
Lily's nervous. Just like with her previous marriage Lily couldn't sleep. I don't know, although this isn't the first one but Lily doesn't know either. His chest continued to thump from earlier. Happy, scared, anxious, somehow.
Lily sat on her bed. Take two picture frames from inside the nightstand drawer. A picture he always took with him wherever he went.
"Mom, sir. Una is getting married to Azka's mas tomorrow. Una hopes this will be happiness for Una and Yumna. Mas Azka said, after the event is finished we will go to Jogja for Pilgrimage. Sorry if Una never brought Yumna to visit. Pray that Una can love Mas Azka." Lily kissed the pictures of her parents' faces in turn. Then switch to the other picture frame.
"Mas Bimbim's. Sorry if Una forgot about you all along. Una's initial goal to Surabaya because Una wanted to find Mas Bimbim, but when Una knew that Una was pregnant, the thought was slowly lost mas. Una just thought, Una can not keep looking for the uncertain right? Una should be more concerned and consider the child who is biological." Lily's eyes began to glaze over until her gaze on the photo of the little Bimbim became blurred.
"Tomorrow Una will get married. You have every right to be angry because Una will again be disavowed." Lily smiled wryly, wiping the photo in her hand.
"Maybe we're not a match. Is it possible that only Una is waiting for you? Is it just Una who expects you? Has Bimbim been looking for me all this time?" Lily sobbed, hugging the picture frame in her hand.
"I still love Bima, my mom!" lirih Lily finally, did not strongly hold back the feeling in her heart.
"It's selfish! Una can't keep Una's promise to be happy." Lily cried so hard that it hit her heart. Unconscious of someone who saw him from the door.
Adit looked at Lily with pity, everything Lily said he heard clearly. How Lily also feels tormented by her own ego, and it's all gone!
"Lilly!" call Adit. Lily wiped her tears in a hurry. Adit approached and sat down beside Lily. Wrapped her hands around Lily's shoulders, patting her a few times. Lily turned her face the other way.
"Free, mas Adit has also been horrified that you said!" adit said that made Lily look at him.
"You're Adit's biggest brother b*doh!" said Adit ruffled Lily's hair. "Udah deh, the second marriage is also still a crybaby!"
Lily was silent even though her lips were pursed.
"Is Lily wrong, accept this marriage?" lily said while bowing her head. "Mas Azka was too good all this time, she loved Yumna. Lily is evil yes, it feels like a con for Azka mas!" Lily smiled wryly.
"Udah. Whatever decision you make now, you must have thought before, right? You're not selfish, but you think Yumna's happiness is more." Lily nodded.
"Mas Adit has prepared a special place for you on your honeymoon, stay ready for the departure date!" adit said with a smile.
"Yaa actually used to be mas Adit never wanted the same honeymoon you went there, but one of us was the real one!"
"Don't tell me Adit hasn't been able to move on from Lily?!" point Lily right in front of Adit's nose.
Adit smiled broadly.
"Kan mas Adit said it first, beautiful!" Adit put Lily's hand to the side. "Now I'm not in love anymore, but baby. In fact, Adit is happy with our current situation, anyone will not be able to defeat the love of Adit mas like his own sister! No one's gonna be jealous of us, right?" Lily nodded then leaned her head on Adit's shoulder.
"Thank you for that." They were silent for a while.
"Mas Adit when to get married? Lily wanted to do it twice. Old hunting doesn't work!" Adit smiled miris.
"Kalem aja time, even though the old Adit mas mah, will not reduce the charm of the Adit mas for the heart of a girl. Haha." Adit glanced at the photo in Lily's hand, he already knew about Lily's past with Bimbim.
***
Lily looked at herself in the mirror. The wedding dress was already adhering beautifully to her slender body. Lily's neck looks more beautiful because of her hair in a bun. Do not forget the hair ornaments that stick beautifully decorate her hair. Lily looks very pretty without excessive make up.
"You're beautiful baby." mama Puspa came by while putting shoes on the table, heels that will be worn for Lily.
