
During the trip, Shelin did not open her mouth at all. The atmosphere in the car was so quiet. Every now and then Hiro looked at Shelin who was just staring to the side and rubbing the corner of his eyes.
"Shelin," call Hiro.
"Hemm" replied Shelin.
"Are you hurt?" ask Hiro.
"You don't have any more weighty questions?" Shelin asked back.
"OK, sorry. But I have something. Maybe this will make you a little calmer" Hiro said.
"What?" shelin asked without looking at Hiro.
Shelin still threw away her face. He looked towards Hiro when the man gave him a cell phone.
"What's this?" Shelin looked at Hiro looking for answers.
"I think everybody knows it's a cell phone" Hiro replied.
"I'm serious Hiro" said Shelin.
"Yes. It's a cell phone" Hiro said.
"Ah, not funny." Shelin brushed off Hiro's hand giving her a cell phone.
Hiro laughing. He was trying to melt the atmosphere. Unfortunately, Shelin did not budge at all. Shelin was still loyal to his disappointment.
"Here, I have something." Hiro gives back his phone to Shelin.
"Hiro, this isn't funny. I don't want to joke at all" said Shelin.
"i'm serious. Open it," said Hiro.
"I want to go home. It's Hiro" said Shelin.
Rian. Stop the car and look at Shelin.
"Hiro, what are you doing?" shelin panicked.
"Geez, is my face so marginal that you're so scared?" ask Hiro.
"I want to go home" said Shelin.
"I'll take you home. But after you hear this," said Hiro.
Hiro plays the recording as he talks to Riri. How Riri gave Rian to Shelin. Riri convinced herself not to hope anymore even though the sense was still very great for Rian.
Shelin felt her chest tight. Instead of being happy with the tape, Riri's sincere remarks hurt her even more.
"Don't cry like that" said Hiro.
"I want to go home" said Shelin, sobbing.
Hiro apologized for giving the tape. At first he hoped the tape would calm Shelin down, but the reality was that it made her cry again.
Shelin did not blame Hiro. He knew Hiro's good intentions but his heart refused. He felt very sick with Riri's sincerity. How could he get married just because of Riri's mercy. While he knows they both love each other.
Arriving at home, Shelin ran away without saying goodbye to Hiro. He was already too sick when he accepted the fact that he was only a barrier between the two people who love each other.
Either thank you or just have to be mad at Hiro. In fact, today Hiro has given a bitter reality that he really does not want to know at all.
"Bad kaliam. You're all evil. What's wrong?" shelin said in the middle of her sobs.
Outside his mother knocked on the door of the tightly closed room. But Shelin did not open it. He just wants to be alone. Cry and sleep after he is tired.
Unbeknownst to Shelin, his father and mother are worried about the state of Shelin. Especially when they still can't contact Rian.
"Why are they?" ask her father, Shelin.
Shelin's mother just shook her head. He was no longer able to say anything. Hoping for things to improve despite not knowing when that time he could meet.
"Mama" said Shelin.
The swollen eyes made his mother's heart feel very sick. No one gets sicker when their child is hurt except for their mother. A tight hug made Shelin cry again.
"Mama don't cry. I'm fine" said Shelin.
"You if there's anything you can tell Mama," said her mother Shelin.
"I'm fine" replied Shelin.
"You're not okay" his mother said.
His chest tightened again when he remembered the problem he was facing. Finally he told her everything in his mother's arms. Crying confused by the decision he had to make.
"Why should you give up? You've been chosen by Rian and he has to take responsibility for everything" his mother said.
Although her mother was very angry, she could be as calm as possible in the presence of Shelin. He did not want to show his disappointment at the attitude of his prospective daughter-in-law.
In the view of the father and mother of Shelin, Rian was a polite and kind child. They did not expect that this problem would come to the child alone. Should they resign and let Shelin drag on in disappointment?
"But you love him too, right? Rian loves you too, son. That's why he proposed to you. This is just a temptation for marriage. Rest assured everything will improve. Rian will go back to fixing everything" said his mother.
"Do you think I should back off?" ask Shelin.
His mother let go of his embrace and looked at Shelin with a meaningful gaze.
"What are you thinking? You're just a victim here. Rian will come back to you. Trust me, Mama" said her mother.
From a distance his father had already clenched his hand. He gathered all of his anger energy in his hand. The way he could, he wanted to beat up Rian right then and there. It felt like finishing off Rian was a satisfaction that was still not comparable to the pain that Shelin felt.
