Angan

Trifle

"Mas Toni's.. It's been a long time since I stopped by." greet the SOP seller's mother kindly.

"Why, miss?" his guyon.

"2 Yes, ma'am" he continued.

"When is the same girl?" ask the mother.

"that's my wife, ma'am. Beautiful isn't?" the whisper was slow, but I heard it, and I could only look down embarrassed.

The mother smiled while nodding.

"How do you feel now?" tanyakanya.

I took a breath, and smiled.

I still imagine what just happened.

"Yu.. " Toni patted my hand.

"Oh. uh. yeah.. What's up?"

"You shut up again. Still think about that?"

"Heh. no." I pat Toni's hand and smile.

"Why was that?" much

"Not so" he said briefly.

I smile.

"Waah. mas Toni, once bring a girl, the second time udh marriage, not the law" said the mother of the SOP seller.

"Later on, we were busy. Hehe.. "

Said Toni while floating an uncharacteristic smile.

We ate together, but I kept thinking about the tomb.

"If you don't want to be eaten, don't play with the rice" Toni's voice was clearly heard in my ear.

"Oh yes, "I glanced at him and smiled looking at him who was cool stirring the Sop.

After eating, we continued our journey home. But during the trip I just stared out the window of the car.

I miss you, but I can't anymore.

This taste is not finished. Ahhh..

My concern soared as I saw the cloud.

I glanced at Toni who was just quietly focusing on the streets.

Am I wrong? I miss him who is gone, and ignore the man who took the oath to look after me for the rest of my life?

"Ton" call me slowly

"Hm" is just that dehumane.

"Why diem?"

"Keep me what? You're just quiet too"

It doesn't taste very good at the moment.

I took a deep breath.

"It's not your fault" he replied briefly

"I don't know how to."

"ok"

"Ton.." call me again.

"hm" answered.

"Help me yes"

"for?" tannya

"Learn to open my heart to you"

"hm"

I know he was disappointed with my actions and attitude.

"Now, to me, you are my world. Even though we don't realize that."

His words made me feel very guilty.

"Ton. sorry" I said, holding his hand.

Tony just stayed focused on the streets.

"You deserve to be angry" I said, holding his hand in the steering wheel.

"I cannot impose your will. If this is heavy. I can't go on with everything. I'll set you free. Before everything goes deep. I don't want you to leave when I feel love's already deep."

"Tons. It's not. Stop the car" I asked.

Toni stopped her car and parked in a field near the compound.

"I understand the journey you are going through now. But you're not alone. You have struggled to conquer the day that is not easy. But let me accompany you. I just want to listen to your story every day, calm you down while crying. But if all is meaningless,.."

"Stop Ton" I said, closing my ears.

I got out of the car, crying.

I thought he wouldn't catch up with me.

But, he pulled me into his arms.

For a moment we were silent and washed away in the atmosphere of the night.

"Don't go" said Toni.

"sorry"

I just hugged him, though,

"Do I deserve you? I can't forget Bang Romi. Do you want to wait until that time comes?"

"Yes, I'll wait. I want to" he said.

"But, earlier..."

"I just pulled out a bunch. Sorry I got carried away with emotions"

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