Between Asa And Taste

All is improving

The first thing Rian did was call Mr. Felix. The call from him was cordial and happy from Mr. Felix.

"Bah, I'm sorry." Rian was really sorry.

"No need to apologize. Papa understands. For Papa, coming back is the most important thing" Felix said.

One relationship has been repaired. Rian even asked for advice for his engagement. He is still confused to survive with Shelin or go back to chasing Riri.

"The Father will only support all your decisions. Papa is sure you can determine your own happiness. Only one thing you have to remember is that happiness you create. You wouldn't be happy if you didn't invent it yourself" Felix said.

"Can I?" ask Rian.

"Sure you can" replied Mr. Felix.

"How?" ask Rian.

"Many are grateful" replied Mr. Felix.

Be grateful? At this time, he may be less grateful for what he has. He still hopes to have Riri when there is already Shelin beside him.

"Where is Mpus pah?" ask Rian.

Mr. Felix answered casually what he knew about Riri. Apparently Riri never intended to bother Mr. Felix at all. According to him, Rian had already chosen his path and was happy. Despite being sick and disappointed, Riri has given up on Rian's choice.

"Do the two have any more girlfriends?" ask Rian.

His mouth did say not to find out anything about Riri. But in reality he was curious about Riri's current status. Hoping to hear the answer that disappointed him so that he could forget a little about Riri. But it did not seem to be as expected. Riri is still alone and focused on her work.

He's still loyal. He doesn't replace me easily. While me? I've been so evil to hurt her heart. But this has happened. All I have to do now is not let my heart hurt again. Shelin does not deserve to feel pain for all of her sincerity.

"Ri, Ryan. Are you still there?" asked Mr. Felix when Rian did not comment.

"Yes, I'm here, Pah." Rian tried to shift his mind about Riri.

"Papa knows this is a difficult step for you. But trust me, Papa will always support you. Whatever your life choices. Fear not! You are not alone" said Mr. Felix.

Rian was pleased with Mr. Felix's words that could calm his heart. He is confident in his choice now. Shelin should be happy. He chooses it and he will be responsible.

After the call with Mr. Felix was over, Rian tried to contact Shelin. However, the phone number of Shelin is not active. Tonight Rian contacted everyone who was worried about him. Calm them all down because he's fine.

Mia even cried when she got a call from Rian. He thought Rian was still angry and would not forgive him. So much Mia's affection is full of sincerity. Unfortunately, Rian disappointed him.

"I love my brother" said Rian.

The words that Mia had been waiting for all this time. As long as Rian changes and Mia doesn't recognize him anymore. Rian is back. He returns to being Rian, a person he already considers as his own biological sister.

"Don't ever change again Ri" said Mia.

Rian promises to always be the Rian that Mia wants to be. He also apologized for all the mistakes he had made. Their relationship has improved as well.

Until late at night, Rian tried to contact Shelin again. But until now Shelin still can not be contacted. Tired, Rian broke down his body. With an expanding smile, Rian seemed to close his eyes. He felt calm after the several burdens in his heart slowly disappeared. Now it's only one job, Shelin. And he'll finish it soon.

Rian slept well tonight. He woke up to the alarm he had set since last night. He took a shower and prepared. His spirit is back.

"Morning Sir," Rian greeted excitedly.

"For Sir" said Manto, bowing respectfully.

Manto smiled happily at the more excited Rian. His face was no longer dull. Now Rian looks more radiant even though his mustache and hair have not been able to neaten.

This afternoon Rian had lunch with a menu that he had ordered to Sindi last night. A warm chat took place during the break and it made Manto feel very happy. Finally the Rian he knew had returned.

Today Rian is coming home soon when his working hours are over. He had to go to the salon before meeting Shelin. He really tidied himself up before visiting the house of his future wife.

"Good afternoon" Rian said as he entered the house.

Rian's gentle greeting and smile made Shelin and her parents look at each other. Their lips were still wet when discussing Rian who had not visited them for a long time.

"Look in son!" her mother, Shelin.

Rian kissed the backs of the hands of the two masters of Shelin alternately. He also smiled kindly and warmly at Shelin. The smile that had been around for quite some time had not been seen by Shelin lately.

