Charm Babysitter

Thanks

"Thank you"

"For what?" ask the woman in her husband's arms.

"For you to stay by my side" the man spoke as he stroked his wife's hair and occasionally gave a kiss.

"But it still hurts" admitted the woman honestly. The woman buried her face in her husband's chest with a squeeze of her fingers on the man's arm getting stronger, she recalled the moment when her husband said he wanted to divorce her.

"Sorry" said the man closing his eyes withstanding the sudden pain in his heart. He felt the pain and his hands tightened his arms.

The woman looked up, looked at her husband and smiled with teary eyes. Stroking her husband's face, as if to strengthen her husband that it had passed.

"I don't want this either, but it hurts here" he said, pointing to his chest.

"It hurts because all this time I've never dreamed, I know it won't be possible for me" he continued without cornering the man, he even sounded like a boy who was complaining for attention with his lips pursed after talking.

"It may be a pity" the man assured his wife.

"I don't want to trust you too much" he said, sneering.

"Then?" the man asked calmly, he did not look at all offended by his wife's remark.

"Eitherway! After I think again, whatever my choice will still be pain, pain avoidance or pain try"

"Why do you compare so"

"should"

"Evoiding won't guarantee you happiness but by trying there's hope for us to be happy"

"But it doesn't"

"You sure? Look at this face of yours, now you smile silently" his god as he pinched his wife's cheek.

She nodded in agreement and smiled at her husband, and then her countenance began to flatten "I pressed down and threw that hope deep in my heart, but at that moment you assured me that hope was there. You also agreed, when I asked 'may I be selfish' and for the first time I ventured and opened my heart"

The man silently looked at his wife affectionately, he knew this was the moment he was waiting for, when his wife pulled out a wedge on his chest. He simply stroked his back to encourage his wife to take out the uneg-uneg in his heart.

"Happy, I called Aunt Mia and shared my happiness. But happiness is only for a moment when you take it again cruelly, you should not promise or give me hope" she said, caressing her husband's face, but tears had fallen on her face.

She quietly briefly enjoyed her husband's finger rub on her cheek, cradling her words in silence, she wanted to take off her load without hurting her husband's feelings. Then her gaze started to empty but she refocused on looking at her husband.

"From childhood I always put pressure on myself, when I crave or want something, because I know everything I want will be troublesome for mom."

"If it may trouble me" the man tried to interrupt a little.

The woman sneered. "It hurts, when we expect too much but it's impossible for us to get. You, make me wish! And most of the day I smile happily for a moment I start to be selfish and forget the feelings of mbak Sella or what people will say later"

"You're not selfish dear" the man tried to justify his wife's thinking. "We're stuck in this relationship, you've been keeping it with your attitude"

"In the eyes of others I still snatch you from Sella's mother"

The man shook his head while chuckling, he was more interested in his wife's call to Sella, "sella's mother" his god.

"Why indeed? He asked me to think of him as a big brother, but he was annoyed when I called him madam" Allin grumbled enthusiastically. He looked more like a boy was complaining with his tone sounding so happy.

"You happy?"

Shamefully Allin nodded.

"Why?" the man smiled happily. There was a sense of relief in his heart, the two women in his life forged a more intimate relationship and ended this relationship without any hostility and hatred.

"He's like a bad witch but he's good"

The man laughed at his wife's words. "You either praised him or insulted him Allin"

"Let's know, he's hard to read, but I'm comfortable with him. I wish I had a sister that I could share my story with. That's why I always follow Mbak Mila anywhere and I also become obedient to her, but she still does not like me." her lips pursed and her face looks upset considering the moment she was with Mila.

"Then who do you like, me or Sella?"

He smiled faintly, his eyes twisting with a sly look. "I like myself" he said, the thin smile turned into a wide smile making his eyes shrink.

"You don't like me?" ask the man pretending to be angry.

"A little" he answered by showing his index finger and thumb fused together.

"I don't want to talk to you anymore" she turned her back on her husband.

The man laughed.

"Not funny" he said.

"You're adorable when you're jealous" the man said, hugging his wife from behind.

"I was just teasing you, baby" admitted the man.

The woman immediately turned her body again, looking at her husband to look for lies in the man's eyes.

"Where were you sleeping last night?"

"Every night?" asked the man back, he looked at his wife closely then he smiled faintly.

"You know, I always sleep here?"

The woman smiled awkwardly.

"It turns out you're now a cunning fox huh! You're comfortable in the arms every night, but when you're awake, you're hostile to me like the anti-neighbor, you're Allin's cunning"

"No, it's not me who's comfortable, it's our son, he likes your scent" he denied.

"Let's be honest" the man ordered while tickling his wife.

The woman wriggled amusedly and tried to distance herself from her husband. "I'm not lying, your son wants you" he said with a sigh.

"Yes fine, it's up to you!"

***

The atmosphere started to quiet down, only the ticking of the clock voice gave a small tone in the hearing. Their eyes had not been closed while the cold air was increasingly indicating the time of one third of the night they had passed. In silence they enjoy the warmth of each other and are immersed in each other's thoughts.

"Master!" call the woman down, she just makes sure whether her husband is asleep or not.

"Hm"

"You haven't slept yet?" she asked the woman while rubbing gently on her husband's hand that was coiled on his stomach.

"Hmm" the man just cleared his throat again.

The woman realized her husband was not excited about his call she began to shut up. But the body is moving in search of a comfortable position.

"Why, aren't you asleep? What are you thinking" asked her husband, finally opening his voice.

Hearing her husband make a sound, the woman turned her body, looking at her husband with a sad look with a bent face.

"What's wrong?" ask her husband again.

"Did you choose me on purpose?" ask the woman a little doubt.

"I don't have the courage to choose. Sella, step back from our relationship" said the man blankly, the man focused on his feelings and thoughts, there was guilt running through his heart.

"Why?"

"Why which one? I didn't vote for you or why Sella quit"

"Both"

"That's a hard choice for me. When I chose you, I was afraid to hurt Sella and I didn't want that. When I chose Sella, I wasn't sure I could be far from you" the man stared fixedly at his wife and his eyes began to blankly stare without direction.

"I know you won't accept any of my decisions either, but Sella makes her own decisions and it's her father's relationship, she loves her father too much" she explained, but there was little doubt about Sella's reasons, why did the woman decide to withdraw.

"You mean"

"You don't need to know, all you need to know is about me and us"

The woman only sneered and a thin smile was engraved on her face even if it was just a glance.

"Allin, throw away that thought of you snatching me from Sella"

As soon as a woman's face becomes flat, "i'll try" he said unsure.