Between Asa And Taste

LDR?

Since returning home from campus Rian has not been out of the room. Even when Mr. Felix came home, he was still in the room.

"Ri," call Mr. Felix.

The door that was not closed was pushed by Mr. Felix. Rian was lying on his bed with his hands playing a mobile phone.

"Bah" said Rian.

Rian immediately kept his phone and immediately approached Mr. Felix.

"We're talking in the back garden!" said Mr. Felix.

Rian followed Mr. Felix. He knew where his father was talking.

"You're okay, right?" ask Mr. Felix to start the conversation.

"good. I'm fine, Pah" replied Rian.

"If you have anything, you tell me. Papa just doesn't want this to impact your college. Not one more year you'll graduate. Is there a problem with your college?" ask Mr. Felix.

"No Pah. Everything went well. I also finished my final task. Papa take it easy," replied Rian.

"What does this have to do with Mpus?" ask Mr. Felix.

"No Pah. I'm fine" replied Rian who tried to cover up the reality.

"Don't lie to Rian. Say it!" pinta Mr. Felix.

Rian ventured to tell Riri's answer as if he refused because he disagreed with marriage at a young age. Even Rian did not hesitate to show his disappointment in front of Mr. Felix.

"Are you ready?" ask Mr. Felix.

Rian remained silent. He clearly felt very ready to be Riri's companion. But he did not seem to realize that there was so much he had to prepare for the stage of marriage.

Mr. Felix smiled. He began to explain what Rian had to prepare when he was going to become a husband. Rian also began to realize that what controls his current desires is only a selfishness. The fear of losing Riri too big made him too ambitious.

"Papa just doesn't want you to fail" continued Mr. Felix.

It turns out that Mr. Felix agreed when Rian got married after Riri had graduated from college. However, there is a responsibility Riri must complete first.

As a father, Mr. Felix also reminded Rian that Riri had a family. Of course they will also be a new family for Rian. How could Rian marry Riri, while Rian does not know Riri's parents.

"I understand Pah" said Rian.

"Third person problems will not happen if both of them trust and take care of each other. Do not let Mpus feel uncomfortable because of your jealousy," said Mr. Felix.

For some reason, it seems like Rian already has a bad feeling about Hiro. His fear certainly stems when he sees how Hiro behaves to the two of them. Though Rey is also a friend of Riri, but he does not feel excessive jealousy towards his best friend.

News of Rian's proposal was finally heard by Mia. Rian was surprised when Mia called him to scold him. Reveal all her frustration at not telling about the proposal.

"Yes, yes, sorry." Rian could not dwell as Mia pointed at him with words that expressed her regret.

"You really are!" said Mia.

Mia was just notified this afternoon by Mr. Felix. He immediately contacted Rian to ask for Rian's explanation. Though actually Mia already knew the reason for the proposal was not festive and too formal.

"But if I marry you, you're the first person I'll tell. Promise," said Rian.

"Definitely because you need a donor?" taunted Mia.

Not only Mia, Rian also laughed when what was in his head could be guessed by Rian. The call ended after nearly an hour of talking to each other.

After the application, Rian always tried to be a man. Hiding his every jealousy as he looked at Hiro who was more aggressively approaching Riri.

That fear resurfaced after Rian was already facing graduation day. Not long, just a week. Rian will be an alumnus at that college. Leaving Riri and Hiro who are still students there.

"Later tonight I'll take a walk, will you?" ask Rian.

"Sorry, but I dare not ask Mr. Aric," said Riri.

"I want to talk to you seriously" Rian said.

"Our relationship" answered Rian.

"Why our relationship? Is something wrong?" ask Riri to panic.

Almost a year after being proposed by Rian that night, Riri felt increasingly convinced that Rian was his match. The only one who can understand his situation. It doesn't cross at all when it comes to losing a man as good as that.

"No. I just wish that we could talk somewhere else" Rian replied.

"Why not just come here?" ask Riri.

"This place is very historic for us. But I want a more comfortable place. I want to talk about our future" replied Rian.

"The future?" ask Riri.

Riri's face began to glow. But as he recalled the wedding, suddenly anxiety approached him. He was afraid that suddenly Rian would bring him back to marry. He still has one more year to complete his studies.

"You still love me, don't you?" ask Rian.

"Mas, what kind of question is that? I don't like being asked questions whose answers will never change" Riri replied.

"Then the answer about marriage readiness is also still unchanged right?" ask Rian.

"I think Mas must know and understand my answer," said Riri.

"I understand. Totally understand. Although sometimes I think you don't understand my feelings" Rian replied.

"Mas" said Riri sadly.

"Ah done. Forget it," said Rian.

Riri did not want to continue all of his talks with Rian. He is afraid of new problems in his relationship.

"Later if Mr. Aric's not home, I'm definitely going to Mas' house. We can talk well" said Riri.

"What a bad way of speaking is not good, right?" ask Rian.

After almost a year Rian looks so patient and mature, Riri now has to look back on the attitude of Rian as before. A moment of jealousy and selfishness enveloped the man he loved so much.

"I'm just afraid of losing you" Rian said, ending the debate.

During the week leading up to Rian's graduation day, Riri took the time to come to Rian's house. He asked permission from Mr. Arics. Despite not being given permission, Riri was finally able to meet Rian that night.

"Mas," called Riri when Rian's door was already open.

"Pus, is this you?" rian asked confusedly.

It was only natural for Rian to be surprised by Riri's arrival. There was no word from Riri that day. Even all day Riri did not contact him at all. Rian thinks it's Riri's way of making a surprise for tomorrow. In fact, that surprise he got tonight.

"I wasn't told to come in, was I?" ask Riri.

"Geez, I forgot. Come inside!" bring Rian.

"Who?" asked Mr. Felix when he heard the voice of the woman from the living room. "Mpussss," cried Mr. Felix.

Apparently not only Rian, Mr. Felix also apparently missed Riri. The beautiful woman always made the father and son miss her.

"Papa" said Riri, kissing Mr. Felix's hand.

"This is an incredible surprise" Felix said.

"Ah Papa could have," said Riri timidly.

"Let's sit!" said Mr. Felix.

After a stale chatter, Riri finally conveyed what her goal was to the house. As Rian had said, his plan to wait for Riri a year in Germany failed. Mr. Felix's company has improved so he must return home to Indonesia soon to start his new business.

So we're LDR? Ah, can't. I'm afraid Hiro is getting more and more insolent. But I also can't force Mpus to come with me to Indonesia. Why is this all so, God?