"Mama." Lily welcomes Mama Puspa's hand. The taste of haru enveloped the two of them.
"May you and Azka be happy dear!" Prayer of mama puspa. Lily nodded while saying thanks. Mama Puspa shed happy tears to see her beloved daughter will welcome a new day after this.
***
Bima felt restless, reminded of her dream last night. Lily was in a wedding dress, very pretty, and there was a little girl beside Lily. They smiled at him and waved their hands. His dream was short, but made Bima wake up and could not go back to sleep.
"Why daydream?" Celia stroked the back of Bima's hand, they were in a boutique was choosing a dress for the prewed photo tomorrow. Bima was already in her black tuxedo suit. Although still looks skinny but does not reduce the charm of Bima handsome.
"Where is this dress. I'm pretty, aren't I?" Bima smiled. Celia was always beautiful with anything to use, but somehow she never felt interested in it in the least. Bima just nodded. Celia was pleased with Bima's reply. Then it went from there to try the other dress.
Bima looked at herself in the mirror, then suddenly a faint shadow appeared beside her and over time became clear. Bima's eyes glazed over. Bima has long missed this figure. Lily, now she was smiling sweetly with her hands coiled on Bima's arms. Lily in a wedding dress was exactly like her dream last night, carrying a beautiful bouquet of flowers.
"Mas." Bima looked up, her voice, her face. Lily. Bima immediately grabbed the tiny body next to this. He cried so much that some people there noticed Bima.
Bima cried, feeling the warmth of the body in her arms. Happy for sure because he misses this figure so much.
"I love you!"
"I miss you!" lirih Bima, then felt the head move up and down.
"I love you too, baby."
Bima let go of her embrace, realizing that Lily never called her dear. Celia! What did Bima think? Why did Bima think Celia was Lily?
Celia smiled happily, all this time very little Bima said the word love was forced because yes Celia indeed forced Bima to say it.
"Sorry, Cel." said Bima while wiping the corner of her eye.
"Why apologize? it is only natural that you say love is with me. I do love you, haha." said Celia then twisted her body, the wedding dress she had just tried. But this time it was simpler than before.
"I'd rather you wear this one" said Bima. Celia frowning.
"But it looks so simple!" celia protest.
"Simple does not mean you do not look beautiful, Cel." immediately Celia's eyes sparkle, it is very difficult for her to hear Bima praise her like that.
"Are I really pretty wearing this one?" Celia's face sparkled as Bima replied with a nod of her head.
***
Surabayan. 11.am.
The atmosphere that afternoon was very stressful for Azka and the few people who were inside the room. Penghulu was giving advice about the household, although in tucked some guyonan but cold sweat still flooded Azka's forehead, many times Melati gave tissue to Azka, and tried to calm her son. Give him the strength to be smooth in reading kabul later
"Son Azka is ready?" ask the penghulu who will be Lily's guardian.
"Bismilahirohmanirrohim says. God willing ready!" said Azka steady. The ruler reached out his hand to welcome Azka. He smiled as he felt Azka's hands tremble and feel cold, then nodded giving her some vigor.
Azka listened to the words of the ruler well. Then in one breath.
"I ACCEPT HER MARRIAGE AND THE MARRIAGE OF LILY ARUNA ATMAJA BINTI DERI ATMAJA WITH HER MASKAWIN WHO IS PAID IN CASH."
Soon others called in unison "SAH!" although pak pengulu has not asked.
"Alhamdulillah." cried them together. Melati and her husband cried and hugged the son.
Meanwhile in another room, Lily and Mama Puspa also cried when they heard the cry of the word 'SAH' from outside. Lily and mama Puspa immediately wiped away their tears before descending freely onto the cheeks.
tok.tokm.
The door is knocked, Adit is coming.
"Come on. We out. Your husband is waiting!" Lily nodded, helping mother Puspa Lily out to the dead table with a thumping heart.
Step by step, Lily has established her heart, determined that from this moment she will try to love Azka as her husband