Bima's Second Wife

chapter 79

After a moment of silence, Lily finally spoke up.

"Mas, I want to say something." Lily, Bima who was eating while playing her cellphone fell silent and kept her cellphone on the table.

"Why?"

"I.umm... I want to cancel our agreement." said Lily, making Bima look at Lily sharply. Lily just fell down scared. Bima stopped her eating and leaned herself on the back of the chair, then folded her hands in front of her chest.

"Why?"

"I.umm. I just feel wrong for being in your life. Dena's too good for me."

Bima sighed.

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Bima Satria

"I.umm... I'm gonna cancel our deal."

I was silent to hear Lily speak. It feels so weird. On the one hand I feel this is what I expected from the past, but on the other hand I am also worried because of Dena. I'm afraid I'll never see Dena smile and laugh like lately. Lily's presence makes Dena feel like herself again like before. Dena was jolly and chatty.

"I.umm. I just feel wrong for being in your life. Dena's too good for me."

Lily lowered her head, her hands were under the table, I could see her sitting restlessly. His hands twitched, probably squeezing each other out of nervousness.

"OKAY. I'll try to talk to Dena." I said. I don't know how Dena would react if Lily asked to be separated from me. While clearly Dena was very enthusiastic about Lily.

Lily was silent too. He seems confused too. Nervous, or something. I don't know. What is certain is that I can see that he was also reluctant to take his spoon and return to eat, even though he also just ate three mouthfuls, if not wrong.

I brought my chair closer and took the bowl in front of him. He just gawked to see me thrusting a spoonful of porridge in front of his mouth.

"I can eat myself a mas." she refused, I took my hand away from her hand which was about to take a spoon from me.

"Once, just eat. Wouldn't it hurt better in a bribe?" I said while smiling at him. Think of this as my gratitude because he's been making Dena laugh and smile lately.

Lily opened her mouth hesitantly, then began to enjoy the food I gave her. Until the porridge in my hand, we didn't talk to each other. I was busy thinking about how I was going to tell Dena, and Lily, I don't know what was on her mind.

We finished eating. I sat in the tv room after making sure Lily took her medicine, played my phone which I myself was confused to see what, just staring at pictures and writing without interest. Lily was in my room. I saw Lily walking outside, heading towards the stairs.

"Where?" my many. Lily turned her head, her feet were just about to climb on the first step of the stairs.

"Sleep" he answered and continued the other leg back up the next step.

"Just sleep in my room." I said.

"No ah. Mas also need rest" he said and then went back up.

"If you go up to your room, I will also sleep upstairs!" I said make her step stop. His face was confused.

"Dena told me to take care of you tonight. If you sleep on top of me I will definitely be in bed with you. I don't want to sleep downstairs and back and forth to check on you!"