Charm Babysitter

Breastfeeding Room

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POV

Vano

Dio looked agitated, from earlier this child continued to whine. It's not usually Dio thrashing in my arms.

Sella tries to distract Dio.

"Darling what?" his ray. "This is Mommy's!" while playing the rattles, Dio still refused.

Next time Sella tries to take Dio from my sling, the boy still refuses.

All the ways Sella had done to keep Dio quiet. He invites Dio to chat, play cilukba, but there is no effect he increasingly becomes his cry.

Allin was busy making milk for Dio, after the milk was ready, I laid Dio on Allin's lap.

The woman was a little surprised because it was me who suddenly put Dio on her lap.

"Thank you, sir" he said, I just nodded and took a seat next to Sella.

Sella smiled looking at me, one of her hands was holding my hand and her head was sidelined on her shoulder.

"Sorry, sorry, our plan is not as expected, I have to share it with my work, you are not angry right?"

"Yes, it doesn't matter" I replied as I kissed her head.

Sella is beautiful, smart, fashionable and a little quiet. Her attitude and actions were always perfect, she was not a woman who liked to be rash in making decisions.

I'm sure what happened this time was out of his control, he was always disciplined in managing his time and work.

"How long?" much

"Just one day, which I surprised from the artist manager was adamant that I wanted to be the one who immediately took care of this project"

"Because you're the best! So they definitely want you to handle this project" I sincerely praised.

Sella blushed with embarrassment as she smiled and increasingly hugged my arm.

"Thank you dear" he replied.

Dio's crying echoes, distracting me, Babysitter Dio is still busy seducing the boy to drink his milk, still fruitless.

"Lin, Dio still doesn't want to suckle?" ask Sella.

"Yes Ma'am, it seems like Den Dio wants to suckle from me, from where his hands are tugging at my top clothes" Allin replied slightly riled up.

"Then, why don't you suckle Lin" Sella ordered.

"Sorry Mom I'm embarrassed, it's too crowded" he replied, glancing at me.

"Alright, let's find the Breastfeeding Room here"

Sella and Allin left me looking for the Breastfeeding Room, and soon they returned.

"Why baby?" much

"It turns out here does not provide Breastfeeding Room" Sella replied with disappointment.

"Honey, please find a closed place that is comfortable for Allin to breastfeed, there are still thirty minutes left from our departure. This was new for Dio to be in the crowd. We'd better put Dio to sleep, we don't know how Dio reacts when the plane is flying."

"Well" I stepped away looking for every corner looking for a space or a place that Allin could breastfeed. And Allin followed behind.

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Dio finally calmed down, his voice no longer heard.

"Lin, is Dio sleeping?" much

"Not Master" Allin replied as he looked at me from behind the blue curtain that limited our distance.

"You'd better go back, sir, afraid that Bu Sella is waiting for you" he continued

"You want me to, but Sella told me to stay here with you"

"But sir, I.." Not yet Allin continued his sentence, I quickly said.

"Don't think about it, Sella says you don't have a cell phone, and we're a long way from the waiting room, the voice call operator won't get here"

She slightly flicked her lips in response to my words.

He had a son Dio's age, whom he left to his mother's brother. His status is not married but he already has a child, his parents are gone, the rest of Allin does not want to explain anything else when Sella wants to ask more.

He looked very cheerful when talking to the other servants in the house, very spoiled when talking to Bi Inah, very polite when talking to Sella, and when talking to me he was stiff and flat, he said, only sometimes he speaks politely, the rest he's rude if I start to provoke his emotions.

Allin and Dio. They do look similar when smiling, their facial lines are similar only the shape of the lips and nose are different. Dio's nasal bones were high, his skin was bright and his lips were thin in contrast to Allin's.

Said Bi Inah, Allin loved Dio very much, Bi Inah often found Allin who was questioning looking at Dio. Bi Inah also had time to pry Allin's life information, but the sweet girl did not say much, just silence, sometimes crying just like that. Since then Bi Inah no longer forced into wanting to know more about Allin's life. He hoped that Allin himself would tell it, he would gladly listen.

"Allin" I asked broke our silence.

"Yes sir"

"May I ask?"

"Sure, but I can't be sure whether to answer or not"

Me and you, this conversation usually happens if we're both. Me, Master, you, are heard more often when someone else is among us. We have secrets you and me.

"Yes, I know" with my tone of voice slightly irritated.

"What do you think I should do to please my partner?" my plan was to start scraping the story of Allin's past.

"I don't know, sir" he replied flatly.

"I, Master" from his words he had already tried to create a barrier wall so that I would not cross the line, between superiors and subordinates. He was so sensitive or indeed he was trained to deal with situations like this, blocking my questions before I further asked his past.

"You're a girl, aren't you? Why don't you know? What are you never what, imagining a walk somewhere with your partner" ask me to berdubi-tubi to provoke his emotions.

"It used to be, it's not now" she replied coldly

I took a deep breath, slightly twisted my brain, thinking about how to extract information from it.

"Well, where did you want to be with your partner?" I started to feel lost.

"Forgotten" he answered flatly.

He's really hard to deal with.

"You think you've forgotten your memory, until you don't remember it. You're only twenty years old but you're senile" I snapped.

"Maybe" he replied as if he didn't care about my anger.

"I'm serious, Allin, what a hard thing to answer." I press him again

"Lord just ask directly to Bu Sella"

"Allin I want your answer" urged me again

"I'm not your partner, sir, so I don't know"

"You're this.., ." I growled.

"Who said you were my partner, what was I asking?, you answered everywhere. Just answer what is difficult" my grunts increasingly unstoppable

"Don't you be a same-sex person now?" attack me again while holding my smile.

He shifted the curtain and quickly positioned his body before me, while Dio was already asleep on his lap.

"I feel sure this time my attack is telling, he will be emotional and talk incessantly." I thought when I saw his reaction.

"Emang why? If I am a same-sex person. I wish I was born a same-sex person. I won't be with you and I won't breastfeed someone else's child, nor will I give birth to a child, nor will I lose my Mother so soon, nor will depression make my mother sick, I will not bring a jerk into my life, I will not go crazy about her, and I will not be abused, and I won't be this sick as I hold the weight of my life, and I won't cry silently when no one is near me" she replied as she tearfully without a sound.

His face was so sad looking at my eyeballs, his chin raised defiantly, Dio's tiny body held up in trembling.

The atmosphere of the room mussollah became gripping, because of Allin's heart-wrenching moans. It was just the two of us here, I sat at the end of the door that was near the barrier curtain of the shaf.

My face paled to the glare of her tearful eyes, eyes full of sorrow, eyes full of defeat, eyes that wanted to be freed from the darkness of the past.

"Are you satisfied" he asked

"I'm sorry" I answered while embracing her from the side, no matter where I was pushing, I was so presumptuous but she didn't resist, she was sobbing more and more, with a little body shaken to withstand the turmoil of her tears.

We both remained silent. My body felt weak and defeated, my mind was already unable to react to think any further.

The guilt-ridden feeling made me empty.

Until the ringing of my cell phone broke the silence between us, pulling us back in consciousness to quickly move out of the room. Sella reminded me that our flight departure will soon be.

"Come on!" I said while guiding Allin to stand up.