Between Asa And Taste

The germans?

Rian was still standing at that place, looking at Riri who left him. The longer the longer the farther away until his eyes no longer see the figure he loves the most.

"I knew I was too quick to make a decision. But is there no second chance for me? Is that how fatal my fault is, Pus?" ask Rian lirih.

Rian sat down and looked down. It hurt to see Riri retreat so tormenting her inner self. He cannot fight alone. What was he doing in Germany? There was no hope he could fight for.

Rian is going home. He drove his car without thinking. Even he realized that Riri had not come home. He was watching Rian leave the campus. The first place they met. And it might be the last place they meet.

"Sorry Mas" said Riri lirih.

Riri came home after seeing Rian was no longer there. He hunts his bed and cries. Buried his face so that no one would hear the cry. He literally vented all his pain in his most comfortable place.

"You are evil. You are evil" said Riri in between sobs

Riri has tried to accept all the realities of his life. She learns to convince herself that Rian is not for her. But after the presence of Rian and Brusaha brought back the feeling, he felt the pain more than before.

Riri couldn't sleep last night. He kept rolling around trying to calm his unsettled heart. Anxiety enveloped his heart. He woke up and saw his face in the mirror.

"Gosh, my makeup hasn't been cleaned yet." Riri touched his face.

Riri immediately went to the bathroom and washed her face. I forgot that I haven't had a shower today. Ah, let alone take a shower, even he forgot that he had not had time to eat all day. But there was no hunger at all. What he felt at this moment was an inner moan between logic and feeling.

If she could choose, she would choose to marry Rian. No matter what happened other than the happiness of the two of them. But he realized there would be a wounded heart. Not just one person, but many people. Not just the pain, but the shame.

Is he ready for all that reality? No. gabe. Riri shook her head quickly. He even closed his ears as if there were so many whispers that he could no longer control himself.

"Hiro" said Riri.

At the moment, it was only Hiro that he could contact. The only person who knows his feelings. With a whim Riri called Hiro. But he was upset when Hiro's voice was very small, like just whispering.

"Awhile!" said Hiro.

In a matter of seconds, the call was cut off. Out of annoyance, Riri throws his cell phone into bed. He again felt alone. Not long after, the phone rang.

"Surely from the office people," said Riri annoyed.

Had not wanted to answer the call, Riri ignored his phone until the ring was no longer heard. After a few seconds, his phone rang again.

"Why don't they understand my situation?" riri said annoyed.

Although upset, he tried to answer the call. He rubbed his wet cheek. His frustration changed when he learned of the call from Hiro. Riri quickly answered the call.

The first time Riri did was cursing Hiro. Wreaking his sense of regret because his call had been ended just like that by Hiro. But Hiro does not change, he is always relaxed in response to everything Riri does to him.

"A satisfied with his anger?" ask Hiro.

"Know ah" replied Riri ketus.

"Don't get angry, get old soon." Hiro tried to melt the atmosphere.

Riri did not answer Hiro's remarks. He was not in the mood to joke around as Hiro did. Hiro apologizes again and asks why Riri called him. Hiro feels quite confused by Riri's call, because Riri had never done this to him before.

"Don't tell me you're missing me" Hiro said.

"Nobody misses you at all" Riri said.

Finally he began to be hooked when he almost forgot what his purpose was to call Hiro. Back in tears, Hiro recounted the events of today.

"So you wouldn't want Rian to marry Shelin?" ask Hiro.

"It's not so," replied Riri puzzled.

"Why so cry?" ask Hiro.

The cry was not solely due to her disassociation with Rian and Shelin's marriage. But he is upset when Rian comes and brings up their past. On the one hand, he felt that Rian had demeaned him.

"Well, if you don't want to, why should you cry? You just have to say no. Enough," said Hiro.

"But deep down in this heart, the taste is still beautifully preserved. I still love Mas Rian" Riri said.

"Then why don't you agree and fight together? Done, right?" ask Hiro.

"It's not that easy, Hiro. There is a heart that will hurt" replied Riri.

"Shelin?" ask Hiro.

"Whoever it is" replied Rian.

