Blue Rose
Kiky's Obsession
Because I want it just for me.
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The lovers of romance must often hear the jargon of love should not have. For Kiky Wiratama it is just nonsense from those who choose to give up. Reluctant to try to have the heart.
Throughout his 21 years of existence in this world, there was only one girl who managed to knock on the door of the young man's heart. At first Kiky thought that comfort was just a natural feeling that arises between playmates. But what kind of feeling made her so angry when Selly mistreated Dino, the fat boy in their class. Or what kind of feeling makes him languish for years because he had separated from Selly since graduating from Elementary School? And should he question again the meaning of his heart beat craze when he saw the girl at the High School where he studied?
Kiky was so happy when they met again. Friends are like there is never a distance and time that ever separates. Back knitting memory that is not just a memory of children snot.
“I saw you earlier with Egi, you guys look familiar.” It was another expression of the word ‘I am jealous’ when Kiky saw Selly go hand in hand with Egi Prasetya the IPA 2 class leader.
“Usually Ky, another rich classmate,” replied the girl in the gray white uniform.
“But Egi looks interested in you.” This is the next form of prevention. The neat guy's ego clearly looks like Selly through his unusual body language. Kiky does not want him to fail, first start, then Selly will belong to someone else.
“Oya?” Selly frowned, remembering what her interaction with Egi was like. “I am free from ordinary Ky.” The girl shrugged her shoulders.
“What if one day he expresses his feelings?” No, Kiky has not been willing to stop pursuing answers from Selly, she has to know what kind of man the girl likes.
Sally folded her hands on her chest. “Then if for example I accept will it guarantee me and she will end up happy?” Staring intensely at Kiky, the girl continued her words, “You clearly know how rich I am Ky is, and I don't want to waste time just for the predictable end.”
“What if someone is really sincere?”
Selly laughs incensefully. “One to ten million Indonesians.”
“What if one in ten million is near you, always pay attention to you?”
“Really?” Sally dilates the eyes excessively. “I became rich cinderella wanted prince nih.” And again Selly laughed.
The girl was never really serious about the feelings of love that were often heralded by teenagers their age. Selly is indifferent to all forms of male attention, because as he said earlier someone who will accept him as he is is arguably rare.
“How about I say, I'm the guy?” Kiky seriously, said the sentence with a straight look through Selly's retina and don't forget the sensation of a second-like time bomb echoing in the chest.
Sally blinked, frowned, then the next second she re-curled more powerful than before. “You laugh at Ky,” he said patting Kiky on the shoulder.
“Do not be so serious, I am so afraid.” Selly's next words made Kiky also laugh and agree with his laugh.
That's what makes Kiky not willing to take risks, making the girl uncomfortable just because her sentimental feelings are one of the things she avoids. After all Kiky could still breathe a sigh of relief and heart because there was not a single man who could be as close as himself to Selly. He just had to wait a little while longer, when Selly was completely ready.
However, the time that awaited Kiky was actually taken by someone named Rey Atmaja. The beginning of Rey's emergence when they entered the same college has so caught the attention of Selly Anandita. Rey, unlike most other men, has some magic that can make Selly pay more attention. The sparkle in Selly's clear eyes can be seen clearly when the girl is with the campus owner's child.
Rey Atmaja is able to make her heart's adorable girl break the boundary line she built herself. Selly is getting closer to Rey. And Kiky Wiratama is slowly but surely set aside. There is no more time for both roads. Even to just talk, Rey will follow.
“So, you guys are officially made?” Kiky questions when he sees an unusual ring circling the girl's ring finger. From his initials alone Kiky could already guess who the giver of the thing was. Especially capturing the expression of Selly who spontaneously blushed accompanied by a shy smile.
“You like Rey?” ask Kiky again, accompanied by painful thump in the chest cavity.
Again, Selly nodded with that smile.
“What ...” Kiky sighed heavily, his chest torn apart creating invisible wounds, “he is really sincere? Is Rey the one?”
Netra Selly widened by a split second, as if realizing something. “I ... Don't know Ky,” the answer is doubtful.
“You said this rich thing is a waste of time.” Kiky's voice tone rose. “Then what are you doing with Rey?”
“I don't know Ky.” The girl shook her head repeatedly. “I don't know,” said Selly softly but deeply. “Everything flows, I ... I'm comfortable with him.”
“O yes?” said cynical Kiky, “what is your comfort enough? What it can guarantee Rey will receive you after knowing that you—.”
