Between Asa And Taste

Must be responsible

"Mas," called Riri while pulling Rian's hand that was still holding his head.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sassy. You must be disappointed in me. But just so you know, I have absolutely no intention of demeaning you" Rian said guiltily.

Not daring to look at the face of the woman he loved so much. It was too great of a sense of guilt that he felt inappropriate while sitting next to Riri.

"I love you so much, Mom." Riri clasped Rian's hand which felt quite cold.

"Huh?" Rian ventured to raise his head.

Smiling lips and shining eyeballs managed to make Rian's chest rumble. The guilt has gone. Now he wants the same warmth.

"Mas," said Riri while holding Rian's chest.

Rian's body that was getting closer to him made Riri try to control him. Riri wanted the same thing. But he was afraid that this would drive him crazy. Moreover, Rian would be far away with her after this.

"You're rejecting me?" rian asked disappointed.

"As angry?" Riri asked back.

"Sorry" answered Rian.

Rian held the steering wheel again and started driving. Until the car stopped in front of Riri's house, not a word came out of the mouth of the two. Silence, because both are silent.

"If anyone can give you what you want and need, don't waste it. God's business mate" said Riri before he got out of the car.

Rian had not had time to ask for an explanation from Riri's sentence, the woman had already run into the house.

"ARGHH!" Rian hit the steering wheel.

His breathing is irregular. He tries to control his feelings before he finally returns home. Along the way, Rian tried to digest the sentence ringing in his ear.

"What do you mean, Pus? Are you angry at my insolent attitude?" rian murmuring.

The car arrived at the parking lot of his house. Rian saw his face with a spy. Her hands were tidying up her slightly messy hair. He rubbed his face and smiled. Practice looked calm and happy before meeting Mr. Felix. He did not want his father to ask questions that he did not know the answer.

His steps were doubtful. His heart is uncertain. Every corner of the room was not out of his sight. There is no father. Where's she? His sight did not find the figure of Mr. Felix.

"Is Papa asleep?" rian asked himself.

Suddenly a sense of worry made him immediately run towards Mr. Felix's room. His hand knocked on his father's room door many times. His lips continued to call out to his father very gently. Still no answer. His chest began to pound erratically.

"Bah," called Rian in a high tone while trying to open the door.

The panic grew when the door was locked. Rian shouted even louder as his father still did not return his call.

"Well, is Papa okay? It's me Pah. Open the door," Ruan shouted increasingly loudly.

Rian kept trying to open the door and called out to his father without stopping. Until he was silent after Mr. Felix opened the door.

"Whisper!" said Mr. Felix while yawning.

"Papa, are you asleep?" asked Rian nervously.

"Wake up again, because you're so noisy. What the hell are you?" said Mr. Felix upset.

"I think Papa is sick" Rian said as he looked at Mr. Felix

There was a feeling of happiness when I saw Rian worrying so much about her.

"Papa's fine. You just got home?" ask Mr. Felix.

Rian nodded.

"You take a shower and rest. Tomorrow morning we go to the office" said Mr. Felix.

Yes, Mr. Felix wanted to spend time with Rian before they finally parted ways. The distance between Germany and Indonesia is not close. They will also be preoccupied with their respective activities so that it will be difficult to schedule a meeting time.

Mr. Felix nodded and looked at Rian's back until the boy finally left his sight. He went back in and sat down on the bed. He grabbed his phone from the top of the nightstand and saw some photos.

"Time goes by so quickly" said Mr Felix, staring at his phone screen.

Nanar's eyes. There were urgent tears wanting to come out as he imagined his companionship with Rian. It was only yesterday that he met the stranger. Today he had to go back apart. He is afraid that his relationship with Rian will again feel alien to their distance and busyness.

Mr. Felix laid down his body and closed his eyes. Trying to go back to sleep and forget his excessive fear. But the more he tried, the more he found it so difficult. His eyes opened again with growing unease.

The same thing was felt by Rian. He also cannot sleep. Sitting in front of a laptop screen that is not on. He stood up and sat down on the edge of his bed.

"Well, just two more nights I'm here. I don't know when I can go back to this room again. Or even I can't occupy this room anymore. The room has always been the most comfortable place in all conditions" Rian murmured.

He kept his cell phone and broke his body. Both of his hands became pillows for his head. The sadness about her father also reminded Rian of Riri's anger.

"Ah, he's really angry." Rian woke up from his sleep and grabbed his phone.

The result was not expected by Rian. Silent. There was no message let alone a call from Riri. He also ventured to contact Riri. Unfortunately, Riri could not be contacted. The number is inactive.

"Why are you, Pus?" rian Sigh.

Rian was getting restless when he could do nothing. He is upset by the circumstances that make him in the most uncomfortable zone.

Time passed, the night was getting late. Rian is still awake. I don't know what time he really fell asleep. All he remembered was that the alarm had built it and it came back.

Rian massaged his head that felt dizzy. He immediately took a shower and prepared to go to the office. Although he actually wanted to sleep and let his body rest. But he also wants to make the most of his time with Mr. Felix.

As he exited his room, Rian had already seen Mr. Felix sitting at the dining table. But his hands were rubbing his head. He smiles. He realized that if it was not just him, his father also felt what he felt.

"Hey, are you awake?" asked Mr. Felix when he saw Rian pull up a chair and sit down in front of him.

"Not just wake up, I'm ready. Papa don't see if I'm this handsome?" rian Goda.

"But you're not more handsome than Papa. Although Papa is more mature than you, but Papa is no less dashing right?" ask Mr. Felix so confidently.

"more mature? Why not say older? It's simpler, right?" rian Goda.

"A brash kid," muttered Mr. Felix.

Rian laughing. That certainly makes Mr. Felix laugh when Rian continues to tease him. It felt like the pain in his head was gone.

"Come on!" take Mr. Felix after breakfast.

Rian nodded and immediately left the dining room. Walk behind his father. Slowly his father slowed down. He grabbed his shoulders and walked together. Things he may not miss very much later.

"Ri, we'll have lunch at the regular cafe yu!" bring Mr. Felix.

"By Pah," answered Rian.

This morning Rian really did not want to spend time with his father. From starting to learn a lot about the company until finally they had lunch together.

"Take Mpus!" said Mr. Felix.

Rian stopped his hand that was struggling with his laptop keyboard. He lifted his face and saw his father.

"Mpus is busy" said Rian.

"Busy?" search Mr. Felix.

As a father, Mr. Felix certainly knew when Rian was lying.

"When there's a problem, solve it. You're a man. Must be responsible. Don't let the problem drag on" Felix said.

Rian. He feels guilty and totally selfish. He was so overwhelmed by what his father said.

I have a lot to learn, Pah. I'm sorry, Pus. I'm gonna sort this out. I want us to be okay even if we are far apart.