
Lily stared at the house she used to live in with her parents. The atmosphere is not much different, it's just now more well maintained and beautiful with the many flowers that grow there.
Simple white painted one-story house with large glass and teak doors that are still sturdy from the first.
Lily smiled.
"Sir, want to go inside?" Mentari asked after nearly fifteen minutes they stood outside.
Lily shook her head.
"We're going home."
It's not without reason why Lily wouldn't go in there. Lily was afraid that she would come back sad because she lost both her parents in a terrible way.
The dark shadows of her past make Lily always have nightmares. The echoing cries and blood splattering from the bodies were both very clear in little Lily's vision at the time.
Lily did not think why the robbers visited them, the family who did not have it. Though if you think the house next to Lily is certainly bigger than her small house. His courtyard was also wider than his narrow courtyard. His house was more magnificent than his simple home. There were also more vehicles, two cars and several motorcycles, while Lily's father only had an old motorcycle that was still profitable to use at the time.
Little Lily came out of her hiding place from the warehouse closet after she was sure she did not hear the voices of the strangers anymore. Slowly she opened her wardrobe, turned to her right and left, then slowly and tiptoed she came out of it.
"Mother..father...!" lirih Lily's. Little Lily still continued walking while continuing to avoid the broken glass and vases of flowers splattered on the floor. The stuff is scattered everywhere. The chair that was turned over. The broken table. The painting is no longer beautiful. Lily's eyes were rounded as she looked at the large feet behind the living room door. The living room is equally as unassailable.
Lily walked quickly almost running towards the big leg which she believed was the father's leg.
"Mr!!" Lily shook the big body of the father who was face down. On his back he stuck his mother's kitchen knife which he always used for cooking. Fresh blood still flows there. Lily still shook the father's body, hoping still the father still responds, but nil.
"Mr!! Hicks.bapak. Wake up sir."
"Sir!" but there's no answer. His father's eyes were closed. Little Lily then ran away while remembering the mother. He hoped his mother would not be as hurt as he was. And he hopes his sister-to-be will also survive. Lily's guess was wrong. After Lily runs around the house and opens all the doors Lily does not find her mother. Lily ran out to seek help, but her steps came to a halt when she saw the figure she was looking for had hung on a tree branch with a rope wrapped around her neck. Blood flowed through his mother's feet soaking the ground beneath. If only the mother entered the closet in the warehouse along with herself, of course, the mother could still survive.
Since then, Lily has been foster by Yudha and Nani. And since then Lily's house was empty, after cleaning the house Yudha decided to rent the house, until Lily was big and could decide to keep the house or take it off.
"Sir, come home, mom and dad will be waiting." Mentari pulls Lily's hand. Lily awakens from the shadow of her past and nods and follows Mentari and Moon to return home to Yudha sir on foot.
Three days have passed. Lily is in her room, Mentari and Moon are still not home from school. The voice from yesterday rang he ignored. Yeni with dozens of calls and messages, Lily just read it and never once she reply. 'Sorry Yen. If Lily's heart calms down, Lily will call Yeni again.'
Lily's five days at Yudha's pakdhe residence. Budhe Nani feels something strange about Lily, her face is often moody, but still forced to smile.
"Why isn't the phone picked up anyway, nduk?" asked Budhe Nani who suddenly came to the room. Lily was shocked. Then turn off the phone that from yesterday continues to light up.
"Dreamy huh? Budhe knocked on the door but you didn't! Why, anyway?" Lily inched to the side letting the middle-aged woman sit beside her.
"No pa-pa kok budhe" Lily said as she slid her head in the recess of Nani's budhe neck, her hands were wrapped around Nani's wide waist, but felt comfortable in the hug. Budhe Nani stroked Lily's head fondly.
"You have a problem with your husband?" Lily was silent, however, this woman was not easy to lie to, she had tasted the bitter, sweet, sour life in half a century of her age.
"If you have a problem mbok yo talkin again with your husband. Not good for long."
'If only Budhe had known that I had gotten a talak.'s inner Lily.
"Yes budhe" said Lily. "Oh yeah budhe hasn't cooked, has he? Moon Dance hasn't come home either, has she? Let's cook budhe. Una help!" Lily stood up pulling budhe Nani's hand. Budhe just shook his head to see Lily's behavior that had not changed. Trying to divert the conversation.
The next night Lily woke up, deliberately since last day hp he turned off. I don't know how many hundred calls he's now seeing from some number. Yeni, Bima, Adit, his two in-laws, and there were also a few others. Messages are also very numerous, lined up asking to be read and responded to. Lily only read a message from Yeni with tears and in her heart she could only say 'sorry'. The message from the others he ignored.
Lily has been staying at Yudha Pakdhe's house for a week. Today Lily is going home. Nope. Lily is leaving. There is one place that will be the goal.
"Sir, can't stay here long?" The spoiled dance on Lily's arm while the Moon held Lily's suitcase, without speaking, the Moon showed more of her protest attitude with a real attitude than making her voice out, he also does not want to be lived by a pleasant figure like Lily, unlike Mentari who is always ignorant to him, even though their age is ten years adrift.