
Bima Satria's.
I woke up from my sleep. The dream becomes clearer each time it comes. Lily passed me and I could never reach her even in my own dreams. Surprisingly he was with a little boy, either a girl or a boy but obviously his eyes were very similar to mine.
Sweat flooded my forehead, even though I had set the AC to a fairly low temperature.
What does it mean in my dream?
The job was getting neglected because I was less focused, until papa finally intervened to help take care of everything. Not including hotels outside the island of Java that I have long ignored.
I hardly take care of myself properly, until it is real every time I think I do not recognize my own face. Skinny, with cheekbones that look real.
Lily, where are you? I miss you. I love you. I'm sorry Lily.
All free. Lily didn't hear it either, did she?
Heart hurts. So hurt. If I could turn back the clock, I'd learn to be honest about how I feel about Lily.
The bima pov end.
***
"Mbak Nila." call Lily, Nila is still busy with work on her computer. "mombs!" call him again when the caller does not respond.
"What?" Nila knew Aat Lily called out to her in such a tone. There's a shrimp behind the bakwan!
"Yuk meatballs!"
"Again?" Lily nodded while displaying her smile. "Geez, every day anyway? Eating rice, what? Eat vegetables so that your baby is healthy!" nila's protest was upset that Lily's every lunch had never eaten rice, and it also affected Nila's somewhat stretchy body weight now.
"That's Nila mah! Come mbak!" Lily sulks exactly like a child asking to buy candy. His hand had already shaken Nila's arm.
"Ih mbak, mah." Lily scowled by folding both her hands on her chest.
Nila did not have the heart either when she saw Lily's teary eyes, maybe ten more seconds she would cry like a few months ago. Shouldn't Lily's cravings be over considering that she's seven months pregnant now?
"Yes, yeah. Come on!" lily's face was shining. "But you have to promise. From now on it should be limited, one week two meatballs!" Nila pointed her index finger right in front of Lily's face. Lily throttled, not accepting the rules that Nila gave her. "Don't just crave your ego, baby you also need a good intake, Ly!" Lily looked down on her senses, but she was also confused by her wish. Okay then maybe Lily's meatballs will find another food. If you don't make nausea, okay! her mind.
"Okay, let's gooo." Lily exclaimed making some people turn to the two of them. Lily just smiled shyly aware of the gaze and the head-butt of her other friend.
*
"There has been someone to pay, mbak" said Mr. Mad when Nila offered money to pay.
"Who is sir?" Mr. Mad scratched his non-itchy temple.
"You don't know either, but you paid for Nila and Lily's sister." Lily and Nila looked at each other.
"Yes, it's good to also eat for free, often there are treat."
"Ih mbak Nila nih." Lily poked Nila's arm, which put the money in her shirt pocket. "So angry at being invited here, it's someone's turn to treat aja twilight want often!" cerca Lily, Nila just sneered showing a row of white teeth.
Nila stared pityingly at this pregnant woman beside her. Their lives are almost the same, divorced when they were two, but the difference is strong Lily with maintaining her fetus. While Nila who was from the beginning did not want the child, until in the end she already felt affection, God took it. It is wrong if he used to pray that God would take the fetus in his stomach. Until regret will not make his son again present in his womb.
"Mom, come on!" Lily exclaimed as Nila simply fell silent in her place. Nila smiled and walked over to Lily.
"Look, even at her young age Lily is very strong, may happiness be present soon in your life." Inner Nila prayed.
(Aamiin ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜.)
Lily's spirit!! 💪💪💪