Charm Babysitter

Airplane

POV

Allin

We stepped up to bring our feelings to the pedestrian bridge or also called Avio Bridge.

First to me and Dio, the feeling of fear and a little awkwardness was natural if I felt any of that.

This is the first time in my life I've ever been on a plane, usually only able to enjoy it in the middle of the room, looking at it from ignorance.

When I was a child I cheered and ran after, and as I grew older I declared this was a stupid thing I did, a pursuit that was impossible to achieve.

Right now I realize there is a mistake in my statement.

Children always think innocently, easily feel happy, easy to believe, easy to forgive, always positive thinking, for them nothing is impossible, everything can be real.

It turns out that the more mature, the sense of it is getting eroded and lost one by one, maybe because the soul of adult people who begin to get dirty with negative things, they feel weak without trying, maybe because the soul of adult people who begin to get dirty with negative things, fearing the uncertain, feeling low in front of others.

Without an adult realizing it is he who is getting stupidly eroded by age, does not dare to do anything, just silence and guessing without trying, because HOPE exists, believe me!.

I've felt. How does life lose hope? Like a body without a soul, empty! My life was just spinning around eating sleep daydreaming crying, my limbs were functioning properly but my brain forced it off with one sentence "I'm devastated, there's no hope in my life".

The soul is the seed of life that includes the mind and personality. The soul needs hope to jump it, without it it will be empty. Stress, madness, suicide are some examples of hopeless people.

God presents children in life, so that we reflect and learn to them how life originated, reminding us that hope exists.

"Fresh" the tiny baby that came into the world through my body made me realize that HOPE exists.

My life has to go on. My wounds must not be widened any longer, it is enough to cry or remember the shadows of past events that only add to the pain, I alone make the wound deeper to leave my soul empty without hope.

"Allin, what are you doing there?" ask Mr. Vano to me.

"Come on, get in!" his orders were waiting for me at the door of the plane (gate), while the figure of Bu Sella was already invisible, maybe he had entered first.

I was silent not scaring, only my footsteps approached him.

"Let's go in" he repeated. This time his voice sounded sad in my ears, slightly making me stunned.

"Yes" I answered blushing.

It turned out that he wasn't as bad as I thought, as I nodded my head while muttering in my heart "Not Knowing So Not Dear"

**

Ms. Sella was already sitting in her chair, and was getting busy with her phone.

I just found out that Bu Sella is a Selebgram, her hobby that makes her an Instagram social media artist. He spends more time with his cell phone.

"You sit there!" point Mr. Vano towards the empty bench across from Bu Sella.

I nodded in understanding, stepping closer to the bench. I haven't had time to sit on my back, someone has distracted me.

"Sir, can we switch places?" tanyanya begged a little.

"I'm a little phobic sitting by the window" his face revealed fear.

I can no longer afford to refuse, to be honest I am also not sure if I will be okay near the Window Seat, whereas in my life this is only the first for me, making me a little doubt.

"Allin, why are you sitting there?" reprimanding lord Vano while standing up, I just turned a glance, find a comfortable position for Dio and install a special Safety Belt tool for Infant (baby aged 0-24 months) provided by the cabin guard (Cabin Attendant).

"Sorry Mas, I asked this scene to change places, I was a little afraid to sit near the Window Seat" explained the Mother who was beside me.

Mr. Vano simply replied with a nod.

I'm busy with the Safety Belt.

"You're! If people ask that, you should answer, don't just be quiet" upset Mr. Vano while helping me to pair the Safety Belt in Dio's body.

I don't know since when Mr. Vano was next to me, I was a little surprised and ignored his words again.

"Where was your mother?" I was a little surprised.

"Maybe go to the restroom" he answered while still busy helping me.

"Don't let Dio wake up, sir" I said.

"Yes, this is also me slowly" he said as he looked at me.

Our distance was too close, making strange vibrations whirr in my blood. My face began to whiten, my skin felt cold, I leaned my face towards the window. A normal reaction I thought, if women and men get too close it will cause tremors and awkwardness.

A moment later, I ventured to open my voice.

"Safety Belt is installed correctly! Why are you still here, sir?"

"You kicked me out" he snapped slowly.

"Why are you angry, I'll just ask"

"Thank you, sir" I said with a smile nodding my head.

"Don't put on a sweet-ass face, not fast with that wry look of yours"

"You think my face is food" my murmur is still heard by him.

"You'd better get back in your seat, sir, if you're just getting angry here, Dio's waking up because of Mr's voice"

"You don't see what? My seat was in the same place as the mother" pointed it next door.

"I don't see because your body is too big, blocking my view" I replied, holding back a smile as she looked at her bulging eyes holding back anger.

"Dear, sorry. You were there first friends of Allin and Dio, this mother is one of my customers, there is a little work that we want to discuss." please Miss Sella to Mr. Vano while glancing at me with a smiling face.

The master was only able to nod at the wishes of his beloved wife.

Likewise with the mother, she nodded while apologizing.

"Sorry to bother and disturb"

"No problem ma'am" said Ms. Sella who replied, Mr. Vano just smiled yes.

"It turns out he includes bucin too" I slowly muttered.

"What are you saying!" slow jolt.

"Bu-nothing Sir" as I patted my mouth

"He shouldn't have heard" my inner

**

The plane began to take off, some flight attendants began to demonstrate the procedures for the use of safety equipment and Safety Belt. My hands are getting cold again, lips bring a little bit I bite to disguise the palpitations for beginners like me.

Mr. Vano noticed my nervousness.

"You look nervous, you better distract yourself" as she turned on the screen in front of me.

"You want to listen to a song or you want to watch" he asked.

"Song only" I replied

"If you're still scared, just close your eyes"

"I'm not scared! Just not used to it" I said with a conch.

"You're! It's just free that I care. Look at you, there you always respond to me arrogantly"

"I'm sorry, I thought you'd like to taunt me, thank you for your concern, sir" I smiled

"Curtain, pretend sweet-ass again"

"I'm sweet, sir" I'll admit quickly.

"Feel in on you"

"Surely" I replied arrogantly.

"You don't know yourself, your style doesn't reflect being an employee with her employer, there's no respect for her"

"You started it sir, provoking my emotions. Even if I'm your servant, I won't want to be humbled."

"Yes yes, women always feel right" she replied.

"On that matter, I'm sorry" he continued.

"I don't mean to pry your old wounds" he said sincerely.

Our two eyeballs met, no lies I saw, he was sincerely sorry.

I just nodded back and could no longer speak when I heard the words of the past.

A time so dark that I don't want to remember, hurt me. Just remembering makes me hurt to feel bloody, there is stupidity, regret, and loss that will not be able to return.

"Mother" I said, my eyes started to look glassy again.

"Fresh" I said again, to strengthen my heart to remember my handsome little baby.

She thrust a tissue into my hand, I looked at her.

"Thank you" I said

"It's just the past, it's no longer important to discuss" I added with a smile.