Bima's Second Wife

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Bima woke up from her stupor. He roared and raved indistinctly calling out Dena's name. Everyone who was there looked at Bima with pity. Until finally Bima was tired and asleep.

Next to her Lily faithfully accompanied. Swiping tears that often come out, even though Bima's eyes closed.

'Is that how your love is made by Dena? It would be hard to replace it with someone else, right? Especially I am the one you only consider a sister!' a speck of clear water descended from Lily's eyelids.

He has to start preparing, right? There is no more reason not to go from the life of Bima. Is Lily evil? What should he behave now? Happy because the departure of Dena makes him free from Bima? Or sad to see Bima slumped with her current state? I don't know!

Bima fidgets in her sleep, making Lily wake up and return to the real world. Heavy sweat poured out of Bima's forehead. Lips vibrate. Lily pressed the back of her hand against Bima's forehead. Not feverish. It must be just a nightmare, Lily's inner.

Usually, if Lily's nightmares are always embraced by the mother, then she returned to calm. Would it be the same if he did it to Bima?

Lily laid her body right on her husband's side. Let Lily serve one last time before she leaves.

Bima is no longer agitated. She hugged Lily tightly. Lily held back her own feelings. Resisting the turmoil that had just occurred in his heart. Bima hugged him tightly. His face was right in front of his chest. Even his nose was stuck there.

There was a burning feeling in there, but there was also a feeling of fear. Ah no! This can't happen! Even though I refused to go anyway he would remind me of my status, as he often alluded to back then! I better go first, right?lily's monologue ended with a steady nod of her head.

Yep. Lily will leave after Bima's state calms down.

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Days pass. Even though Bima was devastated by the departure of Dena he could not ignore the company, right? The fate of thousands of people hinged on his hands. For a week he was at home. And now he has to re-enter himself with work. It is not good to fill the heartbreak that languishes after being lived by the beloved wife.

Bima often daydreamed if he was at home, so he better work so as not to think about the things that made him down after the death of Dena. Every time he spent working until every day he came home almost midnight and immediately slept because he was tired.

He forgets that Lily is waiting for him and wants to express his feelings.

"Why?" Bima's view never separated from the paper in his grasp.

"Umm. We have to talk, mas." said Lily hesitantly. Bima still did not look.

"What about?" ask Bima ketus.

Lily squeezed the end of her shirt, hesitated, scared, but still got to talk about it too, right?

"On. umm. about the agreement..."

Bima sighed violently, making Lily not to continue her words. Staring at Lily with a dislike look.

"OKAY. We'll talk about this tonight!" bima firmly without expression and then returned to the file in his hand.

Whether Lily should how, step, hurt to hear the answer from Bima? His feelings are mixed now. Though it's been a long time since Lily prepared her feelings. As painful as anything Bima would say. But just now just that word alone had made Lily's heart feel sick.

Lily returned to her room with a hollow feeling.

Lily's After. Bima was stunned on top of her chair.

Is correct. She had been ignoring Lily all along. During the time Dena was sick and after she died. Counting almost five months.

Bima took out a small memo from inside her desk drawer, opened it and stopped at a page. The date they got married, and it will end on the same date. It means exactly next month. I don't know why it feels like he doesn't want to. But Lily is also entitled to the freedom she promised first. And Bima must immediately prepare a gift for Lily. Even if it's not in the deal. After all, Bima had promised herself that she would give a commensurate reward to Lily at the end of their agreement.