Charm Babysitter

Wishing

It's not all as easy as we thought. The three of us looked awkward in the dining room. The clang of the sound of the spoon clashing only gives a small tone that is not affected, the atmosphere remains silent like a silent night.

Mr. Vano was not as excited to chew his food. Ms. Sella just stirred up her food without putting it in her mouth, whereas I hurriedly wanted to spend and leave them.

Where can I allow this delicious food just to be stared at or ruffled, just let this awkward atmosphere that is most important my stomach full and leave immediately from the dining room.

"Master, Miss Sella I say goodbye first" I said softly. They looked up at me for a moment, I just replied with an awkward smile. Mr. Vano nodded and Ms. Sella smiled back.

I was finally able to release a sigh of relief, stepping foot into Dio's room.

Dio was asleep in the baby box, I looked at his face, but why did his face look more like someone I didn't want to remember. But because of my affection for Dio, I tried to ignore everything.

Allin why don't you try to open your heart, make peace with the situation, someday the wound will disappear by itself. Try Allin, my mind to strengthen itself.

The whimper from Dio's mouth awakened me from the thought that had just wandered.

"Hi dear.." I said.

Dio looked so happy, he smiled with both hands reaching out to be lifted up in my arms. Baby Dio nimbly has moved in my embrace.

"You miss, mama" I asked without embarrassment.

There was no one here, only me and Dio, so I didn't have to worry about anyone hearing it and sneering greetings for me that I taught Dio.

But I was wrong, someone in the back was already embracing me kissing Dio's cheek and kissing my cheek instead.

"Did you miss your Papa Dio too?" his question seemed to make fun of me

I pegged feeling a warm touch on my cheek, let alone my back so tightly stuck to his chest delivering a vibration that made my heart seem to stop beating for a while.

I never imagined this crazy thing he'd do in his house. How someone saw and caught our act wet.

A feeling of pleasure mixed with worry, felt tightness in the chest.

"Sir, what are you doing, let go" I grumbled softly.

""Why?" tanyanya plain sok.

"Later to see" I said, emphasizing my voice.

"Who, I locked the door"

Yeah, we're like thieves sneaking around looking for an opportunity.

"Then why are you here, sir?"

"Sella asked me to sleep with you until you got pregnant. You know I'm like a dumped husband! I was upset but my pleasure was greater than that, because it was you that I was shown to me." he said so crisply that there was no resentment in it.

"Yeah!" I gasp at hearing it.

Ms. Sella what do you think, why is it so easy for you to let go of your husband to another woman.

"But that's not going to happen, I'm not going to follow your game" he said.

I was surprised to hear it. I felt like I wanted to turn my body around and challenge his eyeballs, what he wanted. Unfortunately to just move is difficult for me, the hold is too tight.

"Once, sir, you've betrayed Ms. Sella in this manner"

"I'm not betraying anyone, I'm just betraying your agreement on this marriage game. You're the one who played with my feelings"

"Then why are you here, if you don't want to haunt me." I asked so ketus.

This frontal request of mine, it has become his meal every time we argue, maybe his ears are used to it, but honestly I am ashamed of myself saying a word that I do not deserve to say as a woman.

"Yes to embrace my fierce wife, who likes to deny her feelings. I'll definitely make him bend his knees"

"certainly"

"This is what I said, sir"

"I borrowed it first" as his face rubbed against Dio's cheek.

"Hi handsome, why haven't you slept. Papi wants to play a little with your naughty mama, go to bed immediately" he said without shame, I just sneered at his words.

"But you'd better go back to your room, Sir, if you just want to tease me" I said coldly.

Instantly he removed his hand from my body and left to leave Dio's room just like that.

Tek.Sick.

Why does it hurt.

Naturally he left you Allin, you told him to, you refused him, you don't grow big, you're too arrogant to think he loves you so much, you're so proud, look, he's tired of seeing you and he's gone without talking to you.

My tears are dripping.

It's only the beginning of Allin, you've shed tears, it's still a long way from the road you'll cross.

***

The clock ticks more and more sounding tight, indicating the silence of the night has come to drown the busy objects that move to stay still. But my eyes had not been able to close, my eyes were looking at the tightly shut door, as if hoping someone would come to me. But only my wish.

You're funny Allin you refused, but you wanted to.

Until the morning I was able to close my eyes, hold Dio who was lying in bed, accompany me, a little help me forget something I was waiting for.

"Allin, why are you, son?" ask this girl who is beside me.

"No, why-why Bi" I replied with a smile.

"Why on deserted Bi?" I was a little surprised to see an empty dining table without a host.

"Oos... Mr. Vano and Miss Sella, already

leaving early in the morning, Mr. Vano's father and mother wanted to go abroad, so they wanted to take him to the airport"

"Oo" I answered understand.

"You drink this yes" sodor bi Inah told me, a glass of traditional drink.

"You're a fertilizer so you get pregnant soon" whispered bi Inah while smiling seductively.

How can I get pregnant, she just does not want.., "Ah Alin not need to think," quickly I said the drink.

Almost the whole day I didn't see his face making myself cringe, I just daydreamed and occasionally came to notice Dio playing.

Time has shown the number nine nights, but the signs of him coming home are not there either. Ms. Sella has been home since this afternoon, but she hasn't come back from work.

Dio seemed to understand my turmoil, look at him, not usually Dio has not fallen asleep at this hour. The door to the room I deliberately stretched, so as to make a gap hoping to see him back.

Tuk, tuk, tuk, the sound of pantofel shoes lingering in my hearing, there was a sense of nervousness enveloped, my eyes focused on the door of the room. Right, he was standing there widening the doorway with a messy mane of hair, looking at me flatly, he was walking straight towards me, while my heart was pounding loudly, my hands clenched Dio a little hard who was sitting in my lap.

Then he smiled. Tech, but not for me, his smile was just for Dio. There's a deep sense of disappointment, when you hope and he comes to you but not for you, it sucks.

"Hi handsome! You haven't slept" he asked without turning a little towards me, I just silently stared and held my breath, because he was so close to the bent position that he aligned his face with Dio. Not long after that he came closer and closer to the right cheek of Dio, then he moved again, as soon as I closed my eyes and hoped..., but that other kiss wasn't for me but he stuck it on Dio's other cheek.

"Good sleep handsome" he said, smiling faintly and leaving without...

Without what Allin? Don't expect more, look at him, he's already dumped you, your presence is nothing more than a wild plant living in his clan.