
Lily aruna
It's true what Nila said, a child would be better if his life between his father and mother. I also suffered the same, losing the figure of both parents when I needed their attention.
After eleven years of my life, I knew my parents and they left that way. I swear to God, I curse those who take them away from me. My father, mother, and future sister!
But, I still don't want to tell Bima about this child. What if he refuses? he wasn't even born yet. Or what if he wants to separate me from my son? Oh no! I'm not letting my son go.
Enough sadness that he did before! It has been enough of my folly in the past to keep thinking about others. Now it's time to think about myself. And my son!
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"Ma, I'm home!" there's no telling from the inside, is mama in the kitchen? Ah I'm really tired now. Today's work is so draining of my energy.
I'm tired and a little dizzy, probably because I ate a little. Gado-gado really makes me not want to eat, forced to swallow because mbak Nila continues to glare at me and continues to remind the health of my baby, this, that, blah-blah-blah. Good thing I didn't vomit.
Geck. Geck.
Just now I want to lay myself down, the door on knock from the outside. Geez, normally mama would let me rest for at least thirty minutes after coming home from work.
Tok.
Again, a knock. Is anything important?
"Yes, ma. A moment." Half yelling I'm back down the bed. Somewhat bent over to see the sandals under my feet because the straight-down view was not possible due to the growing belly.
I opened the door, "There's ap." but a second later I closed it again. Leaning myself on the door leaf by holding onto a rapidly beating chest. How can? Don't think, that guy is here. He knows where I'm from? No way, because I never told anyone I was here. Even I didn't contact Yeni either!
Waiting for a while, hoping all I saw was a hallucination. But it doesn't seem to be! The sound of the knocking of his feet rang out very clearly against the floor. Then a knock on the door sounded again.
"out! I'm sure it's you!" his voice was clear with a commanding tone.
"Buck...!"
Lily pov end lil.
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Special Adit!
"out! I'm sure it's you!"
After a while of waiting he finally opened the door. You troublemaker! He just put on a cute face without guilt after a long time makes us confused for looking for him. Watch out for you Lily!
"Buck...!" his smile will not affect me. I'm mad! I beat my feet faster.
"Let's talk" he said as he pushed me towards the sofa. Yes it must be!
I waited, we sat facing each other. Lily still refused to speak as she did. He just twisted the edge of his shirt to play with. I was a little surprised by his appearance. Lily's pregnant?
"Lilly!" call me, he's getting down.
"I can explain, mas." he said raucously. His voice is vibrating. I'm sure she'll be crying soon!
"No need to clear. Bima told me everything! But why don't you call me, at least if you ask me to keep it a secret, I can!" I said a little emotional. Allow him to sob now, you crybaby!
I approached Lily, hugging her body from the side. He didn't refuse. It was even getting tighter in my arms.
"I'm not strong mas.hiks.." he said this time he cried great. I rubbed her hair with a different fragrance, not like before.
"Udah, dong don't cry. Adit is worried... Aww." My head hurt, I looked back, and found someone who was brandishing rubber slippers beside his head with bulging eyes. Ready to hit me a second time. Nope. It looks like it will kill me this time!