Between Asa And Taste

Between Asa And Taste
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The next morning Rian woke up later. There was no alarm that woke him up because his phone was already in shreds. He wriggled and saw sunlight begin to enter through the gap of the curtains.


He was surprised, but finally he returned to his body. Free to rush up because he will not go into the office. Today he does not want to do anything. His life purpose is beginning to disappear.


Time keeps moving. Rian wakes up as the sun gets hotter. He squirms and sits on the edge of the bed. Look at the corner of his room. The cell phone is a mess. He did not know how hard the throw was until his phone fell apart.


"It's all the same" said Rian.


Rian walked open the curtains of his room. He closed his eyes as the sunlight hunted his vision.


"Ah, fuck!" rian was upset.


Rian took a shower and changed his clothes. He came out of the room because his stomach was hungry. The situation at home is completely deserted. Only a housekeeper was washing dishes in the kitchen.


"Hi Mba," said Rian.


"Good day, sir." The housekeeper nodded politely.


There was a fearful look on the face of the housekeeper. He overheard Mia and Rian arguing last night. He was afraid that Rian's anger would affect him who did not know anything.


Finished breakfast, Rian returned to the room carrying a sizable bag. The assistant did not dare to ask until he finally found out when Rian himself said it. Rian told me not to stay in that house anymore. He also brought all his clothes and things.


Not returning to Mr. Wira's house, Rian actually keeps his goods in the car. While he himself went to the hospital. He's looking for Rina. Unfortunately that day Rina picket night. So he's not going to the hospital this afternoon.


"Please call him. Tell him I'm waiting for him here!" rian said firmly.


The nurse there knew Rian. Only, they had never seen Rian's attitude like that. Not wanting Rian's anger to become more so, the nurse immediately contacted Rina.


"Where's your phone!" pinta Rian when she found out her call was connected.


Rian looks away from the owner of the phone. But Rian's speech is higher than usual, making people around him know what Rian said.


Many times Rian asks Rina to come to the hospital, but Rina refuses. He will only be there when it is working hours. It made Rian desperate to catch up with Rina to his house.


"Rina," called Rian as he reached the front of Rina's house.


A large house but not a quarter of the size of the house Mia family that she lived in. Rian looked around. At first glance, the house looks uninhabited. Until finally he heard Rina yell and came out of the house.


"It's so arrogant of you to not want to see me." Rian very confidently walked into the house without being invited by Rina.


Rina who was panicking because Rian barged in, immediately followed Rian and asked him to come out immediately. He just lives alone. He does not want it until there are people who misunderstand and think that no-no.


Although he had a chance to argue, but finally Rina managed to pull Rian out of his house. Rina prepared a bench so that Rian could sit on the porch of her house.


"God! You're really outrageous to Rina," said Rian annoyed.


"Ri, it's the same here. I'll listen to all your frustration. Let's story!" Rina.


Rian was seen sitting in front of Rian and looking at him very sharply. Rian who felt uncomfortable immediately threw his face away.


"Why? He said he wanted a story. Let's story!" Rina.


"Why are you so arrogant?" tanya Rian started the story this afternoon.


Rina explains that she did not want to go to the hospital because she was afraid that more people would know about Rian's problems. So it's better for Rian to come to his house and tell stories more freely.


Rian. Again he had misinterpreted Rina's attitude. Her sad face made Lina try to calm the man down. Although in the end Rian was upset because Rina continued to give him input that he did not expect.


"You and them are all the same" said Rian.


"Because we're all sane. That's why our thinking is the same" replied Rina.


"You mean I'm not sane?" ask Rina.


"Snack. Right now you are not in your right mind" replied Rina.


Lina saw anger on Rian's face. But he did not want to defend Rian. He does not want Rian to feel as if he is a victim and always feels the most right.


"Can I stay here?" ask Rian.


"Just son," replied Rina.


"You're so stingy. Really a calculation," said Rian.


Rian remembered the money Mr. Felix had given him. Supposedly the money he could use for the cost of his wedding reception that will be held luxury. But he decided to use the money for the purchase of the house.


