Charm Babysitter

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Vano was still silent sitting on the sofa with his mind somehow floating around. He saw Alin still lying on the bed, with an infusion hose in his hand, there was a sense of relief and gratitude when Vano saw the figure of his wife, his face was not as pale as last night.

Now not only Allin who felt traumatized, but Vano also felt it.

The first night that was supposed to be a good memory for the two of them, now became something frightening for both himself and Allin.

Vano never thought that Allin had the burden of deep trauma about marital relations. He savored and devoured his wife without her knowing she was struggling and enduring the fear of her past trauma.

Allin who always seemed strong, cheerful and a little wild, he also dared to ask for his rights to Vano, even though he had a terrible trauma made Vano feel very guilty for it.

He has become an insensitive husband, or a jerk husband, who has hurt his wife even without her noticing.

Flashbacks

Vano POV

"We will make it one-on-one and over and over again" whispered Vano teasingly.

"Tuaannnn..., you're so perverted!"

Instantly Allin turned his body, while Vano chuckled at Allin whose face was already flushed with embarrassment.

Vano was silent for a moment in the silence of his room which had begun to feel cooler, because of the air conditioning and the air from outside that entered. Night is now a third and soon morning will welcome with its rays. His eyes had not been able for him to close, another warmth kept flowing in his bloodstream making another turmoil that suddenly appeared. Allin who was in his arms, who turned his back to him seemed to be silent, with regular breathing.

Vano was silently thinking hard, will Allin offer him. He already had his own determination to make Alin fall in love with him first, but his taste and desire as a man called out to him and teased him to enjoy his dishes were readily available.

"Allin ..., are you asleep?" vano asked as he rubbed his face into the niche of his wife's neck.

"Don't tempt me again Sir. You embarrassed me" Allin said in a low tone.

It turns out that the woman is still awake.

"I'm not teasing you, it's only natural that I say that, you're mine and it's normal that we make it over and over again" said Vano, who was so frontal to Allin's hearing.

"God! You are so easy to talk to but in fact you do not want to do it with me" said Allin with a high tone, there is a sense of annoyance and playfulness.

"Who said?" sangkal Vano whispered in Allin's ear and exhaled a seductive heat.

"So you're gonna do it to me" Allin said enthusiastically and turned her back quickly.

Vano nodded

"Geez naughty girl, how could you be so enthusiastic about asking for this" Vano patted Allin's temples softly.

Allin just smiled back fluffy, feeling he had won to conquer the master who was selling expensive.

"Why? That's my right" he said with pride.

"Looks like you're really experienced!" said Vano who positioned his body slightly tilted against Allin while jumping one hand into his temple.

"May you start" challenged Vano to Allin's tease.

Allin was speechless, his usual mouth quickly replying to his master's words now speechless. He thought about what Vano said.

"You should be the man who started" Allin continued.

"I don't know what you want, because I've never read a novel you read so often" Vano's tease becomes more and more.

"I-I never read a novel like that" Allin stammered.

"You sure? It's not that you yourself say that you've experienced a thousand times of me" Vano smiled triumphantly.

"Yes .., I've read ta-but just a quick glance and i-it's also I tried to pass it. I really don't know Mister" Allin said adamantly in self-defense.

"I can't believe it!" goda Vano is becoming.

"As far as you are, I don't know what to do. And I can't start" said Allin, already feeling defeated.

"Alright we do" said Vano grinning.

***

I enjoyed it.., devouring my dishes with a sense of excitement, looking for a point of satisfaction that is not enough for just a matter of minutes, I was like a fire that raged devouring it until the rest of my energy.

When I thanked him, his face turned white, holding something I didn't understand.

Deg ..., deg ..., deg ....

I'm starting to feel something's wrong.

"Darling .. "my pat was soft on her cheek, she was still frozen, as I started shaking her body, she woke up with patterned eyes, a sense of fear was evident all over her body.

Her lips twitched, her hands brushed off my every touch, then she started screaming.

"Please ..., don't ..., let go of me ..., you jerk ..., etc." her words repeated irregularly.

"Relax baby, it's me" I said trying to get close to him.

But she remained hysterical and tried to get away from me with her innocent body she thrashed in fear, I quickly pulled her to calm her down, afraid she was doing much worse than this, she said, with the rest of his strength he tried to escape me, and suddenly his panic attacks started to recur, his body shook violently, sweating, and he began to have difficulty breathing.

Fear began to haunt me when I was unable to calm her down, she grew weaker with heavy breathing.

I felt like there was something wrong with me wearing all my clothes, covering Allin and carrying him out of the room.

I screamed in panic from upstairs echoing all over the room, all the servants scattering out. I didn't care about their gazes seeing me so messed up and my clothes not neatly attached.

"Sir Herman prepared the car" I cried on the steps of the stairs, they were still fixated because of the tangle of my screaming voice, maybe the drowsiness that still enveloped them made them not move swiftly.

"Good sir" replied Mr. Herman stammering as he passed to the car garage.

"Allin why" asked Sella from upstairs, I looked up at Sella without being able to say anything.

What should I explain. And how I explained it, while many pairs of eyes from my employees were looking at me and Allin was full of curiosity and question.

My eyes were already flushed with fear, my face was starting to feel cold, I clenched Allin firmly, feeling his heartbeat begin to weaken.

I moved even faster, taking my foot after Mr. Herman, who was preparing the car for us and simply ignoring the curiosity of Sella and my staff, leaving them full of questions.