Angan

Angan
Omelets



I just kept quiet looking at the groceries.


"Rp. 1,790,000" said the cashier


Huft.in the end, just that.


I took out my wallet.


But, uh,


My wallet was closed by him, and he handed me his debit card.


"The pin, mbak" said the cashier.


I glanced at Toni.


I just kept quiet.


"You are my wife, even though you have not recognized me as your husband, but you are my responsibility" he whispered.


I went back to that statement.


Toni carried the groceries into the trunk of the car.


"Come, we have to buy ingredients at home. Later you take a break out of the house and pass out again." invite him while holding my hand.


This time, it was not like he had done, and this time, I was the one who actively put groceries into the shopping cart.


"Have you?" ask Toni.


I smile.


And again, he took out his debit card.


"Aren't you shopping and not shopping?"


It turns out we were at the cashier.


I smile.


"Mas and mbaknya newlyweds huh? So harmonious. You look alike" he said while counting the groceries.


"Please, the pin is mas" he said without asking again.


We passed from the supermarket in the mall.


I glanced at a pair of wedding rings.


But I hurriedly averted my eyes.


"Why?" tanyakanya.


I'm shaking.


He held me during the trip.


Although I was uncomfortable, but he still did not want to let go of the embrace.


"Some one will see. If the office guy sees, how?"


But he still doesn't care what I say.


"What do you want to eat?" ask Toni.


"I'll eat at home."


"We take it home, how about it?"


We stopped at a restaurant and ordered some food.


**


"Let me bring her groceries. You take a shower first" he said.


I entered Toni's room, and took some clothes for me to put in the next room.


"Why take a lot of clothes? Where are you moving to?" ask her with a slightly curious tone.


"I'll sleep in the next room."


"No need, I'll sleep next door. You sleep in our room only. If I'm gonna get a shirt, I'm gonna have to ask your permission to take it."


"no need. I'll sleep next door" I said again.


"You're the owner of this house" he said, putting the clothes back in the closet.


"Have, don't argue. I'm already hungry. Come on, eat" he asked.


He should have complained, it is now 20:30


At the dinner table, we told him about the work. Unbeknownst to him, he and I really enjoyed dinner even if only with ready meals.


"You, can cook?" ask Toni, while taking the fries.


"Not very clever. I haven't cooked in a long time"


"Tomorrow, I'd like some omelette breakfast, would you?" tanyakanya.


He had dared to ask me to cook for him.


But why am I nodding.


"It must be delicious" he said.


"Ohuk. uhuk." Toni chokes.


And I hurriedly got him a drink, patting his wide back.


"Eat him, if you're eating, don't think of anything else" I grumbled.


"Thank you, I'm not thinking about anything else, I'm just thinking about how to make you feel happy"


"Already, don't be a lot of dreadlocks" I said while tidying up the rest of the meal.


"Yu, I love you" she hugged me from behind, as I washed the dishes.


I'm speechless.


What feeling is this.


Why did my heart suddenly stop beating.


And.


Prangs...


The plate I was holding, fell on the floor.


"Well.." she lifted my body up, to a place a little far from there.


My hands are full of soap.