"If I'm the one who's hurt, I'll feel it myself. But if the marriage is annulled, there will be a lot of hurt hearts. Even the shame would be felt by those two great families. Moreover, the media will be very fast to cover and spread news like that" said Riri.

"You still have time to think about other people's feelings at a time like this? Where did you hide your wings?" ask Rian.

"Huh? What wing?" ask Riri.

"I don't think you're human. But an angel in disguise" replied Hiro.

"Hadeuh, there's only you. I'm being serious" Riri said.

"I'm kidding, right? I'm serious, you know. You should be happy and fight together if you already know Rian came there to see you," said Hiro.

"What stone do you think I am. I have a heart. I am only the past for Mas Rian, while he is the future. How could I possibly snatch happiness from people who don't know anything" Riri said.

Shelin doesn't know anything. It doesn't seem fair that Riri snatched up Shelin's happiness. She knows Shelin, but she believes that shelin is a very good woman. There was no way Rian could be confident in Shelin with such a short amount of time.

"What do you want?" ask Hiro.

"I want to forget about Mas Rian," Riri replied as she pleased.

"Related?" ask Hiro.

"Why are you so?" ask Riri.

"Yes, ask me to fight for your love" replied Hiro.

"Ah, you can't be taken seriously." Riri ended the call without saying goodbye.

Hiro just smiled as he shook his head. Finally he knew where Rian had been missing all this time. He will meet Shelin again and convey the whereabouts of Rian.

The brand that in Indonesia does not know the existence of Rian after suddenly disappearing. Ah, Hiro's not sure they all don't know. Maybe there are some who know but they choose to silence because they do not want the problem to become more runnyam. But Hiro himself did not expect that Rian would go to Germany and fight for his love for Riri.

Hiro smiled wryly as he knew Rian was loved by two women that sincere, while he was? Not a single woman was close to him. Either he didn't want to, or because Hiro himself shut himself down.

All he thought about was revenge for his brother. Unfortunately, he had been lied to by people he loved very much. There was no hatred for Maudi, but the disappointment was still not able to get rid of.

Morning greet. Hiro who stayed alone woke up as the alarm rang. He took a shower and prepared. After living alone, he more arranged his schedule. He began to direct and organize his life for the better.

This morning Hiro is going to college from morning till noon. On his return he will meet Shelin and discuss about Rian's current whereabouts. He is not sure what he has discussed with Riri or not. It all depends on the situation of Shelin later.

Hiro took the course this morning very seriously. He wanted to catch up all this time. Many people laugh at her change. But he didn't touch it at all.

After completing the course this morning, Hiro immediately went to the school where Shelin taught. From a distance Hiro noticed Shelin who was chatting with some of his proteges. Hiro smiled at the warmth that Shelin showed the children who say goodbye.

"Truely you said, Ri. She's a good woman" Hiro said softly.

Hiro had just approached Shelin when all the disciples had already returned home. He called Shelin and talked to her. Shelin is so friendly that it is easy to get along with anyone. Even he had only met her once. When the second time to meet Shelin, the woman looks so warm welcome him.

"Where are you going?" ask Shelin.

"Meet you" replied Hiro.

"What's wrong?" shelin was confused.

Shelin did not restrict anyone from meeting him. But just yesterday Hiro came to see him. The clueless Shelin was astonished by Hiro's arrival. As a woman who is soon to be married, Shelin wants to keep Rian feeling. Although he did not know where Rian was at the moment.

"Rian in Germany" replied Hiro.

"Germany?" ask Shelin.

Hiro nodded. His eyes looked at Shelin who was staring at him as well. Shelin's eyes were long.

"You crying?" hiro asked as he watched Shelin turn his face away.

Hiro brushed off Hiro's hand that held his. He immediately wiped his cheeks that had started to get wet.

"I want to go home" said Shelin.

"Hey, what's my fault? I'm just passing on the information you're waiting for. Why get mad at me? He said we were friends" Hiro said.

"Don't pretend you don't know Hiro. Please understand! I want to be alone" said Shelin.

"OK, okay. But you don't cry like that. I'm sorry if I was wrong! I'll take you home" said Hiro.