
Bima was relieved because it had been one month Lily had not given a letter of resignation. That means Lily hasn't spoken to Dena.
Bima sometimes confused with his heart who he likes, who he loves? Among the three names there will be only one name that will always remain in his heart until the end of his life.
Tonight Bima and Lily ate together in silence. Bima smiled thinly barely seen looking at Lily who was eating while busy paying attention to her phone.
Why am I smiling to myself? Isn't it common like this?
"Why mas? Smile themselves? Are you starting to have a crush? haha." Lily laughed because she saw Bima who then misbehaved. Lily lightly said that
Lily tried to suppress her real feelings already Bima knew. And now he felt he had to get used to the situation. For Dena.
Bima just smiled clumsyly. Now Bima knows another trait that Lily has. Bima smiled.
"Yes Lily knows. It's just that Dena's a." Lily said and got up from her seat. " Have not eaten yet? I want Lily to wash!" ask Lily.
"Let's wash it yourself." Lily continued her steps towards the sink and started washing the dishes. Then wipe his hands with a dry cloth.
"What about you, mas?" Lily asked after sitting back in her place earlier.
"good. Dena will also leave again outside the city the day after tomorrow." said Bima and his face looks sad. Lily looked at Bima piba.
Sorry mas. Me and Dena are not being honest with you. And I can't because Deena made me swear by her.
"Mas. Adit's gonna take me out tomorrow, okay?" tanya Lily made Bima stop the pace of her hand that would bribe food into her mouth.
Bima breathed a heavy sigh. "Yes" then immediately finished his meal and then washed his dishes.
Lily tries to shift her feelings to others because she knows Bima will not be easy to turn to love her. Dena is a very special person in Bima's heart and it will be difficult to get rid of.
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Bima lay in her room. His two hands folded under his head, he stared straight ahead, at the ceiling of the room in light gray.
The shadow about Lily who at that time was frank with her about her feelings. Then a few days later Lily came back and apologized for the incident. He said that he was unstable at the time and was missing someone. Is adit? Or who?
Making Bima's heart feel something pinched slowly but very intense. Little by little and finally made the hole in Bima's heart gap even wider.
Moreover, Lily with her symbol said that she loved him like she loved Dena, like a sister to her brother. Although Bima was relieved by Lily's statement but it made her feel even more strange.
Didn't know Bima that Lily's presence had made her heart different. But Bima always denied it. And just think of Dena. The woman who had been with him all this time.
Meanwhile above, Lily was enjoying her night standing by the window. Once swiped the hot chocolate from the cup that still reflected the smoke.
Just like Bima, Lily was thinking about the incident when after Bima destroyed their wedding picture frame. Then a few days later Lily came to Bima after knowing the truth about Dena's disease.
Lily thought hard not to be selfish. Even this might be Dena's last request. In the end, within a few months, they had to separate. The presence or absence of Dena.
Lily said that she was missing someone, not wrong, right? It's true that's how he feels. Waiting for Bimbim came until in the end he was trapped in the game Dena.
Lily laughed mirisly considering her love fate. Lily can't be selfish. The mother should have lowered her selfishness a little, whether it was from her mother or her father.
"Mothers. Why was I born with this kind of personality? Down on the mother and father nature that was too good on everyone." a speck of clear water came down from the corner of Lily's eyes.
"Mr. You should have scolded me just once, so I could remember what pain was and I could have given it to someone else." Now Lily was silent staring at the moon that was reluctant to emerge from behind the dark black clouds, just like Lily's heart was also dark.