Bima's Second Wife

chapter 154

Lily Aruna's.

Counted more than a month when we did it, but Mas Bima has not come back here yet. We meet every day at the office, except Saturday and Sunday because it is time for holidays.

Actually the feeling of Bima mas same me how? He kept trying to avoid me when I wanted to talk. According to the letter of agreement one year ago we were going to part right at the time of our first wedding anniversary, and it is now a week past that date. How was my fate after this? In the agreement there will be no ***, but that night we actually did it consciously, didn't we? At least I heard him say my name, not Dena's, or someone else's!

I looked at the photo hanging on the wall. Photo mas Bima with a smile that expands, next to it there is mbak Dena who wrapped her hands in the arms of Mas Bima with equally happy. Just now I remember, besides the wedding photo I never took a photo with Mas Bima.

I smiled wryly, how stupid I had been all this time. Thinking about the happiness of others while I am happy is only a shadow. If in the future I am born again for the second time I will ask God to give me a bit of selfishness. So that I can think of myself, and not get caught up in the same game.

The door opened, I was stunned because suddenly Bima entered the room. His eyes were red, wet. Is she crying again?

Mas Bima hugged me so tightly that my legs tiptoed as she grabbed my waist. His jaw was hardened, there was a rumbling sound from his teeth that were rubbing. No sound came out from his mouth, just a stuffing stuck there.

Did he see anything again? What is it with my husband? Why do I never know what my husband's pain is? Mom and Dad also refused to tell stories. They want Mas Bima himself to tell me. Is that perhaps something embarrassing?

I fell silent, this time Bima slightly loosened her embrace, but still did not want to let go of me. I wrapped my hands around my back and stroked the wide back slowly.

Just like that night. We did it again!

Irregular breaths ended our heat struggle. It still hurts, though it doesn't hurt as much as when it first 'owned' him managed to enter me.

I also did not cry this time, because what I felt now was a little pain and then the next was the worldly pleasure that I should have felt for a long time.

It's been a waste of a year being a wife and missing something fun like this. I should have teased him a long time ago. Haha..!

Mas Bima was asleep, his field chest was very sexy. Although not this time I saw her for the first time, but this was the first time I could stroke her with my own hands.

This morning I woke up first. Bima was so tired it looked. The remains of tears overnight made the skin under his eyes slightly swollen.

"Morning!" greet me when I see her eyes just opened. I keep her favorite warm milk on the nightstand. He blinked his eyes. Very amusing. He then wakes up when he sees himself. Looking into the blanket then passed into the bathroom with a mouth that kept grumbling and swearing unclear. Not to forget the blanket he also brought into the bathroom to wrap himself.

I waited for Bima to come out of the bathroom while tidying up the messy sheets due to our heat last night. Smiling itself like a stressed person, but then confused when seeing the look of the shocked face of Bima earlier.

"We're having breakfast, mas. Lily was ready for breakfast." said I, Mas Bima was done wearing her clothes. Black shirt and knee-length short jeans.

"Sorry, Ly. I have to go." I was disappointed, for some reason.

"Lilly!" he said again as he approached me, I gasped at Mas Bima who was in front of me. Is Bima going to kiss me?

He held out his hand to touch my cheek. His eyes were implied by something but I don't know what.

Oh no! My heart...

"Lily, I'm sorry. We shouldn't have done this. This is all wrong!"

Wrongly? Which was?

"Sorry, because I've done this, Lily. Excuse me. I'll take care of our divorce papers as soon as possible. And I will also compensate you for my error!"

The duarrr!!!

Like being struck by lightning I just stood there trying to digest back what this man in front of me had just said. My tongue is my tongue even though I try to speak.

Then a large rock rolled down from the top of a steep hill and overcame my body. I hope that's how I am now. I just want to die. My heart feels pain. Very!

I haven't had time to ask Mas Bima has passed away with the look of an eye that knows what. Angry, disappointed. I don't know! Then I can hear the sound of the car then go away.

I slumped to the floor. Crying fate. It was my fault for thinking that Bima has changed and loves me. Actually making love doesn't make her love me, does it? Remember, making love is only a biological need, even without love humans can do it, right? What matters is that their desires are fulfilled.

Huhh and what was that? The compensation he said? I did this sincerely, from the beginning I just wanted to return the favor to Mbak Dena, but now is he insulting me?

Does he think I'm the same as j*l*ng out there after getting what he wants and then he leaves. The difference between me and them, they get paid before leaving while I, he left a very deep wound here. In heart!

And it's all my fault! If only I could choose from the beginning I would only love my Bimbim. I regret loving you BIMA SATRIA!!