Charm Babysitter

The Beginning of the Meeting

Late at night, Sella was still busy holding the tiny baby. Today he is a bit fussy maybe the growth period makes the tiny body must adapt to his own body.

Nanny who takes care of Dio is also busy making new milk, from the milk presented to Dio is only a little that he sucked, nanny was forced to repeatedly make new milk.

"Honey you should sleep, let me put Dio to bed" I said so that Sella would rest. It turns out that caring for a baby is not as easy as we imagine, the theories in the guide books we read are not as easy to practice. Sella nodded, then I grabbed Dio from Sella's sling. With Sella's short steps to our room, our room position was opposite Dio's room.

The baby slept with the nanny, occasionally Sella accompanied him or took the baby to our room.

The next morning I took Dio to the doctor. Dio's condition is actually fine, he does not need to be given drugs, but enough with ASI. Fussiness of children under four months and under does often occur in the middle of the night, which I understand from the explanation of the Doctor.

With the advice of bi Inah, an assistant at home who I consider like my own mother. We raised a new nanny for Dio who can also give Dio ASI.

"The old nanny remains employed to another part, the new nanny has started working today." Sella replied as I asked about nanny for Dio.

Not long after my conversation with Sella by phone. I just got out of the office to go home. Along the way, I imagined the handsome look of Dio, the presence of a foster child alone making my heart expand. Especially later, when we were given the opportunity by God to have his own son from the seeds of my love with Sella.

Arriving home, I headed to Dio's room. The door of the room was wide open, another figure was lying on the bed with Dio. Curiously, I approached closer.

"Oh shit," I said. I accidentally saw Nanny Dio giving Dio breast milk.

The position of his body that is tilted, conscious, it turns out that he is breastfeeding Dio. I forgot that today Dio has a new nanny to look after and suckle her, but Sella told me shortly after. When I walked into this room, I wondered what the nanny was doing lying on the bed.

He was a little surprised, but he quickly smiled. "I'm a new Nanny for Dio" he said, then he quickly covered his assets with a cloth that was nearby.

That nanny still looks like a kid to me, I think she's about 15-17 years old.

Child nursing boy, my mind feels funny while holding a smile.

Then I nodded at him and walked out of the room.

What are you thinking, my mind. The shadow of the nanny wandered in my brain, causing a reaction in me. The head began to feel dizzy, there was a desire that was terbesit make the shadow more wandering.

Awakening something that rises at an inopportune moment. I cursed myself with shame and disappointment.

Ever since that incident, I've been avoiding Dio so often, to be exact, I've kept my distance from Dio's nanny. Only when I'm in Sella's hands do I want to play with that handsome, adorable baby.

***

Allina

Life is not as easy as I thought. There are demands that must be met. Now I am no longer a teenager, whose days are usually busy with studying, playing, or hanging out with my peers.

The life of the teenage world that can not be separated from the entertainment world, has made me damaged, leaving the trail of an innocent baby present to this world. To meet his needs I need a job, and here I am now. This is my second place of work, I used to work at her sister's place, Miss Sella.

After a few months of working as Dio's babysitter, I started to love this baby. There was a sense of being so binding, not wanting to be away from Dio.

All his gestures and chirping, made life feel more vibrant. Little by little the wounds of my life began to fade, so I often laughed and smiled at the figure of the little angel who was in front of me.

On the other hand there is regret in the recesses of my heart, I should now be with my own baby, playing and laughing together. Sometimes that's what makes me cry silently.

"Bi, I want to take Dio out of town for a few days. What do you think Dio would be calm if he was only fed formula milk?" Ask Sella

Sella's mom's family is planning to travel out of town, and she will take Dio with them. There was a bit of disagreement, but, who am I? I'm just a nanny in charge of looking after and giving Asi.

I'm not his mother, press me, when I intend to express my opinion.

Bi Inah who was busy preparing breakfast at the dinner table turned her head and smiled in response to Sella's question. While I was busy feeding Dio with his baby porridge.

"Surely he will calm down Non, Dio only depends on Alin when he wants to sleep alone" replied bi Inah reassured bu Sella. Yes, only bi Inah who called bu Sella with the word miss, maybe it's been so long bi Inah working in this house, see how she called bu Sella.

***

Dio's age, now more than six months. She has already started studying companion foods and formula, though Asi remains a top priority for Dio's needs. Bu Sella and her husband had agreed that Dio would remain breastfed until he was two years old.

When Sella's mom was at home, Dio did spend more time with her adoptive parents. Dio was so spoiled by both of them, they were so sincere in loving Dio. But if the child gets bored he will whine around looking for my figure and flailing to be achieved, after which he wrestles spoiled in my embrace.

Sometimes I feel because of my closeness to Dio, Mr. Vano does not like my existence. She used to stay away if I was around Dio, unless there was Sella's mom next to us. His eyes were so sharp and cold looking at me. I like goosebumps when our eyes meet, I will respond with a bow or a look away.

Not only was his gaze sharp, his sentences also sometimes pierced to hurt me. Especially since I was caught wet by his own eyes, I was breastfeeding Dio in a half-asleep state. While Dio who was beside me was engrossed in playing on the bed, he was so angry and quite rudely snapped at me.