Angan

Pregnant First

The reception that Toni dreamed of, was already almost realized. The invitation has been sent. The building has been paid by the mother, WO has been ordered. But the whispers in the office made my ears a little hot.

"Well, I don't know, Yu.. It turns out you and Tony's.. Uh, but the marriage contract was announced almost 2 months ago. Why don't you tell me, Yu" Ina protested at our wedding reception.

"Pantesan, Mr. Toni changed a little. No more song." said Ina.

"uh, sorry, Yu.. Now he's your husband" Ina lowered her voice.

I clapped Ina's hand which was still beside me.

"Here, there, work first. It will not be finished" said I who diverted questions after questions from Ina.

At lunchtime, every eye in the office seemed to judge me.

Toni, is a boss who is admired by many female employees who are single, let alone new children, they always confuse Toni. I used to, I don't care, but right now, there's a weird feeling that makes me uncomfortable hearing it.

"Congratulations to Ayu. She is now the wife of Mr. Toni. How the hell mbak, get the cold heart of Mr. Toni"

Maybe their intention was just to congratulate me on my marriage, but why the question was so specific.

I smiled, I know how I felt.

"You guys, it's usually just gossip. There, take care of your work, do not disturb us, eliminate our appetite. Come, yu. We'll just move" Ina asked.

"But not because of being pregnant first right, the mother Ayu got pak Toni, her stomach was still flat" they whispered again but it sounded clear in my ears, making me very emotional, making me very, until the water bottle I was holding fell.

All eyes are on me.

Ina took the bottle and pulled me.

"No need to listen to their words. Not true, is it? Or indeed.."

Ina stopped her sentence, as I stared intently at her eyes.

"Now I'm still menstruating, and I haven't been touched by it" I said withholding anger.

"Well... So you guys..." Ina showed her curious face.

"Over the story, that's it. I don't want to eat anymore. I'm going back to my desk."

My pace accelerated until I was finally at my desk, I looked down irritated.

I looked up, and he was already next to me, looking at me.

I pushed him into his room.

"What's wrong?" asked the tall body-postured Toni as I pushed her.

"Baby" she called, I shut her mouth, I,

"Toni, this is in the office. How about another employee?" just pissed.

Now he hugged me from behind.

"Hey, this whole office already knows that we're married. What harm?"

"False eyes, this is an office, not a house. You can't just sit in the office. Let go of me" I'm upset about vaping it to Toni by hitting her.

"Aw" he shouted.

I saw her in pain, saw her red hand as a result of I hit her.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that" I said as I blew Toni's hand and stroked her.

"It's okay. Why you? Pissed off? Same who? Tell me slowly"

I told you all, no way. There will be trouble if I tell him.

"Here you go, maybe I'm groggy ahead of our reception" I said sitting on the sofa.

"You sure? There's no problem?" ask again.

I nodded, and stroked his hand which still looked red.

He kissed my forehead.

"I'm out first, somebody's gonna see" and then I peek outside.

My hand was pulled, and Toni hugged me.

"I love you" she whispered.