"Find me a house" Pinta Rian.


"Where do you want to find a house?" ask Rina.


"In this area" replied Rina.


Rina's house was located quite far from the highway. He was afraid that the place was not suitable for Rian. Rina had given advice to take an apartment only. Rian wanted to live in the area. More comfortable and quiet according to Rian.


"Most because it's cheaper, right?" rina Goda.


Rian just smiled coldly. It's not in the mood to joke with Rina. Fortunately, Rina was sensitive. He noticed the look on Rian's agitated face. He reminded Rian to make the decision again in a cold and not in a hurry.


"Find me a rented house around here" Rian said.


Rian thought again that he could not just throw the money away. Buying a home in the area is by no means the right decision. Right now he just needs a place to calm down for a while. Contracting is the right choice for now.


This afternoon Rian has got a new rented house. He was carrying a suitcase with only his clothes and essentials. He sat on the edge of a very simple bed when compared to his bed in the house of Mia or in the house of Mr. Wira. Especially at Mr. Felix's house.


Everything there is almost inversely proportional to the condition of the house he previously occupied. But in that place he was calm. She was free to cry without anyone knowing. He could shake all those places until he was satisfied. He really let go of all his disappointments.


There was no news of Rian all day, making Manto and Danu worried. With due consideration, Manto contacted Mr. Felix. Of course when Rian knew there was no news and his number was off, Mr. Felix was very worried.


Mia was the first person to be contacted by Mr. Felix. But Mia who was upset with Rian as if she did not care. Even Mia complained as Rian expressed his disappointment to Mr. Felix. Which father is not hurt when accused of a no-no. But Rian was already considered a son by Mr. Felix.


Mr. Felix is also well aware of his mistake. It takes time to tell everything. And it's not now.


Failing to ask Mia for help, Mr. Felix seeks Sindi's help. At the very least, he felt that Sindi was a woman who had been considered by Rian as well. Lately, they communicate more often.


"Papa don't worry. Later I'm the same Mas Danu try to find Rian yes!" sindi.


Sindi did not promise Mr. Felix the right time. But he made sure that Rian would be okay. And there's no reason not to believe. Mr. Felix knows that Sindi always has ways to deal with Rian's problems.


"Papa wait for the good news, Sin" said Mr. Felix.


Sindi does not immediately look for the whereabouts of Rian. He analyzed where Rian was likely to go. Actually he was eager to find Rian with Mia. But things are not supportive. He has to move on his own.


Her current hope is Danu, her own husband. He is one of the closest people and will likely know a lot about Rian. She waited for her husband to come home with the questions he had prepared.


"Mas, what information do you know about Rian?" ask Sindi.


Danu who had just returned home from work looked at Sindi with a head shake. Even Danu pressed the back of her hand against Sindi's forehead.


"Mas, I'm serious. Papa Felix asked me to talk to Rian" Sindi said.


"Know. I-i know. But you also know that I just got home. When you don't know what to do?" insinuations Danu.


Sindi was ashamed of herself. He is busy with Rian, until he forgets what he does every time Danu comes home from work. He immediately grabbed Danu's hand and kissed her. She also opened her husband's tie and got him a drink.


"It's so dong" said Danu.


Danu immediately sipped water in the glass until it ran aground. While Sindi is still sitting next to Danu and waiting for some information she can get to.


Based on information from Danu, Rian did not enter the office without any news. Even Mia did not give any news. Though usually Mia always reported the state of Rian if not able to enter the office.


"Rian has indeed changed," Danu said, shaking her head.


"Yes Mas. I feel sorry for Papa Felix" Sindi said.


"I'm sure Papa must understand Rian's situation" Danu said.


Sindi silent. He was still trying to find possibilities that he could not easily guess. Even after a night of thought, he still had not found the answer.


"Sleep! It's too late" Danu said, kissing his wife's forehead.


Sindi smiled and hugged Danu. He tried to fall asleep, although it was very difficult. His head was still thinking about Rian's whereabouts.


Rian, where the hell did you run off to?