"What do you want to drink?" ask Shelin's mother.

"Don't bother ma'am. Water only" answered Rian.

They talked warmly about a lot of things. But Shelin's parents did not discuss Rian's changes at all. It was as if they had no idea what had happened to Rian all along. Ah, they really don't know. Because Shelin shuts down everything that's not that bad. Shelin did not want her parents to feel disappointed and hurt.

"Mom and dad get some rest!" his father, Shelin.

They did deliberately give time for Rian and Shelin to talk together. They were also young. Rian must have been awkward when they were there. Despite that, her mother Shelin observed them from a distance. Because they don't want to do unwanted things.

"Why are you quiet? Still mad at me?" ask Rian.

"No," replied Shelin briefly.

Shelin was not immediately happy and calm. He was still worried that Rian had come only to end his relationship properly. Because before he asked Rian to come to his house explained where their relationship would be taken.

"I want to fix everything" Rian said.

Shelin looked at Rian. He investigated the sentence carefully. Did he not hear wrong? Or is it just a figure of speech?

"Then Riri?" ask Shelin slowly.

Shelin wouldn't want her parents to know about this. It was enough that only the two of them had solved everything. Shelin is mature enough to try to solve all her own problems.

"That's it. He's just my past" Rian said.

"But there's still something unfinished, right? Finish it first" said Riri.

"It's all done. He's just the past" Rian said.

His heart rumbled as he said that sentence. His mind was at war as his mouth tried to convince Shelin. Ah no, not only convinced Shelin, but he was also trying to convince himself. He reminds himself that his future is Shelin, not Riri anymore.

"Are you sure?" ask Shelin.

"Didn't you believe?" Rian asked back.

"I love you so much" said Shelin with confidence.

Rian smiled and kissed the back of Shelin's hand. He saw that beautiful face blushing. Beautiful, though Riri's face always overshadowed her every look. But Rian always tried to brush off all his past.

Rian said goodbye after night started to say hello. He returned to his house. The plan tonight is to pack his things and return to Mr. Wira's house.

But when he got there, he saw himself from the reflection of the mirror. He took a deep breath and sat down on the edge of the bed. The weight of trying is something he may not forget.

Forgetting Riri is not as easy as forgetting about Maudi. When she first broke her heart, Riri easily became a medicine for her. But this time, the presence of Shelin was not able to treat his liver injury.

Riri was too special in his heart. That woman means so much. Unique and always makes him miss. His innocence that always makes Rian sure if the woman is really sincere. All Riri struggle to survive there makes Rian have to admit if Riri is a great woman.

And now he sat pensively regretting all his decisions. Leaving a woman who is almost perfect just because of her selfishness. But it's all happened. The steps are too far. There's no way he could just back off. He must keep stepping.

The knock on the door made Rian wake up from his daydream. He immediately opened the door and saw Rina standing in his doorway.

"You what?" ask Rian.

"You're okay, right?" Lina asked back while looking at him confused.

"I'm doing fine. It's gone, '" said Rian.

"Curl, ngusir. Very bad," said Rina.

"You must be here to make fun of me again, right?" accuse Rian.

"Bad to think" replied Rina.

Rina pouted as she stepped away leaving Rian's house. Rian observed Rina's departure with a frown on his forehead. His mind continued to suspect what was roughly happening to Rina.

"Rin," called Rian who ran after Rina.

"Why are you following me? Just go home" said Rina.

"Geez, so angry. Yes I'm sorry. You why?" ask Rian.

Usually Rina had always been a good listener to Rian. But this time it was reversed. Rian turned into a good listener because Rina was telling a story.

"Why do you cry?" ask Rian.

Lina raised her face and hit Rian.

"Couldn't you be mad at me?" ask Rian.

"You're such an insensitive person. I'm going to be upset, " said Rina.

"Not insensitive. I just don't understand why you're crying? What does it have to do with your future husband being out of contract and the wedding?" ask Rian.

"Jeez Rian! You become a rich man. Can't think hard" replied Rina.

"Well, how the hell did you say that?" ask Rian.

"Yes, you are" said Rina annoyed.

"I just want to know the answer. You stay clear and don't get angry" said Rian.