
Our breakfast was toilet on the plate, delicious food that I could only see online media, now my tongue has tasted it since I became a Babysitter for Dio. Maybe I used to be shy about just stealing glances and ended up just being able to swallow. And never at all will I taste the delicacies of the upper class.
Sometimes this is life, we do not know where God will lead, and with whom we will meet, mate, and what work we will wrestle, he said, be thankful and confident that this path will be beautiful in its time.
"Hey.., Allin" reprimanded Lord Vano to break my daydream.
"What are you thinking?" ask full question.
"Thinking you Master" my god tilted his head with one of his hands resting on my temple to look at him.
"Stop flirting with Allin" he rebuked.
I made it seem as if all the behavior I had done to her was just made up.
But deep down, this is not just made up.
"You see the mask on my face, sir, when it's real to me." I said
This is the nature of women is difficult to understand and never clearly shows its meaning.
Never mind for a man understand women, sometimes he also does not understand what exactly he wants, all he does is consider the circumstances around, all will look gray.
It's not a weakness, but it's a woman's defensive shield.
"I know you're Allin, don't like running away from the conversation. And remember you still owe me an explanation"
She reminded me, whereas I was still busy staring at her with cat eyeballs, adoring.
How could I not be charmed, seeing him who only wore short black chino pants and black t-shirts with his skin white, let alone the shape of his body muscles was clearly visible behind the shirt he was wearing, with his tall body, towering nose, complete already, made me melt.
Kenapa tiba-tiba kau menyukai bentuk ototnya Allin, bukannya kau membenci pria-pria yang sengaja menampilkan kesempurnaan fisiknya.
I shook my head not understanding my own attitude, liking something I hated, because of him.
Why do you realize how perfect Allin is.
"He used to be my employer, he used to be someone's husband, he used to be..not mine" I muttered as low as a tone of voice.
You secretly admit it Allin.
"What did you say Allin?" tanyanya was a little suspicious.
I just shook my head and turned to the topic, "What problem?" my many.
"The problem is, why are you so avoiding television and social media" the question made my mood change.
"I don't want to.., the point is I don't like it, so there's no need to explain anymore" I replied in a flat tone.
"Don't dodge Allin again, face it slowly, I'm here to protect you"
He tried to convince me but I felt unacceptable, he did not know how much I struggled to avoid getting hurt again.
The frail and weak I could not face the wound, it was not only the wound, but my carelessness, the stupidity of the teenage girl who valued her idol, ended her loss of her dignity as a woman.
"Protect? You think the monster on the television came out and attacked me, right?" my reply looked calm.
Though I was getting hot, my emotions began to provoke want to explode, this is my weakness, and hope someday there will be no more weakness in me that makes myself disgusted to see my attitude.
"It's not so I mean. You are always closed and do not want to open." he replied unkindly who saw my mood change instantly.
"Cih, last night I opened you immediately covered my body with a piece of cloth, you make me like a leaf lontong Master" my lips to him deliberately began to provoke his emotions, I better avoid the question by mocking him.
"You are this, what has this been like? When talking to men always leads there" he said angrily while summarizing both of my cheeks with his hands.
Again, I can't provoke his emotions.
Quickly I covered my mouth, I didn't want him to steal my kiss again.
"Why shut up" asked, holding back a smile, I just shook my head.
"Open!" his orders glared but the tip of his lips wanted to laugh mockingly.
"Where are you going?" tanya grinned.
"Want to go home, we've promised Aunt Mia, we'll get to her before we go home" I replied originally to avoid her, but there's a point as well.
Shortly after his phone rang, distracting him swiftly I removed his support.
The few minutes he spent to finish his talk on his cell phone, he was ready with the small suitcases in his hand.
"Why do you just shut up, Allin. Hurry up and we'll be home!"
"But how I got out" I said stammering, I was the one who from last night just wearing his shirt and hotpant-shaped underwear since yesterday that I did not change.
He looked at me from top to bottom, over and over again. Then he left with wide-footed steps out, and before long he went back in, pulled the bedcover and covered a part of my body.
I who do not shout mean hysterical, squealing and thrashing.
"Shut up, just follow" he warned me. "Get in!!" his order again, who knows, suddenly the innkeeper came into our room.
"Please bring all this stuff" he said pointing to a pile of suitcases.
"Sir what are you doing" I whispered to him.
"I'll carry you all the way to the car" he whispered
My eyes fiddled, my mouth open, not understanding the way he thought.
"Is there no other solution, you're acting too much" I grumbled softly he stared at me sharply with a mocking look.
"No, I'm not overreacting. Naturally, the husband carries his wife who is about to give birth"
"Sir, I-I don't want to give birth, just get pregnant I haven't, how can I give birth" I whispered to her again.
"Silence Allin, I told them so"
I finally relented, quietly did not argue, it turns out the Fahrizi family does like to make drama, lest the upper class like him always make drama to cover his actions.
I don't know...
When his steps had gone out of the room swiftly I put both my hands around his neck, and my head was buried in the recess of his neck.
He smiled victory
***
Before returning to the city, we took a few hours to be with Tegar to spend time walking around the village. And after that we agreed with the big family, who were still in the aunt Mia's residence.
"Allin, I'd like to enroll you in one of the universities. What do you want to major in?" he asked without feeling sinful had already decided something before asking me.
Instantly I looked at him with an intimidating look while he was not affected at all. He stayed focused forward carrying his vehicle at a moderate pace, and occasionally stared at me, waiting for a response.
Why do they like to decide something about me. They think I'm a kid who doesn't know where my life is going.
"Sorry sir, when did I say I was going to college"
"You didn't say it, but I know how you think, I think you love science so much"
"But the science can be anywhere, not just in the college Mr"
"Yes, but it would be better if you found the knowledge in the right institution, you will more quickly absorb the knowledge and at the same time train yourself to mingle with your peers. There's gonna be a lot of experience you're gonna get later, from your college friends."
"Why? I don't deserve you to show your world that I'm your wife" I said.
He smiled at me and then refocused himself forward. "Whatever you will be in the eyes of the world, to me you are the perfection that covers my shortcomings"
"Your mouth is too sweet sir"
"It turns out you enjoyed it! You already know the problem yourself, sweet." he replied full of emphasis while chuckling.
"Tuaaannnn.." I yelled while hitting him.