
The wedding dress is ready. Invitations have also been sent. Just waiting for a few more days to welcome the day of happiness for the two of them.
Today Lily went to Bima's office, in addition to lunch Lily also wanted to be delivered somewhere. Yumna with mama Ratih had gone somewhere since this morning. Yumna always stuck to her grandmother.
The driver escorted Lily to her destination.
"Bad is home. Later I go home with Bima." said Lily answered with a nod of the head from the driver.
Lily immediately climbed into the elevator directly to the floor where Bima's office was located. Smiling at the few people who passed by, not forgetting there was also Yeni. Lily handed the invitation directly to her best friend. Bima said that was Lily's relationship with Yeni, best friend. Yeni prancing happy to find Lily will remarry with Bima.
Lily continued her steps into Bima's office, the secretary nodding her head as Lily passed by.
Lily opened the door. His eyes were round, his chest was hot, his heart was crumbling. His neck seemed forced to be dislodged from its place, sick.
A sight he had never imagined before when he came here. Bima is clutching the waist of a sexy woman. And that woman's hand that runs down Bima's neck. They smile at each other.
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Lily Aruna's.
"I hate Lily, and I regret loving her so much!"
Deg!!!
Can you feel what I feel now? Seeing my future husband romp with a woman in his office, clutching the sexy woman's waist possessively, smiling, looking at each other, and hearing those words come out of his mouth so smoothly!
Basic boy, br*ngs*k!! I closed the door again, not wanting to see more than that, enough is enough!
Enough is Bima! You take me flying high, floating with all the beauty, but just one second you throw me into the crust!
Half ran me out of Bima's office, not caring about the gazes of the people who looked at me strangely.
Stopping the empty taxi, I immediately mentioned an address. My old house with Bima. I don't know where else to go. When I go home, my mom will ask me a lot of questions. Fortunately I recorded the address of the house inside the phone that Bima bought a few months ago.
All the way I couldn't stop my tears. It hurts too much, it's tight!
Taxi arrived at the destination address. I wiped my tears and gave the taxi driver money.
The security guard came out of the post when he saw me just coming down, welcoming me with his signature smile.
"Himself mbak? Where is Bima sir?" ask the security guard while opening the gate.
"Bima is still working. I'm going in first sir." The guard nodded, his face looked a little surprised when he saw me, he seemed to want to ask but did not do.
Entering the house, apparently the door is not in the key, someone is cleaning the house. I don't know who.
"Eh, uh, Lily?" He exclaimed as he saw me walking into the house.
"Healthy mom? What's up here? Can I help you?"
I shook my head.
"No, just stay here for a second, okay?"
"Of course you can, mbak. This is also a home!" it's exciting with a smile. "Do you want to make food?"
"No need. I'm asking for hot tea with lemon, right?"
"Ready man!" then he went towards the kitchen.
Basic br*ngs*k!
Back I cursed in my heart when I remembered their mess earlier. I wish there was no one in the house so I could scream as much as possible.
I took my foot up the stairs, upstairs where my room had been all this time.
My married life with Bima is complicated, she said. We were married but by agreement, and Bima showed me the paper while telling me the other day. Plus with my signature. Me and him in one house but in a different room. I have a story of my life, right? I got married to be the second, by agreement, and now I'm married to the same person, and he broke my heart a second time?
I'm stupid! Why do I have amnesia?!
Look around the soft pink room. My favorite color. Photo on the wall. This is my photo! Arghhh. Why can't I remember everything!
Downstairs, look at the kitchen. My head was dizzy, I was like seeing two people there besides the assistant who was cleaning the table, like me and Bima? In cooking? Bima raised a large knife to cut the meat.
I shook my head quickly, the shadow was gone.
Go into a room. Bima said this was her room first. White and gray, typical color of men like it.
I threw myself in there. Wrapped myself in a blanket. It feels very painful, this heart is like a squeeze.
"I hate Lily, and I regret loving her so much!" the words that came out of his mouth earlier.
Bima what have you done? If you don't love me why did you make me fall in love with you? Are you vengeful because I left you first? But you said it was all your fault, right?
I wiped my tears.
If you have another girlfriend, why didn't you tell me? Is it because of Yumna? You don't have to take responsibility for Yumna. What are the dresses and rings we ordered yesterday?
I sobbed squeezing my sore chest.
Our marriage IS OFF!!
I grimaced, my head throbbing violently, it hurt. No matter how hard I pressed my head with both hands but for nothing, the pain still dominated. Shadow after shadow ceaselessly came alternately.
"Please." I can only say my energy seems lost somewhere. I can't scream.
I got up from my bed, trying to get help.
It's getting sicker.
'DON'T EVER TELL ME LOVE, 'CAUSE I'LL NEVER LOVE ANYONE BUT MY WIFE DENA!!'
Whatisthis?
Then another shadow as Bima smashed our wedding photo.
"Lily, I'm sorry. We shouldn't have done this. This is all wrong!"
"Sorry, because I've done this, Lily. Excuse me. I'll take care of our divorce papers as soon as possible. And I will also compensate you for my error!"
I closed my eyes and ears hoping not to hear the sound and not to see the shadows again. But hard!
And the other shadows came in alternating. Be ill. My head feels like it's going to break!
"Akhich. Tolooong...!" I fell out of bed, wanted to stand up I didn't feel strong, just crawled with one hand on my head. Be ill. Justjust please. Helpme. Anyone . Justjust please. All dark.
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