Between Asa And Taste

Not dating

Rian drove Maudi home. On the way, the two were quiet with each other. I just heard Rian's favorite song.

"Ri, thank you! I didn't know you weren't helping me" Maudi said.

"This is the last time" Rian said.

Be ill. Maudi felt that Rian's words were raining down on his deepest heart. He felt so sick with Rian's words.

"Am I that bad in your eyes? To the extent that you don't want to be in contact with me anymore?" maudia asked sadly.

"I felt the same way back then. When you decide to go and pick Rey. You even said we were not friends. As time went on, I managed to treat my own injuries. We can be friends again even though I'm always jealous when you're with Rey. I still hope that one day I will be the winner. But right now, all my hopes are gone" Rian said at length.

Rian used this time to reveal all his sense of disappointment. Her chest is getting tighter. He wanted to scream loudly to relieve his pain.

"Rian, can't we fix everything? Repeating all those wonderful memories?" ask Maudi.

"Enough Maudi. Enough's enough! Now, my door of hope is closed for you. Even to dream I no longer want to. Forget me," said Rian.

Maudi started crying. Anyway, she is a woman. He just had a bad experience in his life. Maudi also realized his every mistake. But the rice has become porridge. It has fallen too deep.

"I beg you not to tell Rey" Maudi said.

"What's? You want to hide all this from Rey? How ugly you are, Maudi," said Rian increasingly disappointed.

"I'm not ready to be alone. I'm afraid Rey will act like you too" Maudi said, sobbing.

"Rey deserves to know" Rian said firmly.

"I beg Rian, I beg you." Maudi clasped Rian's hand begging that Rian could pity him a little.

Unfortunately, Rian let go of his hand. That stored flavor slowly eroded along with what was happening to Maudi at the moment. His current pain and disappointment, exceeded the affection he had for Maudi.

"Sorry, Maudi." Rian remained on his stance.

"Yes it is. I'll tell Rey. You just calm down. I just asked not to say anything to Rey. I promise I'll tell Rey. But I need time" Maudi said.

Rian did not answer. I don't think he cares about Maudi anymore. Silence began to greet the two of them again until finally the car was in front of Maudi's house.

"Down!" rian said firmly.

"Rian you are so evil" Maudi said in disbelief.

"You think you're good to me?" rian asked with a cynical smile.

Maudi swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. He endured the excruciating pain and got off Rian's car. Letting the car pass, just a second after he closed the door.

"I'm really disappointed in you, Maudi" cried Rian.

He was hitting the steering wheel. Revealing her disappointment that made her heart break to pieces. Her eyes are red. Resisting anger and tears.

Relax Rian, calm down. Don't let Papa know this. I'm sure you can hide all this.

When Rian reached his home, he tried not to show his feelings at this time. He immediately went into the bathroom and took a shower. He needs calm.

Under the water, Rian seemed to clench his hands tightly. The taste has not gone away. It was still clearly heard in his ears when Maudi admitted to miscarriage.

Longtime. This was probably his longest shower of all time. He allowed himself to be calmer. After feeling quite calm, Rian immediately cleansed his body and met Mr. Felix.

"Well," said Rian as he watched Mr. Felix watching television.

"Home home?" ask Mr. Felix stale.

"Yes. Papa want me to make some tea?" tanya Rian switched the conversation.

"May," replied Mr. Felix.

Rian immediately made a warm tea for Mr. Felix. They drank warm tea together and talked. Not a single mention of Maudi. Mr. Felix acted as if he did not know and did not want to know anything about Maudi.

A lot of things they talked about, but until the end of the conversation Mr. Felix did not ask the least about Maudi. Until he left for the room, Maudi was not discussed at all.

It's good that Papa didn't talk about Maudi. I can be more calm. At least I didn't lie to Papa just to cover up what happened to Maudi.

Rian spent the night in agitation. He could not tell his burden to anyone. If usually Mia is the one who always knows about all her burdens, for this burden Rian chooses to shut up. Even with Mia.

This morning when Rian has a morning schedule, Rian feels very lazy. He doesn't want to go to college. He did not want to meet Maudi and Rey. He forced himself to go to college.

"Ri," said Rey.

A stiff smile began to be drawn from the face that was hiding his anxiety.

"Rey," said Rian.

"Your job's done?" rey asked as she put her arm around Rian's shoulder.

"Yes, sure." Rian tried to stay relaxed.

Miris once saw the happiness of Rey who knew nothing about Maudi. If he could choose, Rian wanted to be like Rey. Stay happy without knowing what happened to Maudi.

Does Rey not know about Maudi yet? When is Maudi gonna tell Rey about all that?

The last hour of lecture is over. Rey rushed home.

"Where are you going Rey?" ask Rian.

"You look at Maudi. You wanna come?" ask Rey.

"Congratulations?" ask Rian.

"Maudi had a recurrence" Rey replied.

A hull? Maudi lying? Rian became agitated. He, who was initially jealous of Rey, now feels sorry. He saw clearly how much Rey was worried about Maudi.

"Oh yeah, say hello. I'm not coming, there's business." Rian tried to find an excuse not to meet with Maudi.

"Yes, I'll tell you later. I'll go first!" said Rey.

Rian nodded and looked on pity as Rey's wide smile graced his face. It was very interesting that he told Rey about Maudi. But he didn't want Rey to misunderstand. He could only pray that Rey would soon know all this.

"Mas Rian," call Riri.

"Pus," greeted Rian lazily.

"Sickness?" ask Riri.

"No" answered Rian.

"But it's different. Is there a problem?" ask Riri.

"The problem? Nope, no. I don't have any problems" Rian replied lying.

"Thank God that there is no problem. Oh yeah today there's no show?" ask Riri.

"Why indeed?" rian asked confusedly.

"Mrs. Aric is abroad. I have plenty of time. We play yuk!" bring Riri.

"Where else?" ask Rian.

"Where only. I'd like to use my free time as long as there's no Mr. Aric," replied Riri.

"With Mr. Aric started working?" ask Rian.

"No. Mr. Aric is seeking treatment abroad. He said he knew a lot about Mr.'s illness. Arics. That's why Mr. Aric moved abroad," replied Riri.

"Yes already. I'll pick you up later tonight!" said Rian.

"Mas didn't lie, did he?" ask Riri.

"Are I a liar, huh?" said Rian.

"There is a Mas about ten percent" replied Riri.

Rian looked at Riri.

Does Riri know if I'm lying about my feelings? Should I tell Riri all this?

Rian was confused when he could not share his feelings with anyone. Maybe Riri's invitation to play outside can slightly treat his mumbling mind.

"Let's pick up at seven!" said Rian.

"Yes Mas. Oh yeah, I can go to Mas' house?" ask Riri.

"Byeah" answered Rian.

"Why is he home?" ask Riri.

Rian looked at the clock on his wrist.

"It seems like Papa is coming home soon" replied Rian.

"I'm going to Mas' house now! All of you ask permission to play tonight," said Riri.

"But, back." Rian clenched Riri's head until he complained.

"What's the reverse?" riri asked while rubbing her head.

"That should have asked permission from the male to the female parent. You never dated, did you?" tease Rian.

"Ih, we're not going on a date. So me asking permission is okay. I'm the one who took Mas away" said Riri.

"Eh yes," said Rian ashamed of himself.