
Lily entered the house, and found Bima who was looking at her with a sharp gaze. Both hands are folded in front of the chest. The veins are clearly visible on the husband's face.
"Where are you from?!" bima asked with an ice-cold tone.
"From the hospital. Yeni is sick." Lily replied then stepped towards the stairs. His body is tired, his stomach is hungry now. He wants to take a shower before they'll talk tonight. Lily should talk about this with Bima. It doesn't matter if Bima agrees or not!
"Hospital? Why don't you ask me to deliver?" Bima followed Lily's steps towards the stairs.
"You should ask me to deliver, why does it have to be Adit?!"
"Mas. Lily's tired. Lily's gonna take a shower. We just talked." asked Lily, but Bima was already in the thick of emotions and could no longer be spoken well. Adit's treatment to Lily during this time made Bima feel something burning in her heart.
"Lily." Bima's hand stopped Lily from opening the door to her room.
"Why are you? You're so sick of me now because of Adit? Are you asking me to separate from him because of him? How far is your relationship with him? Are you guys dating? Are you guys getting married? Or maybe you've already done..."
Plakk!!!
Lily couldn't stand it, from now on she felt in the corner. A slap hard enough landed on Bima's cheek. Bima was silent and felt a great pain, not on her cheeks but in her heart. He's been talking wrong. No emotion should make her flinch and accuse Lily like that. After all, Bima should also not interfere in Lily's affairs, right? He made that deal. The fucking deal!
"Just talk to you. I've never done anything out of bounds with anyone else, even though our marriage is only on the ground with a covenant!" a drop of tears came down from Lily's beautiful eyes.
"Then why did you ask to be separated from me if it wasn't for Adit"
"Because I can't stand it. I LOVE YOU!!" lily shouted unconsciously. Bima was stunned to hear Lily's words.
"You didn't realize this whole time? I held back my feelings. It hurts. Sick." he said softly while hitting his own chest that was blooming because he felt tight.
"CAN YOU LOVE ME?!!"
For twenty-four years of her life just this time Lily shouted. Shouting the words in his heart that had been so swollen wanted to be let out for a long time.
"Can you love me? Can't do it, can you? Your love is only for Dena." said Lily, her tears were flowing.
This can't happen. Just Dena and Una. Not with Lily! I don't know what Bima's voice is in her heart.
"ANSWER MAS!!" lily shouted as Bima did not also give an answer.
Bima's hands clenched.
Can't!
"DON'T EVER SAY LOVE TO ME, BECAUSE I'LL NEVER LOVE ANYONE BUT MY WIFE DENA!!" Lily froze silently, only tears were describing her feelings now. It was clear all the answers he wanted to hear.
Bima came down with a feeling of annoyance. Lily's statement made her unable to accept. I don't know what happened to her, but this all feels confusing!
He walked towards the tv room and with emotion took their wedding photos off the wall and slammed them onto the floor. Broke apart, with pieces of glass everywhere.
Bima looked at Lily who was now sitting on the floor, one hand holding the fence barrier while the other hand held her chest tight. Tears continued to flood into Lily's lap.
Bima went past the shards of glass that sounded crisp as she was stepped on by it.