
Bima tried to focus on her work, but in fact could not. What the two of them were doing out there made him unable to focus on the work on his lap. The warm embrace and kiss on Lily's head made her heart feel hot. But he can't be selfish either. Lily deserves happiness too.
(By the bottom of the Ngintip!! 😒)
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Bima Satria's.
Damn it, today I have to meet but the important thing for the discussion of the meeting was left behind Dena's house. The files I've been working on last night until I go to bed almost in the morning.
It's been two nights since Dena stayed at her mother's house. Ah like I don't have a wife if Dena goes very often, to Bandung, where to go, and now to my mother's house. Next time I will protest, let it be if Dena gets angry, I just want her attention!
"Why are you back again?" bibik came to greet me in wonder, because I just left thirty minutes ago.
"Some one missed!" I said with annoyance. And auntie no longer dared to ask maybe because she saw the look on my face. He chose to go and head for his place in the kitchen, or maybe in the back house. I don't know.
I quickly opened the desk drawer. Medication again. And this is more than yesterday! The file I was looking for didn't exist. Maybe I should keep it in the closet? Cook anyway? Could be, right?!
I began to go through the box by box of cabinets filled with our clothes. Opened it violently, until accidentally some clothes fell to the floor. Go to another closet. There ain't! But I found something that made my forehead wrinkle. A large brown envelope with the name of a famous hospital in Jakarta.
Wonder. Why is this envelope stored here? The closet that I rarely open because it contains old clothes belonging to me and Dena. Like it was intentionally hidden.
I threw it on the bed and went back to look for the files I needed, but it turned out that the tip of my eye was always on the envelope. What the hell is it? Just make me curious!
X-ray photo. And I don't understand the terms there. Dena said she had been operated on for cancer removal in her liver. Maybe it was hers before we got married. But the other paper shows that the date listed there was two months ago.
Deg.
Suddenly I was like I was blown into space and the black hole was ready to swallow me at any moment.
The drug? Could it?!
I immediately opened the drawer containing some drugs, then scoured them on the bed, took one of the drugs and read the name of the drug that I did not know what the drug was.
Call it XX. Nowadays though do not have to see a doctor to ask anyway there is 'Google Waste' which is faster to answer from the device, anywhere, and anytime.
My hands shook as I read the function of the medicine. Not wrong anymore. One of the drugs for cancer patients. Butwhy...
Once again I read the white paper with the typical hospital logo. Dena Abigail Usman's. Wife's name. No way! But why is Dena hiding this? Since when?
I'll call Dena's number, get off, and then the driver's number. Much the same. Not active either! What's the matter?
Mamma.
I called my mother-in-law's phone, but said Dena didn't go there, and they hadn't even seen each other for a long time.
What the hell's going on? Didn't Dena just stay there two weeks ago?
Huhh. Oh gosh. My chest is claustrophobic. My eyes are heating up. What is Dena hiding? Is he probably here? I looked at the white paper in my hand. Then immediately put it back in the envelope.
The sound of a bibik's scream from behind was ignored. I immediately got into my car and immediately sped up at high speed.
The phone rang a few times, but I didn't mind because I wanted to get there soon.
Again the phone read, this time I picked up because my car was stuck in a red light. Lily. I forgot about the meeting today.
"Can I leave tomorrow's meeting? I need to be sudden!" then I turned it off without hearing any protest or answer from Lily. And he must be angry right now or cursing myself from his desk. Usually that's what I see when he has to rearrange my schedule. Moreover, this is a meeting that we will carry out at this ten o'clock. I'm sorry Ly, but I really can't come right now! I leave my business to you today!
The car stopped in the crowded parking lot, I immediately stepped my foot to the receptionist and asked for the name of a doctor. Luckily today was her morning work schedule. The receptionist showed me the way to her room.
Half-running I approached him, my breath gasping.
I held up the brown envelope in my hand. His eyes were round, and then I saw him bite his lower lip. Looks like my guess is right!