Not only that, his reputation would be tarnished. What happens if it turns out his son failed to marry just because his future husband bekum move on? It's a ridiculous thing.
"Can't be allowed!" said Shelin's father with indignation.
Not wanting to hear more about the sense of scheming experienced by Shelin, his father chose to go into the room and calm his heart. At last his wife came in and hugged him.
"Our son Pah" said his mother Shelin with a cry.
"Don't do this Ma. Shelin could tell that Mama was crying and this would make her own burden. Pity him" said his father Shelin, rubbing his wife's head and back.
"Mama doesn't want Shelin to fail to get married. Mom shy Pah. Poor Shelin. Our family will definitely be bullied" said Shelin's mother.
Her father, Shelin, was silent on the clean white walls of his room. He felt that was how Shelin's heart had been all along. He was always a good boy and never hurt anyone. But why did he have to feel such great pain like this.
They both slept when the clock showed at one o'clock in the night. They fell asleep after discussing about the plan they were going to take in the future. In the end, they have not reached their conclusion.
"I love Rian so much" Shelin said in the dark of the night.
Shelin turned off her room lights. He was only friends with the darkness and coldness of the night. The heavy rain outside seemed to feel the anxiety and pain he was feeling.
His mother knocked on Shelin's room, but there was no answer. His father immediately pulled his wife's hand. He knew that Shelin would still want to be alone.
Unbeknownst to Shelin, her parents go to Rian's office. Unfortunately they could not meet with Rian because it had been a few days Rian did not enter.
"Where is he?" ask Shelin's mother.
"There is a duty outside the city of Madam" replied Manto.
"Until when?" ask mother.
Manto took a while before he finally answered. He said that Rian will return soon after the work is done. Although he himself was not sure when Rian would return.
Both of Shelin's parents did not look fiery. But from the way they talk, Manto is sure that the two are harboring such great emotions.
They say goodbye after asking Rian to meet them immediately when he came home. Manto just nodded and escorted the two to the parking lot. After all, they are the future in-laws of Rian, the owner of the company where he works.
Manto immediately contacted Mr. Felix after the two had actually returned home. He was surprised when Mr. Felix reported that Rian had returned from Germany. Without a second thought, he invites Danu to meet Rian at his rented house.
True to Manto's guess, Rian was there and was sitting relaxed on the porch of his house. A glass of tea still steaming from the cup, accompanied him this morning.
"Sir Manto, Brother Danu." Rian immediately fixed his seat and welcomed the arrival of the two.
"Sir Rian is healthy?" ask Manto.
Danu didn't ask much. He just followed Manto without saying anything.
"good. I'm good, Sir. Is there a report I need to finish?" ask Rian.
"No Sir. We just want to make sure you're okay. Because tomorrow we will meet with company X" replied Manto.
"Yes. Tomorrow I'm in. Please send me a report that I have to present tomorrow!" rian pinta.
Danu observed Rian in silence. Occasionally they meet even without hesitation. Not angry with each other, but Danu himself is confused what he should discuss with Rian at a time like this.
"Oh yes sir, I have something to say. But it seems sensitive. I was confused" said Manto.
"What's? Just say it," said Rian.
Manto saw Danu to ask for an opinion. Nodding Danu's head convinced Manto to deliver the message entrusted by both of Shelin's parents.
"So they came to see me at the office?" asked Rian with a resigned face.
"Yes sir" answered Manto.
"How many times?" ask Rian.
"It was just this, sir. Sorry if my arrival here brings bad news. Me and Mr. Danu, excuse me. We have to go back to the office" Manto said.
After Manto and Danu left, Rian took his cup of tea that had started to cool. Now his head is hot. He again thought about the steps he had to take.
"I have to finish all this" said Rian.
He came in and took his car keys. Ruamh Shelin is the goal. Although his heart was hesitant because it was not sure of the steps he would take.
"I love you so much Pus. But Shelin is very good. He's too good for me to hurt. But should I marry Shelin? Have I got this reality ready?" rian murmuring.
His heart grew increasingly agitated as he believed the marriage was once in his lifetime. There was no other choice after he married Shelin. All about Riri should he bury her deeply. To this day, he has not been able to do that.
Hoping to fight for happiness, it turns out he even hurt his own heart and the two good women in his life. But during the journey, he convinced himself to choose. Shelin is his choice.