
'It's good that Tania met me, why it feels so good, seeing Tania's smile and the welcome she gave made me want to always go home early like I do now,' inner Arka who began to think of many things in her mind.
"Pa!" one name made Arka aghast.
"What's the matter, honey?" sahut Arka, he returned to focus on looking at Tania with a smile that looked increasingly widened.
"Pa, let's go with Tania swimming!" bring Tania.
"Swimming," Arka repeated Tania's words.
"Yes, let's go swimming!" Tania again invites Arka to try to convince the Papa.
"Since when did Tania like swimming?" tanya Arka, Arka knows that Tania has not liked swimming, although sometimes Tania swims to eliminate her satiety at home.
"Tania has loved swimming since we went on a picnic with Ms. Dusk" Tania replied innocently.
'It turns out Dusk does have a considerable influence with Tania, and I chose the right person to prepare for Taniq's birthday, he will definitely be happy even though Angel will not be present later,' inner Ark which now goes hand in hand with Tania towards the swimming pool.
The two are seen enjoying time together, playing and swimming together, occasionally laughter is heard between the two. What happened also did not escape Oma's vision, a sweet smile appeared on her face, what a most beautiful and perfect day for Oma.
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"Alley! what's the matter, son?" a question that welcomed your arrival, Mother immediately sat beside me when I had just reached home, she looked so sad mixed with heartfelt pity on me.
"Mom, what exactly happened? tell me! why is our home certificate in someone else's hands?" I asked, even though I was disappointed and rice, still I have to know what really happened.
"certificate? why are you suddenly discussing home certificates, son?" not to answer my mother directly, I asked.
"Mother, please tell me first! why is the certificate in someone else's hands? and why did I never know about it?" I'm still cluttered with questions you haven't answered.
"Darling, long ago, Mom and Dad were having a hard time making money, do you remember when your dad was sick and you needed money to pay off school spp in order to take the final exam, and do you remember the time Mom and Dad paid your grads? everything that Mom and Dad used at that time was the result of a certificate that Mom had deliberately mortgaged," explained Mother with tears that began to fade, really, at this time, Mom looked so sad and desperate, I again saw the look of a face that I had not seen for a long time.
"I'm sorry, Mom," I said as I gently rubbed Mom's cheek and tried to reduce the sadness I knew was in her heart.
"Mother should apologize to you, son, I can't make me happy and fulfill all your needs to the fullest, you should live a life of concern, I can't make you happy, Sorry," mother's crying sound louder and louder sounding in the dream more Mother's crying sounded so bitter, as if she was venting all the sad feelings that she had long since pendam.
"Alright, Mother! Dusk is happy to be the daughter of Mother, and Dusk is not at all lacking anything, the affection that Mother gives and pours out is very valuable to me beyond all the possessions that may be owned by others," I said as I gently rubbed Mom's back and tried to calm her down.
"Stay, I can't give you a decent life like other girls' parents can give their kids the best" she said.
I hugged my frail body, my face now full of wrinkles and the body that once contained now turned thin, I really felt to be the most selfish human being in the world, My mother suffered more than I did, instead of watching Mom, I was busy with the pain that was attacking my heart.
"Now tell Mom! why are you crying?" ask the mother who felt she had no answer to the question from the beginning.
"Mother, is this home certificate a pawn to Sam or his family?" my many.
"No, son, I'm mortgaging this house to Ms. Nining, do you still remember Ms. Nining whose house is at the end of that alley?" answer Mother.
"Of course I remember Mom, she was famous for being a credit croupier and receiving pawns of quite valuable items" I explained.
I didn't expect my mother to ever come to the place I've been trying to get away from, but other than my surprise, there was something bigger I wanted to know.
"Why are you quiet, son?" Mother asked again when she saw me just silent without reaction again.
"There's nothing Mom, I just want to know" I replied.
This is not the right time to say everything, I don't want to see Mom getting sadder and continuing to sink into the past.
"No mother, I just want to ask," I replied, who did not want to add to the burden or sadness that Mother is currently feeling.
"Mom hope after this you get happiness that I never gave you before, hopefully Sam can make you happy and take care of you like Mom who took care of you first," a hope that actually hurt my feelings.
"Just pray! hopefully what you said was really accomplished," I said with a smile that I now forcefully look from the face full of disappointment of mine.
"Then rest first! you must be tired after work!" mother's Decree.
'My body is not tired at all, Mother, only my soul is dominated by disappointment, ' my mind.
My mind is complaining but my lips continue to smile, pretending to be happy is my expertise since long ago, I am still able to smile even though my heart is broken.
"Then I rest, Mother." Pamitku while walking into the house leaving Mother who is still faithful to sit in the living room chair.
"Shower first, Dusk!" mother's Decree.
"Ready Mother" I replied.
The water flowing from above my head gave me a sense of calm and lightened my mind a little bit, questioning where did Sam know about the certificate of the house? and how did the story go that the certificate could be in Sam's hands like it is today? but the question that ruled the recesses of my heart was never found, until I gave up and began to melt myself in a dream that I hoped would be beautiful so that I could be strong through tomorrow.