“Enough Ky,” Selly cut off the remark Kiky looked at him with condense eyes. “I know who I am. I'm aware.” He pointed at his own chest with a dramatic movement. “Can't I just want to taste happy once? Can't Ky just for a moment put that aside?” Her tears were breaking down all over her cheeks, making Kiky, who was watching her so much so, curse her own stupidity.
Kiky tries to be patient, he'll let Rey take Selly for a moment. Yeah, just for a minute because he hates it. He doesn't like it when his time with Selly is reduced. She felt her day was getting worse when she saw Selly laughing with someone else. Kiky gets angry when Selly belongs to someone else.
No one can be close to Selly other than her. No one can claim Selly. Even a Rey Atmaja. Selly Anandita is just for her. Selly Anandita is owned by Kiky Wiratama.
Though to get rid of Rey is not young. Rey isn't like Dino who she can threaten when she gets home from school. Rey is not the Egi that Kiky can beat up if he is still trying to get close to Selly. Rey Atmaja needs special handling.
“I can help you.” Kiky actually said it. Seeing Selly's face covered in tears, she also felt what the girl was going through. Her mother had a level 3 uterine tumor, had to be operated on. Whose child will not be sad to see his parents stretch out in pain.
Selly shook her head. “Gak Ky, you have helped us too much.”
“Trus want to get from where 35 million in a day?” Thirty-five million to a handful of people might not be a huge sum. It could be a daily wallet. But for a guy like Selly, Kiky knows it's nominally fantastic.
“I'll find a way.” Netra Selly.
“What kind of way?”
“Yang is definitely not selling yourself.”
“What Rey already knows?” search Kiky. That kind of money is obviously just like a piece of money to Rey.
Selly shook weakly. “I don't want to make him worry.”
Next to Kiky's eyebrows raised. “Why?”
“I don't want him to be overdone, you know what Rey is?”
Enough to know about how he made you blind, Selly. Kiky's words were swallowed with the saliva.
At first, Kiky just wants to ensure the girl's safety by having Bendi tail her without Selly's knowledge. Photographing every move of the girl, including the person she met. Just in case something unwanted happens.
That simple, at first.
But when he finds Selly looking carelessly sharing a laugh with Rey, not even touching her mother's problem at all, Kiky Wiratama's primitive side comes to the surface unsolicited. The heat gnawing at the chest cavity crept into the crown, making his conscience shipwreckless. Winning an ego that takes it in one dirty way. Spreading hoax news about Selly through the website, sending it to one of Selly's chemical children. Then, like a fire burning hay, the scandal spread quickly. The most important thing is his main target, Rey Atmaja. The young man was angry.
Like contracting a virus, everyone suddenly stayed away from Selly. Look at the girl with one eye. Kiky was concerned of course, but his happy side was bigger than anything. Because from then on, he got his place back. She became the only person next to Selly Anandita.
However, he was too lulled to be happy. He forgets that happiness always comes hand in hand with sorrow, bearer of sorrow and tears. In fact, Rey was not a kid yesterday afternoon who was easily fooled.
“Gue want you to tell Selly, if you already told people to take photos and spread the hoax news.”
Kiky let out a long sigh, his body leaning straight against the wall. Sitting bent one leg, looking at the night sky is too thick without flickering stars. Hollowly. The night wind rubbed against the skin, carrying a cold chill that grabbed the bones on the balcony of his room.
Grabbing the phone lying next to the floor-lined body, the man dialed someone's number. The ringing of the three calls was lifted, flying the soft voice of the female into his ears.
For a moment Kiky just kept quiet, letting Selly repeatedly call out her name. Can't it just be Selly? It's just my name you say.
“Kiky, hello,Ky, you're not papa? Hello,” babble Selly the third time.
I'm sick, Cell. Kiky held onto his chest, feeling a painful pulse.
“Selly Anandita,” said Kiky in the end, making the person across there breathe a sigh of relief.
“Yeah, Ky, I called from earlier, kirain why-napa.”
“If I was all right what was that to you?” kiky's words were murmurs, which were not caught by Selly's ears.
“What, Ky?”
“What's first?”
“Abis nemenin Mom chat before bed earlier.”
“Today, you met Rey?”
Pause for a moment before Selly replied if they only met at lunch at the campus cafeteria. Just like her, who suddenly left.
“You why the hell, Ky?” Presumably Selly caught something unusual from Kiky.
“Tomorrow, meet me, yes?”
