
As Bima promised, tonight she went home to Lily. There's a sense of unwillingness if Lily will leave him. Of course he wouldn't see those dimples again when Lily smiled. Dimples that can relieve his longing in someone. Very selfish!
"I'm sorry I'm late" said Bima who came in at eight o'clock. Too much focus makes him forget time.
Lily just smiled and offered Bima a meal. Bima just shook his head weakly. There was no appetite since long ago makes it look a little thin.
But Lily's not her name if you can't force Bima to eat. Although Bima reluctantly complies as Lily pulls her forcefully toward the kitchen. I don't know. Bima was completely unwilling to argue for now.
"Eat the right dong, mas!" lily exclaimed as Bima just stirred up the contents of her plate. Bima sucked a spoonful of food into her mouth with a small size, making Lily growled and impatient. Lily pulled the plate from in front of Bima and forcefully took the spoon that was in her hand. Then direct a spoon full of rice and vegetables in front of Bima's mouth.
Seeing the sincere smile of Lily makes Bima happy and unconsciously he opened his mouth until finally the food on his plate.
Lily was waiting for Bima in the tv room, Bima was still in her room, I don't know what she was doing but it's been almost an hour since she left. Lily was prepared for the feeling of her heart.
Geck. Geck.
There is no truth from within.
Geck. Geck.
Lily knocked on the door again, still no word either.
Is it possible that Bima is asleep? inner Lily was a bit upset because the one in waiting had not come out yet. He tried to open the door, apparently not in the key.
Bima was sitting in the corner of her room by wrapping her hands on her knees. Empty views. Face swollen. His lips were shaking violently. Exactly like when Lily first saw Bima while crying after hugging her first in the office. But the difference this time was no Dena. What if Lily can't face Bima like Dena used to? What really happened to Bima? Does Bima have trauma? Or did Dena's departure really shake her feelings?
Lily immediately approached Bima who looked very chaotic, she crouched down to see Bima's condition and shook Bima's shoulder.
"Mas, what's wrong with you?" It still shook Bima's shoulder, but there was no response from her. "Mass?"
"He's coming! He's coming!" bima said still on his straight forward view. Lily did not understand Bima's intention, 'He, who?'.
Lily circulated her gaze towards the surroundings, but clearly there was no one there just her and Bima.
"Who's the mas?" lily asked, still confused. This time Bima looked at Lily, but her eyes were full of fear and despair. Had Dena been around, or at least, she knew the story of Bima must have been Lily wouldn't have been this big. Darling Dena never told me anything about Bima's past.
"He's... She.." Bima's speech was interrupted because Bima directly hugged Lily tightly. "Please. He's coming again." Bima sobbed behind Lily's shoulder. Lily stroked Bima's back slowly trying to give her strength and calmness. Even though he himself is not sure whether it will work or not.
'Bak Dena, how is this?'inner Lily.
***
Bima Satria's.
The sun seemed to be high, the light warm stroked my skin and over time felt hot, but I felt reluctant to open my eyes. I slept really well last night. The last few months may have been three or four hours a day when I rested my eyes and body.
Geez, can't the sun go back. Let the moon rule at least ummm. I don't want to lose this comfort. I don't want to lose this warmth. The warmth I've been missing since I found out that Dena... Eh?
I opened my eyes, opened them a few times. Didn't Dena already... Oh no! I hugged someone! But obviously it can't be Dena because only ten days ago Dena was buried! This then? Could it?
I think I'm dreaming, I hope! I closed my eyes, and when I opened them I just slept alone in my comfortable room.
One. Two. Three! No way! How could?! I stayed in my room with someone I knew smelled. Rose scent.
I tried to raise his head slightly to pull my hand, he just squirmed slowly but not until he woke up. I sat on the edge of the bed. Some blankets still cover me. Our clothes were on the floor.
Could it? Did something happen last night? Still trying to dodge the reality that might happen and I hope that doesn't happen! It's gonna get complicated!
The water from the shower kept washing my hair. I just fell silent, not intending to put shampoo there. Remembering last night's incident and wishing it was all just us sleeping together naked!
Ah stupid me. Where is there anything like that? Did Lily come into my room last night and tease me? No way! He's not like that! I can still think sanely to reject him, considering that Dena's burial ground is not completely dry.
Last night when I saw Lily's photo, Una's shadow flashed with a cheerful face and then turned grim. The shadow is the one that came back to disturb me. Then I sat on the floor and Lily came in with a panicked face. And then after that...Damnit damnit!! Goddamn bum!!
I cursed, punching the wall that was in front of me violently. The rio! I have to protest against him! He's been advising me to do it if he comes. But that's with Dena! Not Lily!
Rio's ridiculous thought that managed to make Una's shadow go away.
The bima pov end.
Announcement for a moment.
Before this maaaaff really, maybe Bily's story is a bit long-winded. Muters. Gregetany. When did Bily realize they were looking for each other?
Yes, this is the story. This is also a short story and changed thor shorter than the original plan that is long like a railroad road. GENUINE DEH!!
It is also unethical, if this story ujug-ujug know Bima and Lily are Bimbim and Una, without any clear plot.
Emang thor deliberately want to make people grigetan kok, hehe π π .
Who wants to up a lot. Thor is still unable to β because every day deposit up yes, thor is also not just typing for Bily doang. Sometimes if the dead end of his brain makes Bily, thor wrote another story that soon will thor Up to NT, still in a personal file.
"This is a story about hanging?"
"Next dong up her."
"yes, we have to wait tomorrow!"
"awkwardly."
Patience say, hehe. Thor also has this real life. I have to DJ in the bathroom. Washing iron, etc. Can't be full 24 hours in a world of shame.
Okay then. That's a little explanation from Thor. Who has followed the story of Bily from the beginning, thank you very much, dear to you all ππ
Greetings dear and healthy always. Keep health. Keep distance. And don't forget to wear a mask! πππ