Charm Babysitter

Defeat of Sella

Sella's Defeat.

"Quick say? It's better that you talk about something important, I don't want to waste my time discussing the unimportant" I said so coldly, without feeling any sin at all, leaving it with no explanation.

"For you this may not matter, but it is important to me. Sella an honest answer! That you still love me, tell me this marriage is just coercion from your parents, I'll understand and I'll wait for you Sella"

"I can live without you, but I can't spend my life without you."

"Sella, please say something"

I took a deep breath, but answering her question was not as easy as I thought. He called me several times to meet. But I always dodged, my guilt made me afraid to meet him.

Where do I start to explain everything. I don't want to make him hurt any more, while his love lives. And now he still hopes.

In the depths of my heart hearing his words toss me up, there was a sense of happiness in my heart that he was able to forgive me and wait for this unfaithful me.

"Alright, first you're right! If I'm in a match. The second you're wrong, I don't love you, the one I love my husband, he's my first love since High School. And the third you don't have to wait for me, it's just a waste of your time" I replied so coldly, it felt like the line was hitting my own heart, feeling sick and sore.

"You lied!! Your mouth can speak so but not your body movements. I know you Sella more than you know. Look at your eyes start to glaze over, your hands are clenched and shaky."

"Sup to you! Believe it or not, what I'm trying to say is, I'd better get going"

"Stay still in place, I'm not done yet" his orders were so dominant.

I sat back, challenging his eyeballs. A grin appeared on his lips laughing at my stubbornness.

"Other than you want, say it quickly!"

"I want to see you, I really miss you" her eyes glazed over, and then the tear drop by drop fell free without her stopping, she did not push away in the slightest, she let her cheeks get wet, he let me look at his fragile figure.

My tears are also no longer curable, I cry sobbing, my chest feels tight, my breath feels so heavy.

His body moved up, shifted the end of the chair, passed the table, and pulled my hand to stand up, quickly my face was already buried in his chest.

My tears were getting louder, my sobbing could no longer hold me, my defenses were breaking, in front of the one I loved, the one I hurt, the one I betrayed, the one I betrayed, he who remains standing in the same place waits for me in the wound.

"I love you so much, Sella, let me wait for you"

"No!!!" I answered quickly, keeping myself out of his arms.

"Why" he asked again.

"All of this is clearly wrong and let us no longer make mistakes" I replied as I stepped back, stretching the distance between us so as not to touch. His hands tried to reach my body, but I quickly shook.

"I beg you!! Unhand me! And forget me Ar! It hurts us. You should now hate me, not expect me anymore" my tears no less rushing than him, my nose water flowing, no matter what I wipe with my collar, too, like little children crying.

"Ar, I beg you. I will not be able to live quietly, while you will still wait for me, still love me, I will be a traitor to you and my husband. He is now entitled to me Ar. I'm sorry I cut this wound, I really don't want any of this to happen"

"Why, you didn't say from the beginning. I will fight for our love. I'll beg or prostrate to your father to let him bless us"

"Why Sella??" tanyanya so lost. Lose by circumstance, lose by time, lose by destiny.

"You know I'm struggling to keep myself in the eyes of you and your family. Why don't you trust Sella? Why did you just let me go? Why don't you give me a fighting chance in front of your father? You should've told me, we faced each other. You can't always be Sella's hero, who sacrificed yourself but here I am the most cursed, impaled without a fight. When I was fighting for our love. Yes Sella, you're a traitor! You who taught me the meaning of love, entered the recesses of my heart, dwelling in it without me being able to uproot it. I could've forced it out but I was afraid my own life would disappear."

"No Ar! You have to live well, your dreams are in sight. I beg you Ar live well" I said so weakly, my energy suddenly lost absorbed into every sentence.

Yes here I am the villain, I am not the hero of this situation, it turns out that I just saved myself from the demands of Father, it turns out I saved myself from my inability to fight for my love, it turns out I saved myself from my brother's past, it turns out I saved myself from the uncertainties of life about the future.

The wrong I did not fight for my love, I lost and ran away secretly from my love.

My body was sitting limply aware of so many mistakes I had made, destroying myself and the people I loved.

Enough of us both being victims, I no longer want anyone else to get hurt, both my family, my husband, and my husband's family.

Ardi tried to stretch out his hand to help wake me up, but before it happened I quickly stopped him.

"Ar, stay quiet! I can still get up" I answered. Our tears began to dry up, for a moment we fell silent.

"Ar, here I am the villain, I made a mistake. Ar, only you can help me fix this mistake. I can't make any more mistakes. So please forget all our stories Ar. Among us are my husband, my parents and my father-in-law Ar, they will be hurt and disappointed if I ruin this trinket.

Ardio nodded in defeat."

"I will try to stay away, and will not bother anymore" he said in a lowered head position.

His two hands fused together and clenched into each other, his tone sounding disappointed. Again we lost to fate, wanting to fight but fate forced us to surrender.

"But I'm still waiting for you until you're happy with your marriage. So happy. I don't want to see you sad, if that happens I will fight for you again, Sella" he said.

I nodded in disagreement with that statement. "I'll be happy" I said with a hint of doubt in my heart.

"All right, I'm going. I don't want to drive you, I'm sure you want that, being away from me is what you want"

I just nodded, assuaged it.