Charm Babysitter

Bathroom

What answer should I give, on the one hand I am already convinced by my decision and on the other hand I also need an identity for my son, Allin thought.

From the end there sounded aunt Mia was sighing long, until a rough breath was heard from my phone. "You'd better accept it Allin, not Auntie's intention of imposing a will on you. But think your son needs someone to make him a father, he needs an identity, at least you can create an identity for your child even if it is only the status of the child continued for your husband later.

"From the talk of Aunty and the Fahrizi family, it was Ms. Sella who advised you to be her husband's other wife, you didn't ruin their marriage, but you helped them.

"Remember Allin, we already owe a lot to Bu Sella, accept it or not, your employer must be married to another woman, they need offspring, they need children, with you they're sure you're a fertile woman who has a child.

"You're given a chance to do that, and it can also help your child's life both in terms of cost and status. When is there again this opportunity, which accepts you as you are and accepts your illegitimate child" said aunt Mia at length assured Allin.

Aunty's last words ruined my stubbornness. Just this time he said Hardcore bastard, it hurt me, hurt my pride, with a sense of disappointment over his words I broke the connection.

I really do not accept the words of Aunt Mia, what is my son's fault and what is my fault if fate predestines us to live without a full family, without a husband and without a father.

"That's not what I want aunty" I screamed in my heart while hitting my already-crowded chest as if something was squeezing it hard. To make my tears flow, and with sobbing my voice so as not to break and be heard by Mr. Vano.

I hurriedly walked into the bathroom, intending to wipe away the traces of crying on my face. At least the water will be able to wash it, I don't want Mr. Vano to find me in a state of chaos.

But what to say, the intention to avoid even I thrust myself into him.

He stood there in a towel, his hands around his waist, his eyes defiant, intimidating to belittle my actions just now, just walked into the bathroom.

"Sorry sir, I don't know, if you're inside" I replied lowered my head in guilt and shame.

Especially this is my mind. Not yet finished the other problem has now increased again. My employer must be thinking that I'm teasing him or something.

"You why?" asked Mr. Vano sounding worried. I gasped at what I heard, I thought he would be angry but he wasn't.

I dared to raise my head to look at him. Right, I didn't hear wrong, he was right to worry about me.

"What's Allin doing? Did you just cry? Who just called you?" asked Mr. Vano in a row the foyer raised Dio who was also wrapped in a towel and they approached me.

"No, no why - why Master" I replied stammeringly.

"Your eyes are flushed and allin's covered. You must have cried again" said Mr. Vano looking at me so closely.

"Again?" many confused.

"Y-yes, you do cry like this a lot, right. Better, if you have a problem, you can share it with someone so that your chest crush feels lighter. Can you talk to Bi Inah or?" Mr. Vano was silent not continuing his sentence.

"Or what Sir?" manya curious.

"Yes, it's up to you, what matters is that you're comfortable. Make sure that person can be trusted. Sometimes people are not interested in our problems, he is more interested in their sense of kepo, the edges are used as gossip material for him." suggested Mr. Vano as well as remind me.

Actually I was a little confused by his words, for the sake of appreciating it I nodded. "Yes, sir, I'll try"

"Why later, 'right now you're having problems" he said so enthusiastically.

I squinted my eyes, read her thoughts shortly after, and I pursed my lips, realizing something.

"Let's say, you want to know the Lord" I accuse you.

"Not so" Mr. Vano was a little evasive.

"But you do need someone to listen to you, don't you?" the reason Mr. Vano tried to avoid my accusation.

"You're the one who suggested it, not me who wanted it. It turns out, you're the one who came to you, sir" Cibirku saw his attitude.

"No, I don't care, it's up to you" he said, starting to get annoyed and just walk me outside the bathroom holding Dio.

Without me knowing I was smiling looking at her behavior. What's wrong with me, nothing seems funny, but talking to him for a while has shifted my sadness and disappointment, evaporating just like that. He's great, my mind admits it.

"Allin, where's my shirt?" he shouted, I immediately approached him. Dio was wearing a ready-made diaper.

It turned out that he was quick to learn as well, but how not, the incident a few days ago made Mr. Vano and Bu Sella definitely experience a little trauma, seeing Dio who was engrossed in playing with his feces.

"Sorry sir, I forgot" I replied embarrassedly.

He kept making fun of me, so I'll follow his words. I approached her, while biting my lower lip like a female artist acting one of the Korean dramas I watched. His eyes began to fester at my reaction, my body was already getting closer to him.

"What do you want?" mister Vano asked, his eyes staring at me.

"Pull your towel" I replied of origin. Him

quickly clasped tightly onto his towel and dodged. I couldn't stand my laughter, my stomach felt stifling and tears came out at the end of my eyes.

Hahaha, you funny sir, my inner.

"You're humiliating sir" I continued without feeling sinful and went past leaving him.

***

"Basar bar-bar women. You're the one who embarrassingly seduced a grown man" Vano screamed at Allin's departure.

Vano is also a monologue.

"God why can I act silly like that.

"I was the one who lured him, I was scared too. I ran like a mother cat being chased by a mouse child, she should have been the one who was more afraid of me, not the other way around I acted silly like that.

"You're embarrassing to Vano, your body is big but with that wild little girl you don't dwell.

"Look at him laughing until his tears came out.

But I really like to see it that way, laughing freely without caring about the surroundings."

Sometimes we need to be selfish to enjoy life. Act as it is but also keep the boundaries that exist.

Showing our attitude is always good is also heavy, still people will respond differently, according to the information they first found.

If the first information they find already looks ugly, the person will always think we are ugly, even though the information is positive value is sure they will add the word "most like this and blah blah", to change their outlook seems like it will be difficult.

There was a door open, returning awareness from Vano's mind bouncing everywhere.

Sella stood there, staring at Vano so flatly. His face showed no guilt for last night's actions. Giving her husband to someone else.

He stepped closer, in his hand was the clothes he was carrying.

"Where were you last night?" His language and tone felt foreign to Vano's hearing.

"Beach" Vano replied briefly.

"Oo" Sella replied more briefly. "My decision remains the same Vano, get married or..?" continued.

The sentence was finally deliberately resistant because he knew Vano understood what direction they were talking.

"I'm sorry I forced you so much, but I don't know what else to do. This decision I have taken, Father and Mother have also agreed. I hope that you will help me, by keeping my promise to Father and Mother to give offspring from their bloodline."

With her father figure, Vano was a little unconcerned about her feelings. But Mother! She is the woman Vano loves the most after her birth mother. She's not only a connecting mother but she's also the younger sister of Vano's biological mother. He also resuscitated his father for his past mistakes, but unfortunately his mother had gone first before seeing his father aware of his mistakes.

"Alright" replied Vano. "But wait a few more months. I can't just get married without knowing my partner. I want him to accept our situation"

"no need. Dad and Mommy have proposed to someone for you"

"What?" ask Vano in disbelief.

"The bride's family has agreed, and it's likely that your candidate will also agree" Sella replied as she put Vano's shirt on the bed.

While Vano was still glued.

He was disappointed with himself, he was a man but unable to determine his way of life firmly, always this way, sacrificing himself to keep the hearts of the closest people from being disappointed.

"I'm leaving now, my Assistant is waiting" Sella continued and left the room.