Bima's Second Wife

chapter 111

The sun has come to the surface. Lily woke up feeling glare when the sunlight hit her face. Lily's head felt a little heavy and she decided to take a shower.

Lily walked down the stairs one by one. The gospel house is very spacious in contrast to its residence, which has only a few rooms. Some assistants have started with their work.

Lily kept stepping down. A few assistants stared in wonder at Lily who had just passed by. Not many people know that the boss has another wife. Only a trusted butler and aunt knew of Lily's status.

"The lady and master are waiting for you at the dinner table" said a middle-aged woman, smiling kindly. Lily smiled and nodded then followed where the woman was walking.

At the table there are several dishes available. It looks like Bima and Dena are joking around occasionally laughing. They don't know Lily's coming yet. And they were silent when the aunt came and reported Lily was ready for breakfast together.

Again. Lily had to feel claustrophobic seeing this fact that Bima was very affectionate and considerate towards Dena. Look at them, even when eating, proof of their love is evident in all their deeds.

It also felt like Lily wanted the earth to split in two and sink it in the core of the earth.

"Li. Would you like to stay here? You can use the room above." said Dena made Lily lift her gaze from her plate. Lily smiled wryly. Long Dena did not hear Lily's voice.

"Na, don't force it if Lily won't. And I'm sorry Lily's here anyway. You don't come home sometimes and you're busy at the boutique, do you?"

Dena scowled, but then agreed. Lily could breathe. Last night here he felt uncomfortable, especially if he had to stay here.

Dena gave up her husband and her honeymoon. They've been in the car. He walked quickly towards the room and opened the bottom of the nightstand drawer. Take some medicine and swallow it with the help of water. Dena sat on the floor with her back against the bed, she closed her eyes for a moment.

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In the afternoon Bima came home. His face looks tired. He took off his shoes and had absolutely no intention of keeping them on a shoe rack not far away. Removing his suit and throwing it in any direction, as well as the red tie he was wearing, lying on the floor. The briefcase he threw on the couch.

Bima spread out her hands and spread herself roughly on the bed. It's cozy. The fatigue in his brain gradually eroded away.

Her eyes were almost perfectly closed, but then re-opened as the shadow of the little girl again flashed across her head.

'Why the hell? Always a nuisance. Please stay with me. You're just my past, right?'

It feels like Bima is tired. He did not want to be kept in the shadow by the little girl's smile.

Some medicine? Why so much? inner Bima looked at some large-sized medicine that gave her goosebumps. Then he opened the drawer even wider and found what he was looking for.

An origami tangled in pink he kept in a wooden box with glass at the top. Bima smiled looking at the origami.

Bima Satria's.

'Where are you, Una? Though this has been a very long time, but your shadow still always follows me until now. Even I can't forget you even though I'm happy with Dena now! If only I could find you before I met Dena. We will live happily, right? I'm sorry I broke my promise. I can't find you anywhere at that time. Why did you disappear Na? You should have waited for me to come.'

'I was frustrated at that time. Your shadow always follows me in all directions, in every moment of my life I think is just you. Even though I always try to get my mind off of you. Until I met a girl, she was nice. Well-favoured. Friendly, too polite. Den. Little by little he can make me forget you. I'm trying to be happy with him, because I don't want to go crazy constantly thinking of you! But why are you still here, always bothering me. Don't you want me to be happy? A promise? Is it because of a promise? That's a stupid promise!'

'I shouldn't have promised at that time. Let it be if you cry when I'm gone. Let it be if you hate me. I shouldn't care! Maybe if I leave you won't be spoiled anymore! There will be no spoiled child who will follow me wherever I go.'

I held tightly to the glass box, my eyes were hot, not a single tear fell without me understanding why. I slammed the wooden box into the wall and broke on the floor. The bird's origami lay not far from the box.

"Mas!" call someone who just came into the room. Dena just got home. He looked at the mess I was making. His gaze was fixed on the beloved origami that I had been keeping.

I was as silent as looking at Dena, the woman who had been with me all this time when I was down.

Dena came over and hugged me. I wrapped my hand around her waist and put my head on her chest. His hand rubbed my head gently.

"He still won't go, Na." I complained. Dena still rubs my head with my darling. My tears are flowing more and more without my being able to hold.

"He won't go! I can't forget him. Excuse me. Sorry."

Dena fell silent. Then I felt another touch on my forehead. Warm to taste, soothing.

"If so do not be spared. I told you a long time ago, sweet memories are not to be missed."

"But this is torturous, Na. I feel like I've betrayed you." I said. Dena sat on my lap, and framed my face with her hands. I shed tears with both of her thumbs.

"I accept you for who you are. Okay!" his eyes are so cool. I nodded, and hugged her tightly. My tears are no longer coming out.