Between Asa And Taste

This isn't your goal

Last night Mr. Felix pondered, thinking about what Rian's fate would be. Let alone Rian, he also had the same anxiety. It knew very well how much flavor Rian had stored for Riri. But on the other hand, he did not want Rian to hurt Shelin.

"Bah," called Rian while knocking on Mr. Felix's room door.

"What's wrong?" ask Mr. Felix.

Rian opened the door to the room. The owner of the room was lying on his bed. Seeing Rian coming, Mr. Felix got up and sat on the edge of the bed. A warm smile Rian got from his father.

"Here!" call Mr. Felix while patting the spot beside him.

"Why haven't you slept?" ask Rian.

"Papa thought you were sleeping" replied Mr. Felix.

"I'm still thinking about my marriage to Shelin" Rian said.

"What are you thinking? How far are the preparations?" ask Mr. Felix.

Rian had started to prepare everything. Not finished, but everything is already going on. Some DP has already entered. Rian had also solidified his heart for Shelin. There was almost no hope of being with Riri.

Hiro's arrival was like a hurricane that delivered a small candle. Instantly everything enlarged even back could not control Rian.

"I'm confused" replied Rian.

Mr. Felix took a long breath. He was trying to find a solution. But he still seems confused. Rian was still locked in with Hiro's remark. He realized that Hiro's words had a point. Rian's marriage to Shelin won't completely make Rian happy.

If Rian were to marry Riri, two people would be happy. But it feels like it's all unfair. Ah, Mr. Felix must be firm. Rian who has chosen Shelin, then he must be responsible for all his choices.

"I love Mpus so much" said Rian suddenly.

Mr. Felix's eyes are perfectly rounded. Her chest was so tight hearing Rian's confession. He already knew of the feeling, but he did not expect that Rian would openly admit the feeling.

"Rian, are you aware of what you're saying?" asked Mr. Felix with a confused face.

Rian. He did not dare look at Mr. Felix's face. He was ashamed of his honesty.

"I'm sorry, Pah," said Rian.

"Rian, don't embarrass yourself. What you do will affect the company. Remember all the struggles you put in to raise the company. Don't be your ego, the company's a victim." Mr. Felix reassured Rian.

"So I have to sacrifice my feelings for the company?" ask Rian.

"You chose Shelin. You make the decision" replied Mr. Felix.

Mr. Felix actually used the company for his reason of retaining Shelin. He could not bear to see Shelin disappointed and heartbroken. Not to mention his family who will be affected.

The reason Mr. Felix actually makes Rian cornered. He felt he had to sacrifice his happiness for the sake of the company. The conversation that night was tense. Their debate is getting heated.

"Whatever you want. That's your life. Who lives you alone. Whatever," said Mr. Felix.

Rian silent. Yes, it all came back to him. He came out of Mr. Felix's room and slept. Tiredness makes him unable to think well. As a result, everything just makes the atmosphere worse.

Rian has convinced himself to see Riri tomorrow. Not to ask him back. But he wanted to apologize for making Riri disappointed. It has hurt her and destroyed all the dreams they have ever strung together.

"I love you so much" Rian's voice slowly graced her bedside the night in her deep sleep.

The woman in the dream was Riri, not Shelin. Not the woman he would marry and accompany him for life. The speech was aimed at the woman he already considered to be his past.

In unconsciousness he dreams that Riri hugs him tightly. He could feel the warmth until he woke up.

"God. What'sthis?" rian said as he woke up from his dream.

Rian with a very pale face seemed to be gathering his consciousness. As he grew more conscious, he got up and prepared. He immediately met Mr. Felix and apologized. However, he has been outrageous to people who have loved him so sincerely.

"Bah, I'm sorry." Rian hugged Mr. Felix who had just come out of his room.

Deeply moved, Mr. Felix hugged Rian again. He misjudged the boy. He thought Rian had changed, but Rian was still Rian. The child who always apologizes and respects him.

