Bima's Second Wife

chapter 134

Bima drove his car rough. His mind is not necessarily direction. Without realizing it he had already exceeded the limit of maximum speed. His eyes were red, his jaw hardened with teeth chattering. Messed up. Can be seen from his appearance with a loose tie and messy hair.

Bima stopped the speed of his vehicle on a quiet road by stepping on the brakes without reducing his speed, until two long black lines were created on the paved road.

Under the dim street lights Bima fell silent. Still pecking with both hands on the wheel, and his feet still firmly on the brakes. Slowly all of it loosened along with his flashback of the shadow about which had just happened.

Why me? Shouldn't I be happy that Lily loves me?Does that mean he doesn't love Adit?

Bima laughed to herself. Then another shadow, Dena, was seen in his eyes. It was like a car glass in front of him like a screen that displayed Dena's face. Recollects Dena's struggle to help change her.

"Can't. Just Dena and Una. There is no Lily! Dena has suffered enough because of Una. No more anything else!" Mumam Bima's.

"So. Lily is temporary, after all. Just Dena! Una... Ahhhhtt!!!" many times the steering of an innocent car becomes the impingement of Bima.

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Lily was silent staring at the large picture frame that was now lying on the floor. The shards of glass had already injured the soles of her feet, but Lily felt it was meaningless, more hurtful Lily was now.

The frame of the photo was shattered into two, and covered her face. Lily put away the skeleton of the photo that has not been shaped until now looks his face that reviews the smile, while the face of the man next to her looks a smile but real obvious because of forced. Five months ago.

Lily smiled wryly. How could he lose. After all this time always nurtured his love for Bimbim, and lost because of Dena's request. Not because of Dena. It was because of his fragile heart. His heart is too fragile and can not survive again since Bima entered into his life.

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Days pass. It was still the same as yesterday, they were together but still silent to each other. Both Lily and Bima, they remain professional in working even though in their hearts they are not careless.

"Lily will ask Ms. Dena to let Lily go." Bima only fell silent as Lily gave her a file.

Lily left without waiting for an answer from Bima.

Lily was determined today to meet Dena to talk.

"Hello mbak?"

'Yes, Ly. What's up?'

"Can we meet?"

"Oh. Lily thought I was home."

'What's up? you want to talk about something?' ask Dena from across the phone. Dena's voice sounded raucous.

"Well, I'll go home. Mbak why? How does it sound like that hurts again?"

'No, the sound is hoarse again. The same flu coughs. uhukk.. uhukk!'

"Bak take care of dong's health. Umm mbak..when to go home?" lily asked as she moved her index finger twisting on the table.

'At least three or four more days. I'm still busy with it.'

"Yes already. Hope you heal quickly. Lily wants to go to work again."

Phone's on the lid. Lily was silent in her place. Then lean back against the back of the chair and close his eyes for a moment. Not how long someone called him. Bima was standing in front of Lily's desk.

"Can we talk inside?" bima asked after Lily opened her eyes and then rose after Bima had entered the room.

Lily stood. His sight was deep. His hands were squeezing each other. Although trying to stay calm, but he could not. I just want to disappear now. Her statement that night made Lily feel all different, foreign. There was no more smiling between them.

"Sit down!" Lily according to sit in front of Bima.

Long they remained silent. The atmosphere became awkward now.

"Sorry, I'm Ly. I shouldn't have snapped you that night. You've been helping me and Dena this whole time. I should have known how you felt."

"Then now? After I know how Lily feels?" Bima shook her head. "Lily knew. Never mistake yourself. Let's just let all Lily take responsibility. It was clear in the agreement that Lily had broken." Lily got up from her chair. "After Lily took the same note, Dena. Lily's gonna resign, too."

"Where?" Lirih. Lily just shrugged her shoulders.

"Maybe Adit's mas office, say it if Lily wants to go there, Adit mas wants to be Lily's secretary." then go from there.

It hurts so much. But Bima also does not know why. Is it because of the thought of Dena who would be sad if Lily left? Or because he is not ready for this farewell? Moreover, hearing the name Adit once again called Lily.