Charm Babysitter

Decisions

"Look Allin" he ordered.

I entered my master's room with mixed taste. I wanted to avoid it but it was impossible. I was afraid that last night's words would come out of his mouth again, forcing me to accept.

"Excuse me ma'am, I want to take Mr. Vano's clothes" I said unkindly. He looked surprised for a moment, before long he smiled.

"Vano is in your room, Allin?" ask her with a smile knot at the corner of her lips.

I'm nodding. "Yes, last night you went to my room soaking wet, and he gave me permission to sleep with Dio" I replied cautiously, not wanting any misunderstanding.

"I'm sorry ma'am, I couldn't bear to expel Mister back then, because I thought you'd better be next to Dio to calm him down." I explained slightly covering up the real situation.

Even though she offered her husband to me, it doesn't mean she'll just take him to sleep in another woman's room, she's still the woman who would get hurt if someone betrayed her.

"Is Vano still angry" he asked looking worried.

"Your evening you look still angry Ma'am. But this morning, I don't think so ma'am" I answered a little hesitantly.

I know, Mom, she's still mad. He was always in front of me emotionally and indistinctly angry. Except in front of you, he's like a tame, obedient lion except last night.

"Oh so" he nodded in understanding.

"The book I have prepared, let me deliver it myself. You stay here Allin, I want to talk to you" he ordered as he passed into my room.

Clear my guess, I can't escape. What answer should I give, now that I have wavered with my Tantu words earlier, just a little more spark I will lose.

Shortly thereafter, Ms. Sella returned.

"Allen. How's it going Hard?" ask it like an arrow that is being shuffled to be released, and I am the target.

"Sorry, I didn't tell you about Hardcore. I have my own reasons, for that" with a bad taste.

Why do I feel that the sentence is so ambiguous, like there is a puzzle in the sentence, but I try to ignore it.

"No problem, ma'am. I should have thanked Ms. Sella for the kindness to my family. I'll take the money, ma'am, I'm sorry it might take a long time, but I'm working on it as soon as possible."

"No need Allin, I sincerely help your son, you should not have to endure all this" he replied so sincerely, no lies I saw from the look in his eyes.

But again, his words made me feel that there was something he was covering up.

"Aren't you supposed to be the one to endure all that? What does it mean, ma'am?" I asked to investigate, he just kept silent without saying a word.

"I'm her mother, the single parent of Tegar. I am the one who is obliged to pay for all the needs of Tegar and I also deserve to know the situation" I replied a little emotionally, considering how they hid the situation of Rigid from me.

"Maybe you don't need to know right now. Why and what reason. All I want is for you to focus on Dio and your wedding plans with Vano!"

"Sorry Mom, I haven't agreed to it" I firmly refused. I looked a little angry, she spoke as if, I've decided to accept the marriage.

Just this time, I spoke to Ms. Sella, without worrying about being disrespectful to her, all this time a sense of obedience to respect her orders, obligatory for me, both in the form of actions and words. Right now, I consider him an opponent ready to attack at any time.

"Are you sure Allin?" the tan turns cold. His voice doubted my attitude. I don't know why he was so confident that I would accept his decision.

"Your aunt has accepted the proposal, perhaps, the invitation letter has also been distributed"

Nah! My aunt can't. Just a few minutes ago I talked to him. He said he didn't force me, why did it go like this. They all played me.

"Your aunt agreed to last night's proposal, she also received money for the reception, and this morning she also received an invitation for your wedding" Ms. Sella remained silent for a moment, observing my expression. "We're not forcing you, it's up to you, Allin"

"Cih, you said don't force me, but what is all this. You used my family to urge me. From the treatment of Rigid, Application, Money, Aunt, and invitation letter."

"I'm not forcing anyone Allin, I'm just arranging this wedding as soon as possible. And sorry if my attitude seems to force you."

"You act as if you're a good person, it turns out you're a sneaky. Everything you decide, you want to be done without thinking about the feelings of others"

"I know that, I've thought about it. My marriage is threatened here, Vano is required to marry his parents but I was the one who played a role to make it. Hardcore your son, need a father figure for his identity, your aunt? She's not as good as you think Allin is? It took him a lot of money to cover up all his mistakes..."

"What do you mean, Ms. Sella." cut me suddenly. But he ignored my question, he just continued his truncated sentence.

"I need someone who will accept all the decisions I have made. Then you and Vano, I know, all the decisions are in your hands. Me and whoever is here will not be able to force this marriage of yours, you can refuse and avoid all this."

He was silent for a moment, took a deep breath and continued his sentence.

"But remember!" From Vano's side, there's his parents, my in-laws, who still want a granddaughter from Vano."

"And you need status for your son's identity. Yes, I know, you can marry anyone, but your aunt has made up her mind and taken action to the best of your knowledge."

"You made him do all that"

"Yes, but I'm telling you, I don't force anyone, I just direct, that's it"

"Why don't you choose another woman, why should I?"

"You're always near us. Who would have thought that you were another wife of my husband. You understand, about keeping a good name, because that's the Fahrizi family, me, and maybe Vano, choosing you is the best choice"

"How about how I feel and Mr. Vano will be. Did you ever think, maybe one of us would fall in love"

"That's also a strong reason I chose you Allin. All this time you are able to keep your eyes and heart. But nothing is impossible for you and Vano to love each other. After my consideration all this time, you remain the best choice. If you do not accept this marriage, my in-laws, will find a wife for Vano based on their choice. Status and everything else they must have considered, and for all it was easy for them to accept anyone. But it wasn't easy for me, it would be dangerous for my future marriage relationship. And whoever the woman who will be the wife of my husband, I will not be able to withstand the feelings of love that will arise between them, including with you"

"Then how do you behave, if one day me or Mr. Vano fall in love"

"If only one of you falls in love, it has no effect on me, unless you love each other"

"If we love each other, how?"

"I know how Vano makes decisions, especially about his feelings, he's not going to be that easy. So you better be able to hold back your feelings, not more"

"Rethink Allin, about your decision, there are still a few more days to it. I will go first, take good care of Dio and Vano" he said as he passed.

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