Bima's Second Wife

chapter 144

Tonight I decided to sleep in the hospital with Dena. Mas Rian I told him to go home because he has been accompanying Dena here for two nights. His tired face became a marker that the man was indeed taking care of my wife well. A good brother!

And all this time it turns out that she was the one who always took care of and accompanied Dena in the hospital, while I, her husband, slept soundly in my second house, Lily's house. What kind of husband am I! The reason Dena was out of town all this time was to visit to stay at this hotel of pain!

Dena's better, although the infusion and oxygen hoses are still attached to her body, but she's fresher now. I fed it with the feeling.

The cancer that had once settled on him turned out to be back again. The operation that was once in his path turned out to only be able to extend his life. Dena finally realized her pain two years ago. And it's too late, that's what Dena said.

I listened to Dena's story. Not a single tear came out, even with a smile Dena told him. Look how strong my wife is.

"Promise can't cry anymore, okay?!" I nodded and promised even though it felt heavy. "I can be strong, why can't I?"

"So the reason you married me to Lily is because of this?" Dena bowed, then then looked me in the eye and stroked my cheek gently. Smile again.

"Yes, besides that I also want a child. I don't know when I'll have a child for you. I don't know what before I don't I can give you offspring."

It hurts to hear Dena's desire. I completely betrayed his wish!

"Hopefully before I don't you have any happy news even though I'll never be able to see your baby!" dena's words really struck me. I'm not a good husband!

"Son Na, you must be cured, baby!" I elus his tapered cheek. "I promise I'll find the best doctor. We're gonna have a lot of kids."

"Mas promised I'd take care of Lily..."

"You said it like you were going to leave me. Tega you Na?!" I half exclaimed. My eyes are really hot now! I put my head up so these tears don't fall back. It was as if Ddna had given up on this disease.

Dena stroked my hand gently trying to give her some calmness there.

"What if I remember him again? You know if there's no you I'm going crazy because of her?" I was looking for the real reason that's what I was afraid of.

"You're my strength until I get this far, Na."

"Then you should look for him, mas." his words cut my words.

"Don't mind how he is at the moment, whether he is with someone else or even he has forgotten the same Bima. Just make sure he's how he is now. I just have to look at him, and talk to him, right? He's the only one who can make me heal from his shadows." I'm still silent.

"Na sure mas will calm down if you meet him. He won't bother you anymore!" Dena's words were very convincing as if she was a psychic who knew everything.

"I can't leave you."

"There's Rian, and Lily."

"Lily knows?" Dena nodded. Why would Lily keep it a secret from me?

"I asked Lily to keep it a secret from Mas Bima. Sorry!"

I'm restoring my hair, it's like the world isn't fair to me. Everybody covered it up. Wh why?

"You should immediately find him. I promise I'll wait for the good news from the mas when I get back here."

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I slept in the hospital for four nights. Dena was angry because I finally told her family and my family. Everyone is so late in grief. But I think it's better than him having to feel the pain alone.

It's so hard the moments I've been through now.

Tonight I'm going home to Lily, forced from Dena. Dena said that Lily's pity needs attention, too. Though Dena is the one I should pay more attention to now, considering she needs a lot of people who encourage!

Lily was in the kitchen, no matter what, but from her voice she sounded like groaning in pain. Sitting at a dining table with a box, like a P3K box.

It was seen he was rubbing something on the elbow of his left arm and then blowing it slowly.

"Fall down. Aww. It hurts." the ringis when I rubbed the blisters. Both elbows and knees Lily abrasions. I cleaned it carefully.

I just realized that Lily was still wearing work clothes, did she just go home? the office hours ended three hours ago. The white shirt has dirt patches like wet soil. But today he didn't use a motorcycle, did he? how can I be fucked?

Finished with both hands and feet.

"Why did it fall?"

"Hehe, Lily isn't..."

"Hey, why your face?" I just realized that his face was also bruised, like he had just been slapped or hit in the face.

"That's anu.em.."

"You hit people?" Lily just lowered her head then a second later she lifted him up again and smiled. I'm this kid I'm worried about but he's a whimper, you son of a bitch!! I stood up and took a clean cloth and some ice cubes from the refrigerator.

"Um... Lily helped people but even gini" he said.

"Help what makes you bruise gini?"

"Aww slowly dong mas, sick huh! "it was as I pressed the ice cube onto his cheek. Slowly though, you crybaby! Then I moved my hand even more slowly.

Lily told me how the chronology was until she got a wound like this. The point is that he helped help a woman who was being robbed. Lily, she should have asked others for help instead of acting alone!

"What if you're fucked huhh!" I slightly snapped at him, but the one in the snaps was just grinning exactly like a horse.

"Can you ask someone else for help? What if he's got a sharp weapon?" I had a slight emotion of accidentally pressing the compress on Lily's cheek slightly tautly making the girl again screech.

"Lily panicked earlier, so don't think about asking people for help!"

"Here ah, Mas Bima mah not make Lily sick even more sick" he said and took the compress from my hand.

"Sorry." sorry. "But no one is sick, right?"

"This is sick!" point it at his elbows and knees.

"I mean the other one? He didn't do you any harm, did he?" Lily shook her head.

"But cash is the same hp Lily she brought."

"Yes, the important thing is that you survived."

"Where's Dena's situation?" ask Lily later.

"There is still no significant development. Dena refused to go abroad for treatment." then we fell silent. Lily was still sticking a compress on her cheek but her gaze glared at the wall, like it could see something behind the wall.

I picked up the cloth that was stuck on Lily's cheek, it didn't look as swollen as before. Lily was surprised when I stroked her cheek which must still hurt. Suddenly his face turned red.

"Yes, it's been there showering keeps sleeping. Have you eaten yet?" Lily shook her head. His face was confused as if astonished because I asked that? It's only natural that as I remember I never asked her about eating.

"I made you some instant noodles, huh?" Lily came to her senses out of nowhere and nodded with a big smile. I got up and headed for the pantry.

"Mas!"

"Yes?" I turned half my body.

"Egg cake, yes!" her door.

"Special?" he's nodding. "OK!" I shouted with my index finger and thumb.