
It feels selfish to take a sip of all this pleasure.
His figure was lying beside me, with slightly disheveled hair, the distinctive aroma of his body that was always intoxicating, let alone looking at a face that looked so innocent as he slept.
His arms and legs were still wrapped around his body, and one of his hands he let be a pillow for my head.
What's less right now, he loves me, he wants me, and he's right next to me it's all real, it feels so perfect.
But when I come out of this room, the eyes of the world will blame me, will scorn me, who does not know this self.
Who are you Allin? You're just a babysitter? You're just a contract wife? Or you're just a machine to produce his son. Nevermind! Don't get your hopes up. You and him will be hurt.
Do you know who he is? She's the only heir to the Fahrizi family, even if you're not his second wife, you still don't deserve to be with her.
You heard it from his mouth. That basically status people like them, need a companion who can compete with them to mingle with their classmates. They have their own world that you may not understand, a world of people surrounded by treasures, popularity, and lifestyles that you may not know at all. So stop hoping.
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"Cup" one kiss has landed on my lips without being able to pat, the smell is more piercing smell.
He woke up with a big smile, his hands and feet twisting.
"Master let go" I asked in embarrassment.
"Why? Not that you've been enjoying my face with adoring eyes. Now you're pretending to deny." Sibbling to me.
"No. I-I just noticed your face why it's getting older. Lest the burden of your mind be too heavy lately" I denied while mocking him.
"It seems that's not what I saw from your gaze" he said so anxiously.
"You're very smart to deny Allin. And I'm not old, I have a long life to keep you company." while touching my nose.
This time he was not provoked by my words, he instead made me flutter with that statement, as if we would live forever together.
What a pleasure you can deny, Allin.
"You slept how do you know?" I asked with a red face.
"I woke up before you opened my eyes" he said with a smile.
"Currently, why are you pretending to be asleep! And why are you smiling, there's nothing funny" I sniffed to cover up my embarrassment.
"Your face is allin's red, I love to see it. And I'd rather see you sleeping with a little mouth open. You so..."
"Stop!!" cut me off before he continues his sentence. Quickly rubbing around my lips and chin, I didn't want my saliva to make map marks around it.
Haha...His laughter echoed in the space of this room.
"Nothing's funny!" I hit him over and over again.
"Allin is throbbing, sick, and numb" he said grimacing.
"What?" many confusions. I looked down at him.
You idiot Allin, who you hit his chest and hands, why glare your eyes everywhere.
"Not that. But this!" point it at his arm that from the night I'm overlapping. Behind the ringing he held his laughter looking at the direction of my eyes.
Oh, my God, Allin. Your brain is so dirty why could your eyes turn there.
Look at him mocking you with his smile.
"Hurry up and release your embrace! How can you not numb my hand, you do not let my head move from your arm. Don't blame me, it's your fault" I said in self-defense before she blamed me.
His hands began to loosen, I moved them away, and sat down. I saw traces of my hair clearly plastered on his white arm. Marked how long his hand overtook my head.
"I don't blame you Allin" again he responded to my behavior with anxiety.
"I want you in my arms, I love it, and I'd like it every morning like this, as long as you're always in my arms"
Deg.deg's chat...
Why is his mouth so sweet, I miss the spicy-mouthed Mr. Vano. I could reply to every single one of his scathing words, if his mouth was this sweet, how would I reply to him. All the words in my mouth were locked from being lulled by it.
And sir why are you talking like we're just the two of you going through this life. Do you realize, sir? You're too big to give me hope, toss my thoughts too high and fall in inevitable pain.
"You're exaggerating, sir" I deny.
Yeah just denying what I can do to return the sweet word.
"I'm honestly Allin" now his voice sounded so firm. He was also sitting opposite me staring at me fixedly.
I could only turn my face away from the sight of us who met, I could not really see the eyes full of love for me.
But he swiftly aligned our gaze with his hands, he summarized my cheeks and turned my face straight to look at his two eyeballs.
"Do you have any doubts?" tanyanya gently.
My eyes blinked.
Again in disbelief, he was always able to hypnotize me with the look of his eyes. I realize now it's not just his sweet mouth, his behavior all feels sweet to me.
Maybe now he's my candlestick.
"Lelaki is always easy to say love and sweet words, but he is also easy to sow to all the women he knows." I replied grumbling.
"Are you jealous?" tanyanya stole my kiss again.
"No" I replied quickly with fusillade eyes.
"Your mouth can deny, but the look on your face is clearly visible. But if I could be honest, I just slept hugging a woman this close. Sella doesn't like being hugged when she's sleeping."
Teng. Why does it hurt when he calls another woman when we're together.
She's not Allin's other woman. He's the real owner, your husband.
"No. I'm not jealous, I'm stating the facts, that's what I see on television"
"Television? Don't you like television?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, but how do you know I don't like television. From last night I was so curious. Hurry up tell me, sir." My cecarku.
"Eitherway. I see you, every television is on you go dodge or you put a headset in your ear. I know you're always carrying headsets everywhere."
I'm speechless. Again he made me feel special in his eyes.
"Why Allin?" ask her so carefully.
"What?" I pretend I don't know
"Is there someone who often appears on television that you avoid?" he asked again, which made me freeze for a moment.
Calm yourself Allin. All is over, you should be able to open and accept little by little, not forever you can avoid. Try it, you can allin.
I remained silent, her eyes still waiting for my answer.
"Say it's true Allin"
I just nodded
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