
Lily Aruna Atmaja's
Oooohh. What am I supposed to do?!
I was circling around in my room that wasn't big. Tomorrow I'll meet with Dena and I have to give an answer after this week because Dena gave me time to think. I've been completely blank for a few days. Even thinking about this I was scolded several times for my mistakes by my super duper handsome boss, who was peerless in the office, unfortunately he was married, and he seemed to love his wife very much. Thankfully, my mistake was not fatal! Huh...
Sit over. Stand up. Rotating. Lean in the door. Spin again. Sit over. Then stand up again. Ah, my goodness. Anyone, help me! What answer should I give. Do I have to accept Dena's proposal for her husband? But what do people say? I'll be called an actor! But isn't the actor for the one who snatches? While me? I was asked to be the third person in their marriage. Yep. Third man! Maybe that's a more fitting name if I accept Dena's request. Aaargggh isn't that the same!
But if I refuse, then Dena. Am I not cruel. I dispelled the hope of a woman who so desperately wanted a child in her life. Why can't Dena just adopt a child, isn't that better? She doesn't need to share her husband's affection with other women?
Answer, NO!!
Dena's mom wants a child that flows her husband's blood. Although there was no blood flowing in the blood of the child. But she would be satisfied if the child was her husband's.
I breathe heavily. Trying to close both my eyes, but instead of being closed by Dena's shadow with a genuine smile continued to loom in my eyes.
Is Dena's husband handsome? Will her husband accept me and love me like he loves me? Haha. My delusion is too high perhaps. If I hear from the story mbak Dena her husband a loving, loving, and caring person, of course will not be easy to accept the presence of strangers other than the person who really loved. Fuuhh, how is this?
Dena's been too good to me all this time. Always help me when I am in trouble. This time he came and begged. For the first time, Dena begged me. And if Dena hadn't reminded me of our past promises, I wouldn't have thought about it.
I felt trapped by my own words, but this was not the promise I meant. The promise that I would repay Dena for saving my life back then, when we were both stuck in the forest doing camp on the mountain. Did Dena deliberately collect her promise for times like this? Ahhh but it feels impossible!
"Mothers. Sired. I should how?" lirihku while staring at the photo of my parents who have died.
The night was getting late, but both my eyes still could not close even though various ways I had done so that I could sleep. At least let me sleep well tonight after a few days of thoughts about Dena and her husband always running through my mind!
The sound of an alarm disrupted my sleep. It sucks! Can you just shut up for a second? Wake me up in ten minutes, okay?
The alarm on my phone rang loudly again.
Ooohh it feels like I really want to slam this phone, but baby, right? hehe.
With a heavy heart I opened my eyes and set the alarm that had disturbed my sleep. With one eye of mine hp lyrics on the nightstand and surprised me.
Sixty-five minutes!
Without making my bed, I rushed into the bathroom. Shower as fast as I could though it was actually uncomfortable because there were some parts that were like me wiping it with soap, because usually I spend my bath time an hour or so just to make sure everything is clean! Ahh, my record as long as I live in this world. But it's okay, the most important thing is I have to go to the office immediately!
A few minutes late. I faced my boss with a face just dabbing thin powder and lip balm! I used to want to rearrange myself on my desk, but my handsome boss already called me to come to his room!
I'm coming bosque!
It's exhausting!
At lunchtime I immediately rushed out of the office to meet with Ms. Dena. Luckily the place we met was not far from the office where I worked.
He laughed as I answered the dark circles in my eyes.
'This is all because I thought of Dena's request!'
With all the courage I gathered, I squeezed my hands until my fingers turned white, asking her what her motive was for wanting me to be her honey. And as I thought last night it turned out that Dena couldn't give her husband a child from his womb. Even when I said there might be other options for her pregnancy, Dena just shook her head.
It's obviously the answer to what I was thinking last night. Ms. Drna answered him calmly, and she assured me and promised that her husband would not let me down. She would never leave me after I gave birth to a son for them. But really? Doesn't a person's heart know?
I see sincerity and sadness in the eyes of this woman before me. And from the look in those eyes I finally agreed. Whether I act stupid or not, I don't know.
'I'm willing to be your honey, ma'am Dena!'.
It's crazy!!
I'm totally crazy now!
I never thought I would be honey from my best friend! What will her husband think? What will others think later? Is it a friend's dinner?!
I saw a speck of clear water coming down from the corner of his eye. Are the tears happy or..?
Mba Dena took out the ring that I rejected a week ago and put it on my finger. I don't know if it's a necessity or just a frills, but I feel from this moment to the time that has not been determined I can not live with my own decisions. From this moment on whatever my decision I have to share it with my future husband. Am I ready? Hopefully!