Charm Babysitter

Horrifying

POV

Alvano Fahrizi's

I see the clock still showing the number eight. It felt like I wanted to turn the clock to move faster, especially when I heard the clang as if mocking me and the numbers looked at me suspiciously. They knew I was waiting for him, to my waiting stop! Midnight time.

When everyone is asleep and lulled in his sleep, the time is right to settle down without him knowing, to let go of longing while keeping this high ego.

Egoku ...!

One hour ... , two hours ..., three hours ... , I'm still waiting, hoping the short hand shows the number twelve. My eyes did not feel the slightest drowsiness or my body tired all day also did not want to lay down, just the overflow of longing emotions such as yawning in my body numbed all tastes, all tastes, just wanted that number to show midnight and I could go visit him.

A sense that I could not stand, trying to step across the corner of the room near the door but I came back again, there was a fear that was secretly hiding from the turmoil of my miss, and I was afraid, afraid that she was still awake, afraid that she might catch me wet by the middle of the night, afraid that she would realize that I could not escape her.

I should have installed the CCTV, so I could tell what the bad girl was doing.

"Why are you Al?" asked Sella who woke up from her heart, I do not know since when she woke up, but from her sentence I can conclude that she had already noticed me.

"Don't call me so Cell" I rebuked. I knew he was mocking me, reminding me of the boy Allin called "Bi". I was so angry to hear they had a call from each other.

"Hahaha .. , it wasn't you who asked me to call you so Al, you said it was a romantic call and you liked it. Why do you not like Al?" his question slightly satirized with his tilting position, hugging the bolster before him to see me more clearly.

"Why are you like being Allin, like to mock myself Cell"

"I'm not making fun of you Al, I'm just reminding you that you and Bian are the same, your mindset is the same, and also the woman you like the same" with a smile she concluded easily.

"Don't equate me with that little boy, I'm different and obviously I'm better looking than him" I said, starting to get caught off guard and a little bragging.

"You're too confident Al. In fact your own wife does not love you, the sign of your charm is not that big Al" he said so stabbing.

"Yes you are right, my two wives are not one of them fascinated by me, it sucks" I glanced at him cynically.

"You're not insinuating me" he said, smiling with no guilt at all.

He got up from his lying position, then he sat down to light his legs, staring at me with a slight sneer.

How can I love stubborn women, doing what they want according to their mindset, who always feel right. And I just want to follow their game.

I am finally here to be his victim.

"Could be! You feel it, don't you?" my wife challenged him again.

"Maybe." she answered, putting her shoulders together, and then one of her hands she held onto her chin. He seemed to want to watch my gloom.

"Women are the same, hard to understand, hard to understand, not clear to want! But always yelling I want to be understood"

"That's Al's woman. You have to understand even if you don't understand" he replied chuckling.

"Yes, you women are always right" I said feeling defeated.

"Initially, I was hurt and crying all day. For some reason, I don't think it's a feeling of hurt or betrayal but a sense of loss of a figure who has been near me, maybe it's just envy" he replied a little doubtful.

"You sure Sel? There's not a hint of jealousy because of your love for me."

"I don't want to lie Al" he replied casually.

I don't know, what he meant, I don't understand, what he wanted, sometimes he held me back from getting much closer to Allin, and sometimes he pushed me closer to Allin. He looks fine but that's what makes me more careful of him.

"Stop calling me that. My annoyance grew even more to recall the boy calling Allin "Al". His mouth was feeling like being torn" I reprimanded him and provoked how he responded to see my attitude.

"Hahahaa .. , Al, you're jealous turns out to be scary." her voice mocked me even more.

Confusing ... , she seemed so happy to see my attitude.

"And you are even stranger, gladly listening to your husband's jealousy for another woman. Does all that mean until now you haven't loved me" I asked a little cornered him.

"Let's know, I can't lie to you Al, but I think I've been to you more than I used to" he replied honestly despite the slight guilt of his voice shakes.

"God ... ! Why I have a strange wife like you. So how? Do you accept Alin forever by my side" my eyes keenly looked at him looking at his movements and mimicry, to find a lie or attitude to pretence.

"Not Al, unless you can conquer Allin's heart to make him love you. A love capable of making him challenge this world, unlike myself which is ultimately plagued with guilt"

Techs. He was sincere in saying that.

I really don't understand him. Maybe he still loves people in his past. But no way, this has been too long! Almost six years we were married, whether the figure of his past he could not afford to forget.

It's my fault, accepting him with her heart is not for me. Yes, I was overconfident, and convinced that time would go on replacing the past with me, I was selfish and overconfident.

"Do you still love her?" my question is full of search.

"What kind of question is Al! You asked your own wife about her other love." her face turned dislike.

"Either, this is so laughable and also terrible if it sounds to other people's cells. They'll consider us a fucked-up family"

"Do you still care about the word Al world, I think you don't care anymore, since you fell in love with allin"

"When I say, I'm in love with Allin, Cell"

"You didn't say it, but your height clearly shows that it's more"

"Then you responded to this by mocking me, I am your husband Sel, you should be jealous"

"Yes, jealousy is certain. So I'm sure I'm still your seniority Al. I'm your first wife, however, so don't make me jealous and tear your young wife apart" she sneered with a smile.

His attitude I can't predict, terrible.

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