
Vano sat on the sofa provided by the hospital while opening his laptop checking all his work that he left behind.
Sometimes he noticed the bathroom door was still closed. Allin was cleaning himself in the bathroom with the help of a nurse.
Vano had already tried to persuade Allin to have him help her but Allin insisted on refusing.
"No sir, I don't want you to help me, I don't need anyone's help. I'm not hurt, I just feel pain ... "
Allin did not continue his sentence, but Vano smiled awkwardly feeling embarrassed and a little sinful, because of his ferocity.
"Allin, I'm your husband, it's natural that I help you"
Vano remained adamant about helping his wife to clean up.
I don't know if there's guilt and worry haunting him, causing excessive worry.
"No, I don't want to. I think I'm coming to the moon, I don't want you to look at me, you'll be disgusted" Allin said in a low tone, feeling a sense of shame from the gentle shakes of his voice.
"You're coming to the moon?" ask Vano.
Allin nodded then a blink of an eye he shook his head.
"I don't know, that's why I wanted to make sure. So let me clean myself up" she asked with a hint of embarrassment.
Vano immediately swallowed his saliva, realizing Allin had completely forgotten what happened to him last night.
The doctor also explained that Allin tried to fight and suppress things that could trigger his trauma and fear. One of them erased his memories which could cause his trauma again. Something that does not make sense to Vano's reasoning, but the reality that happens is what is seen from Allin's attitude
"No, you can't be alone. What if you fall in the bathroom. You can get into a bunch" Vano's words just flow.
"Jeez Vano, you're so stupid! How she miscarried, you just devoured her last night. You think your seed, an alien seed that could be in a matter of hours" Vano's inner self grumbled.
Allin's eyes were bulging, not understanding his master's words.
"I'm not pregnant, sir. How could I miscarry? So let me clean up now."
Vano shook his head to remain adamant on his wish.
"Good sir, I'm not a child, and I'd be ashamed to be with you." whine Allin who felt defeated.
"No you should be accompanied, I'll call a nurse. You don't go anywhere, stay still in your bed before I come" Vano affirmed his sentence by delinquent his eyeballs that he didn't want to be about.
"Gosh, he thinks I'm in a lot of pain that I finished surgery. I just passed out that needed a break. He's too much," Allin's inner.
***
The bathroom door has been opened featuring the figure of Allin, Vano never thought that he would marry his son's babysitter, who has now become his wife. Although the age distance they can say is much different, but Allin can be so mature in addressing something, he said, especially related to the feelings of others and he can also act like a teenager his age by dancing to make Tik Tok in front of the camera of his cellphone.
But what makes Vano inexhaustible, why figure Allin avoid social media and television, and, though he can spend all day watching Korean dramas on the television screen of a compact disc using his Mp5 video player.
Deg.., Vano realized something Allin also did not like to hear the radio and local music. Is all of this related. Television, radio, local music?
Vano smiled and walked over to Allin. The nurse cleared her throat, telling Vano that she was still here.
"Master please keep that adoring eye on you. I'm still here, your wife won't run away, she's yours, you can be as happy as possible after I'm gone. Please ..., you're hurting this single soul ...," inner nurse.
"What's Sus?" vano asked familiarly without feeling sinful.
"There's nothing, I'm just reminding you that I'm still here Sir" he said without looking at his interlocutor, keeping him busy with his tools.
Vano did not care, he still watched Allin more closely and deeply.
"You'd better go home, sir! You're making me feel uncomfortable here" Allin whispered grumbling, his face flushed with the embarrassment in front of the nurse.
"No" Vano replied unconcernedly.
Then his eyes turned to look at the nurse who was checking Allin's blood pressure.
"Have you been here long, Sus?" Vano's insinuation to the nurse.
"In a moment sir, I have to fill in this data, after that I will leave and will not bother you Master" replied the nurse grumbling a little with a thickly insinuating tone.
"Master," Allin rebuked the already outrageous Vano, it was inappropriate for him to ask so to the nurse who was checking his condition.
Vano simply clucked while shrugging the unconcerned mark, then he pushed the chair near Allin's bed, sat down and looked at Allin again with a suspicious smile.
"I'm sorry, sir. Please enjoy the togetherness of you two" seduced nurse who left.
"Thank you for your understanding" Vano said, waving his hand at the nurse.
"Sir, you're too much! I'm ashamed to see your attitude like that" Allin grumbled as the nurse had gone missing behind the door.
"Why do you have to be ashamed of Allin" Vano asked anxiously.
"I'm just your mistress. You don't act so in front of others, we'll be their talk" fear is so thick of his tone.
"Stop Allin's! I don't care what they think. And don't you ever tell me you're my mistress, that's not true! You I marry Sah according to religion and country" he replied with a firm tone and sharp eyes.
Allin simply turned his face away from his master. Haru and pain at once approached her, for Allin the fact she was the mistress of her husband, it could not be denied anymore.
His tears had already flowed quickly he removed, hoping that his master would not see, but that was impossible because from earlier the man's gaze was not fixed on him.
Vano summed up Allin's cheeks, looking at the eyeballs in love.
"Allin, I told you. Whatever it is, you're in the eyes of the world. You are the perfection that covers my flaws, don't you humble yourself. I know I can't give you the best status yet, but be patient, there's a way for us to do that. Trust me!
Eliminate that sense of inferiority, in fact I and you are the rightful husband and wife in the eyes of the world."
Allin simply nodded with increasingly heavy tears.