"Papa thought you were angry" said Mr. Felix.

"Where may I be angry" replied Rian.

"Thank God. Papa was happy to hear that.

Mr. Felix invited Rian to breakfast. But in the middle of breakfast time, he realized Rian's neat appearance.

"I want to meet Mpus. Accompany me yes Pah," pinta Rian.

"Meet Mpus? Make what?" asked Mr. Felix in surprise.

Again, Mr. Felix misguided Rian's attitude. But when he found out that Rian wanted to apologize, he felt relieved. Although he was also sick when he saw Rian's disappointed face.

Of course disappointed, because his arrival to Germany is hoping if Mr. Felix supports his relationship with Riri. He thought that Mr. Felix would ask him to fight for Riri. But all of that was not as expected.

After breakfast, Mr. Felix and Rian leave for Riri's office. A very large and luxurious office there. Even he did not expect that the leader of the big company was a great woman who had dreamed together with him.

"Morning Pah," Riri said as she saw Taun Felix's arrival to her office.

Rian didn't go with Mr. Felix. He's waiting outside. Trying to muster up his courage to talk to Riri. But unfortunately just heard Riri's voice, Rian's heart was pounding.

A voice that could make his heart flutter erratically. A voice he had not heard for a long time. And now the voice again made him unable to control himself. He held tightly to his chest.

Rian immediately entered the room when he heard Riri's laughter that was so crisp. He missed that happy face. He wanted to see the beautiful woman with a smile that adorned his face. Must be very pretty.

"Mas Rian," said Riri with a pale face.

However, Riri is not ready to meet with Rian. But the truth is Rian is in sight. He was just trying to be calm despite his heart breaking. Missing but wrapped in deep disappointment. Making Riri not ready to meet the man who is not who he is.

"Pus" said Rian while hugging Riri.

Riri quickly removed Rian's body from her. For a moment, but the warmth rippled through making his blood flow faster.

"Sorry, please take care of my attitude. Prospective wife Mas will definitely be hurt when her future husband hugs another woman. After all, I am not a woman who can be hugged carelessly" said Riri.

"I-I'm sorry Pus. I was wrong, I was wrong. Hit me if it makes you forgive me" Rian said.

Riri's hand was within his grasp. Rian forced her to hit and slap. But Riri immediately let go of his hand.

"Mas, don't do this. I've forgiven you without hurting you" Riri said.

Hurt you? The word that stuck in his heart. It makes the pain go deeper. Ah, not just sick. What he felt right now was guilt.

"I hurt you" said Rian Lirih.

"No Mas. It's God's destiny. I believe everything will be fine" Riri said calmly.

"I love you so much" said Rian.

"Rian," said Mr. Felix, shaking Rian's body.

Mr. Felix was surprised by Rian's attitude which he thought was beyond his consciousness. What Rian said at the moment, was very different from his goal of coming to meet Riri.

"Well, please give me some time to talk to Mpus, please" Rian said.

"No Ri. Papa should be here," replied Mr. Felix shook his head.

Rian's attitude that can not be controlled will create new problems if without the supervision of Mr. Felix. Then he should stay there. Make sure everything's okay.

"Mas, please. It's better to just go home" said Riri.

"You don't want to talk to me?" ask Rian.

"There's nothing to talk about" replied Riri.

"You really don't love me anymore?" ask Rian.

Riri hush. He could not answer Rian's question which made his chest tight.

"Pus, tell me you still love me, right?" ask Rian.

"Rian," said Mr. Felix.

"Bah, please. I just want to know how Riri feels for me" Rian said.

"This is not the reason you came here" said Mr Felix, staring meaningfully at Rian.

"Mas, it's better to get out of here." Riri again asks Rian not to continue all his words that will only hurt his heart.

Mr. Felix forces Rian to leave from there.he knows Rian can no longer control him. That will make the problem even bigger.