawan, it's just that the nomjnal that kh got is different, and that's the system that I run all this time, and that's the system that I run, I did it so that the company I built was fine," Mr. Arka went back to explaining what had indeed happened, and I only understood to hear Mr. Arka's explanation.

"Oh, so that's the system," I muttered that no one else could hear because I said it so softly.

"Eh, yes," I said as I stepped closer to Tania who was engrossed in swinging.

Time goes by quickly, without feeling the day begins to day and the sun crawls up making anyone who is under it start to feel hot.

"Tania, it's time to go home" said Mr. Arka.

"Can't I be here a little longer, Pa?" tanya Tania who looks still reluctant to leave the playing area.

"We have to go home! doesn't it take time to rest too?" Mr. Arka is seen trying to persuade Tania.

"Is the Old Man tired?" this time Tania said while looking at me. While I was asked began to be confused, rather than wrongly answering I chose to turn to the direction of Mr. Arka to find the right answer.

And miraculously Mr. Arka understood with the code I gave him, he nodded his head which I took as a sign that I should agree with Tania's question.

"Of course Tania, Mbak Dusk wants to rest and enjoy the day off, just like Dusk who wants to enjoy the day off by playing in this park, Mbak Dusk also wants to rest at home," I replied, he said, and I hope the answer I gave was correct.

Tania looked silently staring at me without saying a word, until finally an answer I expected emerged from her lips.

"All right, then let's go home!" said Tania who immediately came down from the top of the swing and took my hand and then stepped away from the Park area to a car that had been parked pretty in a special car parking lot.

"Thank you Madam Dusk, next time we play again yes," Tania said before she finally left with the Papa after driving me home.

"Wake up, son!" mother's high-pitched voice I hadn't heard in a long time, until this morning I heard it again.

"Five more minutes Mom," I said, it was so lazy to work, not because I no longer needed money, but I felt tired of all the drama of life that I had to live without being able to avoid, today was a week after the incident at the cafe, where Sama thinks I have a special relationship with Mr. Arka who is the employer and boss where I work.

Since then Sama has become more overprotective, her attitude is much different than before, Sam who is gentle and understanding as if disappearing out of nowhere, Sam always came half an hour before I left and just ten minutes before my work was up, he also checked my phone almost every day without any pause, in addition to chat also a phone that he can do many times in one day, so I feel I do not have room to gather or even talk to my friend, so that I do not have space to gather or even talk to my friend, Sam's now turning out to be really annoying and I don't like that change.

"Senja, let's get up! Sam's waiting for you in the living room" said Mother.

I could only breathe out a rough breath hearing Mom's words, Sam was becoming more and more. With heavy steps I forced myself to get up and meet Sam in the living room, at first I felt uncomfortable and embarrassed if I had to meet Sam before cleaning up after waking up, but after Sam's changed nature makes me lazy to continue to look beautiful in front of Sam, it feels like I want to end this relationship that I think is not healthy, but my heart still has love and Sam who doesn't want to part with me makes me forced to maintain a relationship that is not good to continue.

"You just woke up, honey,? " sam asked when he saw me walk into the living room with the long baby doll I was wearing.

"Hm," I replied briefly as I sat not far from where Sam was sitting, with my attitude in the corner of my heart there was hope that Sam felt ill-fated and intended to leave me.

"Why is he even here? quick shower! I'll take you," said Sam, which is enough to make me wonder what Sam did, instead of showing me a concern that can make me think back to leave him.

"Yes, yes," I said as I stepped away from Sam who was still faithfully sitting on the chair, as I walked into the house to prepare to go to work.

"What's so good about my mom's cooking?" tanyaku who felt surprised by Sam who was always greedy with anything cooked by Mother, although the menu is simple and certainly much different from the menu at home, Sam still ate with voraciously.

"Mom's habit can always be addictive and want to eat here again" Sam replied with a smile on his face.

"Say it's good to eat here because it's free" I said.

"Mom, your daughter's starting to corner me" Sam began to complain and seek a defense.

"It can't be that! Sam used to give me that and bring food for us" said Mother.

While Sam smiled with satisfaction looking at me who now showed an annoyed face.

"Ishhh, Mom always defends Sam, Mother's daughter I'm not Sam," lamented my mother who felt like she was always defending Sam whenever me and Sam argued.

"Here, don't make any more noise! it's better now that you eat and leave before it's too late" Mother is indeed the best parent I've ever known, every time we fight she's always the mediator between us.

"Be careful, take care of yourself and be careful!" sam's message after I get off his favorite motorcycle.

"Yes, be careful too! don't speed!" my reply that I do not want to be considered unattentive and selfish.

"Ready, dear," said Sam with a sweet smile clearly plastered on his face.