Between Asa And Taste

Is this love?

When some people make love for them the spirit of pursuing ideals, Rian actually feels the opposite. He feels his love for someone actually inhibits his ideals. It felt like he was really dizzy with the reality of his life that was passed by him.

Rian, the disadvantaged son with his family. But his meeting with a new person, which actually still has a connection between the two led him to become a very lucky person.

Rian, who was abandoned by his father while still in junior high school, has now successfully continued his schooling in Germany. Her mother had been gone long before her father had left her.

"Why? Is there a problem with your class?" ask Mr. Felix who Rian already considers his own father.

"No Pah," Rian replied as he gave a smile full of force.

"Then what's the problem? Story me. Don't hesitate" said Mr. Felix.

"I'm fine Pah. Papa hasn't slept?" tanya Rian tried to divert the conversation.

"I know you're in trouble. Is there one of your courses that doesn't meet the target?" urged Mr. Felix.

"My college is fine, Dad. There's nothing to worry about," Rian's tepis.

Rian was always trying to look okay. But Mr. Felix, who knows Rian very well, always knows that Rian is lying. Mr. Felix knows Rian is always learning so his grades don't drop. His college that runs on scholarships makes Rian always eager to learn.

"If your grades go down, there's no need to worry. I can still afford your college until Rian's done. Don't be pressured like that" said Mr. Felix.

"Is my face like a person with a lot of pressure?" ask Rian.

"There is a mirror. You can check for yourself" said Mr. Felix.

Rian only frowned when he saw Mr. Felix leaving him just like that. He opened his laptop and tried to make himself okay. But it can't, the contents of his head are only about Maudi. Beautiful students from Indonesia. One campus with him but different majors.

Rian, who studied in the architecture department, was tempted by Maudi who studied in the fashion department. In contrast to Rian who attended the scholarship, Maudi studied at an independent fee. Rian with all his simplicity and a very spoiled Maudi.

"Maudi, please get out of my head!" rian said as he clenched his hand.

Eyes closed. He hoped that when his eyes opened, Maudi's shadow would no longer be in his head. But his efforts were in vain. Because the shadow of Maudi has not been lost.

Rian's room door that opened made Mr. Felix see Rian's current activities. Not yet after Mr. Felix observed Rian's behavior, his existence was realized.

"What else?" ask Rian.

"Looking at you" replied Mr. Felix honestly.

Mr. Felix's answer certainly makes Rian wrong. He tried to be ordinary so as not to arouse the continued suspicion of Mr. Felix.

"Are you in love?" ask Mr. Felix.

Rian looked at Mr. Felix fearfully. He did not expect Mr. Felix to know what he was feeling. All this time, he tried to cover everything.

"Is it falling in love?" asked Rian who pretended not to understand.

"Is it falling in love? Falling in love is a growing feeling in your heart. To be honest, falling in love is not a mistake. Importantly, do not let the present sense destroy all the despair that you have framed all this time." Mr. Felix insists.

"Yes Pah. I understand" said Rian.

Mr. Felix who was originally standing in the doorway now entered and sat on the edge of the bed. Right next to Rian. Both of them were silent until the atmosphere of the room became quiet.

"Well, why coffee? Let me make it," said Rian who tried to melt the atmosphere.

"Sit here!" mr. Felix said as he saw Rian standing from his seat.

Rian sat down next to Mr. Felix. As expected, he will get a series of questions that are difficult for him to answer.

"You don't have to answer if you don't share it. Pursue what you must pursue. Fight for what you deserve to fight for" Felix said.

"I understand Pah. Thanks for all your attention Papa. I promise to give my best to Papa" Rian said.

"Don't dedicate all your success to Papa. Give that appreciation to yourself. For a body and a head that has been faithful to deliver yourself to the success you achieve," said Mr. Felix.

Maybe Rian is sensitive. The words of Mr. Felix plunged into his heart. I don't know what to say but yes and yes. Lucky Mr. Felix understood Rian, he left immediately. Rian is back alone.

This time Rian closed the door to his room. He started lying on his bed and turned off the lights. He did not want to spend the night just to lament the uncertain taste of Maudi.

Why should I fall in love with you? Why do you have to return this feeling? I should have realized from the beginning that we were different. You and I cannot be together.

Rian liked Maudi from the first time they met. Crossing the campus gate makes Rian can not forget the face of the canti Maudi.

The name of Maudi is increasingly known when a lot of older brothers who began to tease Maudi. While Rian is getting more and more inferior. He did not dare to approach Maudi in the slightest. Yes, you could say that Rian is a secret admirer of Maudi.

Semester one has passed. Rian's name began to stick out when his name was touted as a person who has extraordinary achievements. Rian's handsome face is also a consideration for Maudi.

In the morning Rian stared at the wall clock. Today he got a nine o'clock schedule. Rian knows very well that today they have the same schedule. That Rian's love for Maudi? Until he found out Maudi's schedule on campus.

In the past, he was happy if there was a schedule Maudi to campus. However, he avoided meeting with Maudi. It feels like every meeting with Maudi always makes him restless.

"You just arrived?" ask Maudi who met Rian in the cafeteria.

"So straight into class" replied Rian.

"What time is it?" ask Maudi.

"Why indeed?" ask Rian back.

"Go back to college I want us to go!" bring Maudi.

"I have to go home fast. Papa asked me to accompany him," Rian subtly refused.

"You're rejecting me?" threaten Maudi's.

"It's not so," replied Rian.

"Then? Will you accompany me on the road?" ask Maudi.

"I came home in the afternoon" replied Rian.

"I'll wait until you're done. I'll see you soon!" maudi said as he waved his hand and left Rian.

Why can't I refuse Maudi? Is this love? Why would I not be willing to refuse Maudi's invitation?

After eating, Rian returned to his class. He returned to his lectures with his materials. He is grateful if until now he can still maintain his achievements. When at home, Rian was difficult to master himself. But when he was on campus, his learning spirit could still master Rian.

"Yeah, you're done. Come on!" bring Maudi.

Rian swallowed his saliva as he watched Maudi wrap his white hand around Rian's arm.

"Come on!" take Maudi again.

Rian broke his bad thoughts and immediately went to accompany Maudi. For his purposes, Rian had absolutely no idea where Maudi would take him.