"Where's my wife?" ask me without a stale base. He's still quiet. His face was confused and I don't know what else.
"WHERE'S MY WIFE?!" my screams made some of the people there look at us. My eyes had warmed up from earlier and were ready to launch a clear liquid that I could not bear from leaving the house earlier.
"Please, don't lie!" Vienna sighed softly, then without speaking she walked somewhere, I just followed her from behind. We were both silent, and I followed him.
The longer my steps feel heavier. Can't stand it if what I think happened. I hope it's just a drama, just my wife's play. Dena just wants to imprank me like in youtube videos other people are tense at the beginning but will laugh at the end of the video.
My steps stopped when Vienna stopped in a room. She looked at me who was actually hesitant and scared. My hand hangs on the door handle, scared. I wish it was someone else in there. But Vienna's words broke my heart, making me have to see the truth that's in there. I have to make sure that's not my wife there.
"Dena's inside." I think my body is weak. My knees were shaking violently, but I held everything back to make sure.
With all the remaining strength I had, I opened the door. A very sad sight for me, Dena was hugging a man. With a smile on his lips, his eyes were closed, like he was enjoying the hug, while the man was relentlessly stroking and pecking at the top of my wife's head.
"Damn it!!" I rushed forward, my body regained its strength. Pulling her from Dena's arms and pulling her collar, hitting her in the face until she staggered back, slammed into the nightstand and made food trays and glasses fall to the floor. Messy. I ignored Dena's screams begging to let her go. I darkened my eyes, how I let go of someone else who had embraced my wife, and kissed her. Who her? He's just a driver!!
"Mas. Release him!" even my wife begged me deeply to let go. Do they have a relationship behind my back?
I put my fist back on her cheek until I saw fresh blood from the corner of her lips. But I'm not satisfied just like that. My hands are still quite powerful even to make him die right now!
"Mas, Bima. Please let her go!" I don't know since when Dena's been hugging my leg. He's no longer in bed. Still I don't mind. And once again I'm going to throw my fists at this man who doesn't seem to want to repay me. "He's my brother, mas!" right in front of his nose, my hand stopped.
The sister?
I turned to Dena who was chilling and then to this man in front of me.
"Please mas, he's my brother!" Dena was unconscious. The infusion in his hand had been released from when. And the oxygen attached to his nose was no more. His weak body lay helplessly on the floor.
*
I looked at Dena's pale face, her face getting thinner. Just deserve. Because his illness made Dena lose her weight. The hand I hold is getting smaller in my hand. His eyes are getting more and more beautiful.
What kind of husband am I that is not considerate of my wife, and even I also believe in all her lies.
It's been an hour since Dena's been unconscious. He was faithful to his dream. His lips covered a smile
"I'm sorry, Bima!" the man's voice was finally. After I heard all the stories about how she could be my wife's older sister. I didn't even know my wife had a sister. And I heard that because of some problem she was hiding from her mother, and was the personal driver of her own sister. Why Dena's parents don't recognize their own children. What problems do they have exactly? Why is Dena's life so complicated? Mas Rian, now I have to call him that right, refusing to tell a story.
With such a strong woman, I'm sure she'll recover even if the doctor says it's unlikely, but I'm sure small doesn't mean it can't, right?
Dena opened her eyes, making me happy to see her beautiful eyeballs again.
"Lily." sheeps.
"Why Na?" I approached to hear his voice more clearly.
"I'm sorry...Lily... You must please her." a speck of clear water dripped from her beautiful eyes.
"Promise mas. You'll be happy and strong with Lily, even if I don't exist!" his voice was soft, even half-whispering, making me not realize I had been crying since then.
"Don't cry" he said. His hand was stretched out rubbing tears on my cheek.
"You won't leave me, will you?! We're going abroad. Let's find a good doctor so you can heal, okay?" I held her hand firmly, giving her strength and hope. He smiled without giving me an answer.