
Bima returns to the hospital for the last time, she will say goodbye to Lily now. Later in the afternoon he will return to Jakarta.
It had been almost an hour Bima just stared sadly at Lily's figure, unable to say anything. Her heart was too sore to go back to parting ways with Lily.
"You're done, right?" Celia was already standing behind Bima. Bima just nodded. Then turning. Can Celia see, Bima's eyes are reddened with sad eyes. Celia breathed a heavy sigh.
"Hahhh, I don't know Bim. How will it be when you become my husband." Bima just fell silent, not understanding.
"You still like Lily?"
Honest talk can be very painful for Celia, then Bima just shut up.
"I don't want a husband but I don't love him! I'm a woman, I want to be loved too." Celia looked into Bima's eyes. There was never any love for her in there. Every time Bima looked at herself, she only saw emptiness, no smiles as they were together.
"I'll try to make love for you." Bima in the end.
"Free, Bim. We have been engaged for a long time, you should have started learning love with me from the first, right? I also know, you made this engagement because of your company. But you don't think how I feel?" Bima was silent again. It was true everything Celia was talking about. Bima can no longer dodge.
"Yes already is. I'm sick of this relationship! We better just cancel everything." Celia's speech made Bima confused.
"Cel, I'm sorry. I was wrong all this time." Bima tried to grab Celia's hand, Celia took one step back and raised one hand. Bima was speechless seeing the rejection from Celia.
"It's what you've been in love with Lily all along, isn't it? The mother of your son! Maybe if she doesn't have children, you'll still love her. Because he's the one you've been looking for all this time!" Celia closed her eyes for a moment, sighed and threw it away violently, as she recalled the amount of origami inside Bima's room.
"We better cancel our wedding."
"Just..."
"Quiet down. I'll ask you not to take all the shares out of your company. I'll make sure of that, Bim."
"My decision is round Bima. I can't marry someone who doesn't love me!"
"Let papa be my business. You better wait for Lily to wake up, and don't let her go again. You and her deserve to be happy with your child." Didn't think for long in her life Celia just this time let go of something that had become her obsession.
"Cell. I'm really sorry. Thank you for understanding me. I'm sorry I couldn't be what you expected."
They were silent for a while.
"I'm going back to Jakarta. Free here too long. I can't stand it and I'll force you to go home."
"Then what about our marriage. The invitation is already in place, right?"
Celia shrugged her shoulders high. "Don't worry, I'll take care of it."
"Just..."
"Don't say much before I change my mind and really drag you home." Celia smiled wryly.
"I just want to hug you one last time as my apology and also my gratitude."
Celia approached and hugged Bima, a sense that had been there for Bima should he bury deeply. And mengikhlaskan Bima feelings only for Lily and Yumna.
And just this time Celia felt the heartbeat of Bima different than usual, she sounded more alive and beating more beautifully than usual.
"Thank you!" bima said.