
Lily and Nila go home together. The plan today Lily wants to buy the necessities for the preparation of the birth later. A couple of dress stels, and a hat, socks, shoes, everything you need. Nila was very enthusiastic about accompanying Lily this time.
Lily kept swirling around inside the store, picking out baby clothes that she herself still confused whether her son was a boy or a girl. While Nila knows where she is, more spirit than the owner of the intention. Lily suddenly remembered Yeni, when she used to accompany Yeni shopping for baby needs. 'How's Yeni doing now?'
Lily clasped some clothes in her hand, then went back to look for the others. For a moment he was silent at the sight before him. Her chest feels tight. Eyes dewy. Not hurt, but feeling sorry for himself.
Look at the woman with a distended stomach not far away standing in front of Lily, with a fluffy smile she looks happy. Next to her stood the faithful husband. Occasionally comment on what the wife chooses. The wife who sometimes protests when the husband argues, looks spoiled, throws her lips angry and pretends to turn away, but Lily knows it is just a trick to attract attention, right?
And sure enough, the husband relented, pinched his wife's nose with anxiety, then turned to the distended stomach of the woman he loved, looked down and kissed her affectionately.
"Hey. Ly?" Nila pulled Lily's hand away from there. Seeing the scene in front of her must have made Lily feel sad, as evidenced by Lily's already red eyes.
"It's finished yet? Come along, there's something funny there. Come on!" exclamation Nila. If you ask 'why', Lily will not answer honestly. Nila knew enough about what she saw.
"See this, good?" Nila lifted a small jacket with a rabbit-shaped head covering with long dangling ears.
"That's Nila, it's for girls!" exclaim Lily.
"Get a girl."
"Lily's child is not necessarily a girl, ma'am!" lily protested her lips frowning because every day Nila always said that Lily's child will be a girl.
"Mbak sure, really. Look at the shape of your stomach melted to the side, mbak sure his baby girl." said Nila relaxed.
"Who said it wide to the side of her daughter? The doctor won't do it if he only knows what it's like."
"Don't want to ah. Let's be a surprise." said Lily then leave there, back to choose a new baby clothes some she got. Luckily the woman and her husband were not there.
'Thinking of where to go wide next to her daughter chick.'inner Lily. Then smiling amusedly, it seemed like Nila still had an old-fashioned thought.
*
Lily and Nila decide to eat first before going home, the time just shows seven o'clock at night.
They enjoy dinner with each other chattering. Not in a restaurant or cafe, only in a field restaurant that is beside the baby shop where they were shopping earlier. Looking for a restaurant or somewhere else would be too late. Lily was also seen enjoying the food this time around.
Lily sipped her warm tea slowly, enjoying every warmth that flowed through her throat.
"Ly, you don't want to tell your ex about this kid? His father also has the right to know that he has children." Lily was silent. It's true said Nila, Bima right to know, but will Bima accept his child?
"Don't know what will happen later. Lily's not ready to see him again." Nila breathed a heavy sigh.
"Living alone is not easy, Ly. Moreover, having children, in addition to the cost of the child also needs attention and affection of both parents right? Try to think again. You said he's been looking for you all along, right? He might have changed." Lily shook her head.
"Lily will do her best to love this child. Whether or not there's a father, Lily will make sure she's happy." The look in Lily's eyes turned dark, an aura of sadness emanated clearly there. But Nila is sure Lily also misses her husband. Nila clasped Lily's hand.
"Sorry Ly, I just want you to be happy" Nila said. Lily just smiled, her eyes returning to how they were. "Come, go home now?" Lily nodded. They also left the restaurant to Nila's car.
A person right behind them clenched his hands with teeth clashing against each other.